Fuck off;

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric heard sounds up stairs and looked at the two. “Keep her down here. That woman had other people with her. I have to take care of them.” With that he was gone. Pam slowly looked at Belladonna for a long time. Then she looked down to the ground without saying a word. She showed weakness and she hated it. “I am sorry you had to see that…I shouldn’t have gotten that bad.“ 

[xfireandsin]

Belladonna nodded as he spoke, they didn’t bother to turn around to look at him or watch them go. As Pam apologized to her for her having to see her weak moment, for even getting that bad, belladonna shake her head. She held her hand out and use your magic to conjure up a cloth, one that she used to start wiping the blood from Pam’s face. “People do crazy things… When they’re in love“ she said softly she cleaned her face.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam blushed a little then looked down as Belladonna cleaned her face. Then she thought to herself for a moment. "Bella...Do you wish to be like Eric and I?" She asked softly. "Like if someone was to give you the change do you think you would want to be turned?" Her baby blue eyes slowly looked deep within Belladonna's blue eyes. 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric heard sounds up stairs and looked at the two. "Keep her down here. That woman had other people with her. I have to take care of them." With that he was gone. Pam slowly looked at Belladonna for a long time. Then she looked down to the ground without saying a word. She showed weakness and she hated it. "I am sorry you had to see that...I shouldn't have gotten that bad." 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

When Belladonna asked what could she do to make her eat she closed her eyes for a moment then opened them. “I–I want you to come back…” She whispered softly while she opened her eyes slowly. “Come back and I will eat…” Eric looked at Pam then sighed. “I don’t think she’ll come back Pam.” Pam didn’t look or say anything to Eric. 

[xfireandsin]

Bella closed her eyes as her chest ached “no” she said softly. “Because you’re finally safe from the danger I put you in. If I come back you and Eric could die. Is that what you want?” She asked, looking out the window at the sun and tears poured down her face. “How could you love me…after three days?”

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam throw the phone and watched as it broke into peaces. “Don’t…Ever put her…On the phone with me again.” Eric said as he ran up the stairs and looked for a woman for Pam to feed off of. Meanwhile Pam curled up into a ball and cried softly to herself as she felt like she was dying. 

[xfireandsin]

“Damnit!” She screamