༒Azure Vamps༒

Owned by @fatiguedswitch What if i just kill myself? Or better yet isolate myself from everyone…… Cod is great when people aren’t yapping in your ear about cannon Trans 18yr old In college Mutt

[vamp1r3-god]

𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔:

𝕾𝖔𝖉 / 𝕹𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖔 / 𝖁𝖆𝖒𝖕𝖘 / 𝕸𝖚𝖙𝖙

𝔈𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫.

𝔖𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔩𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔭𝔬𝔩𝔶.

ℑ𝔫 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔤𝔢

I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫𝔰: 𝔫𝔬𝔫𝔢

𝔄𝔰𝔨𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔇𝔪𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫.

@fatiguedswitch (~I do log into this account and I will block you if I dont like how you talk to my dog.)

𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔰- 𝔶𝔢𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔫𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔴 𝔠𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣𝔣

𝔄𝔠𝔠𝔢𝔭𝔱𝔞𝔟𝔩𝔢 𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔪𝔰:

- 𝓶𝓾𝓽𝓽

- 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝔂

- 𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰

- 𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵

- 𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽

- 𝓫𝓸𝔂

𝔄𝔠𝔠𝔢𝔭𝔱𝔞𝔟𝔩𝔢 𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔪𝔰:

- 𝓬𝓾𝓷𝓽

- 𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴

- 𝓽𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴

- 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓼

- 𝓶𝓾𝓽𝓽 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓼

- 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓬𝓾𝓷𝓽/𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴/𝓽𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴

- 𝓶𝓾𝓽𝓽 𝓬𝓾𝓷𝓽/𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴/𝓽𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴

𝔜𝔢𝔰:

- 𝓒𝓝𝓒

- 𝓗𝓔𝓐𝓥𝓨 𝓭𝓮𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰

- 𝓟𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓼𝓮

- 𝓟𝓾𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂

- 𝓚𝓲𝓭𝓷𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓰

- 𝓘'𝓶 𝓪 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓽, 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓽?

- 𝓖𝓪𝓰𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓰

- 𝓘𝓷𝓽𝓸𝔁 𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓴

- 𝓡𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂 / 𝓑𝓸𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓰𝓮

- 𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰

- 𝓑𝓻𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 (𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓐𝓒𝓣𝓤𝓐𝓛 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓰𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓬𝔂)

- 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮

- 𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓬𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓬

- 𝓖𝓾𝓷 & 𝓴𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂

- 𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓼

- 𝓒𝓸𝓻𝓻𝓾𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷!

- 𝓘𝓶𝓹𝓪𝓬𝓽 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂

- 𝓕𝓪𝓾𝔁 𝓼𝓵𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂

- 𝓜𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝓼𝓽𝓾𝓯𝓯!

- "𝓖𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰" 𝓫𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓰𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓭

𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓪𝓫𝓵𝔂 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻

𝔑𝔬:

- 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓽

- 𝓼𝓬𝓪𝓽

- 𝔃𝓸𝓸

- 𝓭𝓮𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓷𝓼

- 𝓔𝓭/𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓮𝓻

- 𝓿𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓽

- 𝓫𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵/𝔀𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷/𝓮𝓽𝓬

ℑ 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔣𝔯𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔶 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔠𝔨 𝔞𝔫𝔶𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔬 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔣𝔣.

[vamp1r3-god]

Am i real? I don’t understand what’s happening to me, i don’t feel real anymore. I feel like I’m just some figment of imagination.

[vamp1r3-god]

Oh vamps, how do you know you’re going through a euphoric split rn? Isn’t that hard to tell?

No. Im amazing, i feel amazing, nothing can stop me ever. I have no fear, no anxiety, no regrets and i love it. I don’t need sleep, or water or food or anything, just myself. Thats how i know

I love the feeling, its such a high feeling

[vamp1r3-god]

Turns out I’ve been euphoric splitting since the 12th, probably how i spent 200 in 2 days. 188 on the 12th alone.

It’s amazing

I love it, i wanna spend more

I plan on it

I feel so high

[vamp1r3-god]

Oh how I’ve missed this feeling

Im ecstatic. I just wanna do stuff, i wanna buy stuff, i wanna drink

Life is amazing again

I feel on top of the world again. Fuck i love it

[dasloddl]

op disabled reblogs but I think the point still stands

[drkthoughts-k]

I wouldn't normally call myself a brat, but recently the idea of pissing someone off so they punish me sounds very amusing, just annoying someone in general and making them take their frustration on me

[pixicidal]

"be your true self!" dont know them sorry bud

[akrasia-ao3]

[moss-eater202]

This is my reverse kidnap Au, where Jabber slowly creeps his way into Zankas life and just kinda slowley starts controlling Zankas life in ways…. .THIS IS A VERY DARK AND HEAVY FIC, DUB CON/NON CON, WEIRD PERVERTSS STUFF LIKE CUM IN FOOD WITHOUT KNOWING, side character deaths, threats, Extreme bad mental health, alcoholism, passive suicide thoughts(implied) , stalking, kidnapping, attic wife basically... Also just so y'all know, not only does Jabber have rlly unhealthy thoughts towards Zanka, Zanka has rlly bad thoughts about Jabber. Neither of them are normal….be warned...

Also guys please this is a rlly dark fic im working on…so please do not read this if you dont like darker themes.

Okay. So it starts off with a really depressed office worker Zanka. He works for his family's company. All he does is work, go home and drink/drink, pass out, and work again

Then there's a gift at the stoop of his house. Hangover recovery.drink maybe. Something small and thoughtless.

Zanka takes it obviously, and drinks it without thought. A few days later there's another gift. Zanka's favorite book or something. Again. Simple and small. No notes or anything. But Zanka could've sworn he locked the door when he left that morning for work

Weeks pass, and he comes home and it feels….off. Not a crazy amount. It definitely doesn't look broken in. But he just cant put his finger on it. But Zanka is tired and hungry. So he decides to drink himself to sleep bc he knows he doesn't have any food stocked up

Expect there's a note on the fridge. A note he definitely didn't write. It tells him to take care of himself. And that there's food in the fridge. And he opens it, and there is. A simple meal. Grilled chicken and veggies. But actual food. He brushes it off as his older sister hiring a maid or something. (he likes to think this bc it means that maybe his sister does care for him)

Which is why he doesn't rlly freak out

Anyways. So this continues for a few weeks, and Zanka has deluded himself into thinking that the help was from his sister. Until one night he gets home super early and sees this hooded figure that's obviously a large man leave his house. He goes in and the same thing happens. Food, but on the table, hot and fresh like it was known he would he getting home early. And not just that, but his house is cleaned. It was a trash heap before due to his depression. But it actually looks like a house now

And deep down, it kinda dawns on Zanka that this is obviously not from his sister. But..he doesn't do anything. I mean, he's been eating the food for weeks…. And the person hasn't killed him. So obviously they mean no harm. So, he eats the food.

about another month goes by and Zanka is actually kinda healthy. Hes been eating proper meals, actually sleeping and even going to the gym now. He tried leaving notes for the mysterious person, but never got a response. Expect once, when he had requested stir-fry noodles for dinner and that was exactly what he came home too

But his mental health is way better than before. And actually starts to talk to his co-workers one day. Hes smiling and laughing, even got invited for drinks. He hasn't drank in months. The visitor throwing away all the drinks from his house. But Zanka goes, and gets way too drunk. He somehow finds his way back home, and actualy meets his ‘housekeeper’ Jabber is irritated. Zanka didnt come home like he was supposed to. (btw they have never talked, Zanka doesn't even know what he looks like)

And jabber wants to punish him….but Zanka is all cute with how drunk he is. And Zanka is so excited to see Jabber that Jabber forgives him… they end up in Zankas bed, Jabber kissing all over him and playing with him…ends up sucking him off before Zanka passes out

Anyways. Zanka wakes up the next morning hungover. Half his bed is empty, and deep down he knows his stalker slept in the bed with him. And he remembers being sucked off. He kinda freaks out bc it kinda dawned on him that his staller might want more than just watching from the shadows.

Which is when Zanka throws himself into his job(and hanging out with cowkers) he purposely ignores Jabber(the food being cooked for him at his house. If a bath is drawn from him, he empties it out and takes a shower.

Stuff like that. He actually becomes good friends with this guy named Follo. He works at a local store and they hang out a lot. Jabber starts leaving more notes in Zankas house. Demanding he eat his dinner or else. Zanka never does. Zanka ends up bringing follo over to his house to drink and hang out, and ends up telling him about the stalker he has.. Follo offers to stay over to try and scare the stalker away, they spend a lot of time together in town as well. And then that's when he comes home to the used condom taped to his door handle. There's a picture of Zanka taped right beside it that's also covered in cum. But the pic is from last night. And its close up. Which meant Jabber was in his room while Follo was there(follo had been sleeping on a futon in Zankas bedroom to help him sleep) and he never even knew he was there

Then a freak accident happens to Follo, and he ends up quitting his job and disappearing. Zanka falls into another depression and he comes home one night to dinner coooked for him again. And this time he eats it.

He goes to bed, wake sup and goes to work(still wearing the same outfit from the day before bc he's depressed) and then comes back home. But.. His key doesn't work to his door. Before he can really question it, the door swings open and he's dragged inside by jabber

Jabber basically tells Zanka that Zanka needs him. And he cant live without him. And Zanka is terrified, bc he knows this stalker hurt Follo. Not to mention Jabber has a knife that he's using in the kitchen. He forces Zanka to sit at the dining table as he cooks for him, and once he finishes he plates the food and gives it to Zanka

Jabber smiles, before suddenly standing up and grabbing the back of Zankas neck to hold him still and his other hand goes into his pants and pulls out his cock. Hes talking to Zanka about how he forgot something, and starts to jerk himself off, before cumming all over Zankas food. He sits back down, knife still in hand as he tells Zanka to eat. Hes fucking terrified. And he forces down a few bites. And what's the worst part?

The fact that it tastes similar. Jabber notices and tells him he's been cumming in every single meal he's cooked for him

But yeah. This ends up with Zanka throwing up and trying to excape and Jabber having to subdue him. It takes a few weeks for Zanka to get used to living eith somebody (most the time he's crying and throwing up) and the entire time Jabber is just happy as can be. He also forces himself onto Zanka a bit… not going all the way ofc. That's for their wedding night, but jerking Zanka off, making Zanka jerk him off, etc etc..

Anyways. Yeah. This was copied from a convo I had with some oomfs on my reversed kidnap Au I have…. Also some more side thoughts and screen shots from a added convo bc I was too lazy to copy and paste lmao.

Also by reverse kidnap, if you read it should be understandable, but if not Imma explain it. Instead of Jabber kidnapping Zanka and taking him to another location, Jabber slowly weasels his way into Zanka's home throughout all of this. He slowly changes the locks without Zanka knowing until then main door is changed. So Jabber has free reign to come and go out of Zankas house, but Zanka doesn't. I thought, sure being taken is scary. But being locked into a place you thought was yours? A place you called home, that should have been a safe space? It becoming your own cage is scary…

also by Zanka having bad thoughts towards Jabber, at some point he genuinely takes advantage of Jabber (before he ever actualy saw him and nothing ‘weird’ was going on) he gen bragged a bit to co-workers that his ‘housekeeper’ did everything for him. Zanka is extremely under socialized and thought Jabber being labeled as his housekeeper is normal. He kinda takes pride is the fact that his ‘housekeeper’ is always there for him… his ego gets rlly big in a bad way. Neither of their mental health is good or normal in anyway. And also, yes. Zanka assumes Jabber is a housekeeper hired by his older sister. He deluded himseld. But deep down he knows better, just ignores it tbh..

[akrasia-ao3]

[vamp1r3-god]

Death and alcohol, what then?

[akrasia-ao3]

[vamp1r3-god]

I love randomly seeing that Sir (possibly) sent himself a post through my account an i had no idea lol

[hauntingpup]

Your knees spread wider, your chest flat to the floor and your ass presented high and open. Inspection time.

Owner's fingers slid deep into the slick heat of your cunt without warning, spreading the lips wide to check the give of your hole. He pressed up, testing the inner walls and making you whine. Then his thumb found your t-dick. A slow circle around it was all that it took.

You flinched. Just a twitch, really. Only your hips bucked into his hand for a split second before you caught yourself but it was already too late.

"Did I give you permission to move, mutt?" And just like that the warmth of his hand was gone, replaced by the cold air of the room. You tried not to flinch and make it worse.

"No, sir."

The first spank landed flat and wet across your exposed cunt with a wet ‘thwack’ and you had to clench every muscle in your body to not move away from the sharp pain.

"Count."

"One... sir."

Another blow, this time lower so Owner’s fingertips catch on the sensitive hood of your t-dick which sends an electric shock straight to your core. You can feel your cunt clench, and despite everything a single drop of fluid escapes, dripping down to your dick and hanging there.

"Two sir."

Owner focused on the whole exposed expanse of your cunt next, spanking the swollen outer lips, then the wet slit of your hole, then spreading them to get to the aching base of your t-dick. 

And through it all, your body betrays you.

Your cunt gushes. With every impact, a fresh wave of slick leaks out and soaking into the floor beneath you. Your dick stays painfully hard the entire time, twitching eagerly against every blow.

"You love this, don't you, puppy? You love being touched by me in any shape or form. Even when it hurts. Especially when it hurts."

You couldn't deny it. "Yes... sir... puppy loves your touch so much...."

"Any touch." He punctuated the words with three sharp slaps directly across your aching t-dick, making your whole body jolt and a sob tear from your throat. "You get wet from pain. You get hard from humiliation. You're nothing but a pathetic fuckhole who needs my touch on your useless cunt to feel worthy."

He spanked you harder, targeting the wet, gaping hole of your cunt directly, the blows making obscene wet slapping sounds. You were sobbing into your arms, trying not to move but knowing you were failing pathetically.

Finally, he stopped. He spread your asscheeks wider, taking in the full ruin of your punished cunt which was red, swollen and covered in a thick sheen of your arousal. 

"Look at this mess." His thumb pressed hard against the leaking tip of your dick, making you whimper. "I had no idea that my sweet puppy was such a disgusting pain slut underneath all that."

He scoops some of your slick up, and you begin to lap at his fingers, trying to clean his hand well so he would forgive you.

''Cmon, lick it all up puppy.''

[faggerwockey]

Demon!Jabber getting choked out by Zanka's rosary while they fuck. That's it that's the post.

I cant tell if bottom Jabber or pathetic sub top would by more hot...

[coffee-bish]

Pathetic sub top 🤤 just wak with me. Jabber has Zankas legs over his shoulders, whispering nasty thing to him that strike every nerve. And Zanka gets sick of it when Jabber says something a little too much like "away is the little baby crying for my dick?"

Then, Zanka uses all of his body weight to throw Jabber backwards. Ripping off his rosary and wrapping it around his neck with one hand. The other his pinning both of jabbers wrists together above his head.

"Ill show you who's a lil fuckin baby." Zanka snarls as he proceeds to give Jabber the ride of hia fucking life.

He didn't know humans could go that long, that a man could have that good of control of his inner walls to milk him through the whole thing. Jabbers a babbling mess by the end of it. Burn marks scorched into his neck, body limp and floaty.

[faggerwockey]

I'm following you like a lost puppy...

Zanka who would only tighten the rosary any time Jabber had the audacity to attempt control again....

I can sooo also see Jabber managing to roll them again, and Zanka being *just* kind enough to allow it under the promise that if Jabber didn't fuck him *just* how he wanted, he'd cut the demon's fucking head off with the rosary.

[coffee-bish]

Yessss. We walk this road together.

What if there was also holy water within reach yeah? And Zanka takes a drink mid ride because ya gotta stay hydrated ya'feel? And Jabbers being so good, angling his hips just the way Zanka's telling him too. Grabbing him in all the right places. Telling Zanka how good hes making him feel, begging for -something- he doesn't even know what anymore because they've been going to so long.

Jabber looks so cute, whining and crying in overstimulation, moaning loudly whenever Zanka decides to tighten his rosary. He's coated in sweat, and Zanka knows just how too cool him off...

He takes a mouthful of the water, letting some drip down his chin, grabbing Jabbers jaw and forcing it open. Jabber sticks out his tounge like a good boy, waiting for whatever Zanka will give him because somehow this human is making his head spin. He does know what he wants, just that hell do whatever Zanka wants from him.

Then, Zanka spits his mouthful of water into Jabbers open and waiting mouth. And when Jabber tries to spit it out, Zanka slaps his hand over his mouth, forcing him to keep the burning liquid inside.

Then Zanka would lean in nice and close, cheeks red, sweat dripping down his neck and back, "Be a good boy for me. Im almost done with you."

Then proceed to ride Jabber like a glorified dildo until hes finished ☺️

[moss-eater202]

Im hard. Im so hard. I need more. Been getting into sub top Jabber lately… god I need 20k please and thank you.

Also also. Zanka forcings jabber to ‘pray’ to Zanka. Quite litterrly making him call Zanka his god. The prayer burns throughout Jabbers body, making him dizzy with pain. But fuck the way Zanka just made him cum again, he would pray all night long just to satisfy Zanka

[coffee-bish]

Sub top jabber is one of my favorite flavors. But I do also like him as a mean cruel top. I just like Janka being mean to eachother 😩

God yes twin. Im typing one handed. I need jabber pathetic and ruined begging for more. I need Zanka looking at him with disgust. I need Zanka spitting in his face and saying the cruelest fucking things to him 🤤

Zanka putting a cage on Jabbers dick and making him watch as he off in his face. Jabber begging zanka to let him suck him off instead...

[moss-eater202]

Also would like to add the thought of Zankas body being ‘holy’ … like, he has a rosary,, he has holy water. So let's assume he's a priest. It physically hurts Jabber to be inside of him. Like actually.hurts, but jabber loves pain so…could also imagine if Jabber did earn the right to suck Zanka off, it would also hurt the inside of his throat. So would his cum…

Anyways. Zanka absolutely ruining Jabber and Jabber passes out. He wakes up with burn marks and burned crosses in his skin from the rosary. Then he hunts Zanka down and refuses to leave him alone. Fun thing if jabber is not a succubus and just a deadass normal demon. So Zanka cant get rid of him bc he keeps using methods for succubi...

[coffee-bish]

😩😩😩😩 im creaming at the thought.

This so yummy. Jabber who ties himself to this fucking priest he stumbled upon by accident... or maybe someone summoned him to take Zanka out and now....

Jesus i cant even think straight anymore. I need to go write porn

[moss-eater202]

Ufff Jabber forcing a blood bond somehow.…now Zanka cant get rid of him even if he tried… write twin…i.need porn to read when I get off work…

[vamp1r3-god]

And if i killed myself? What then?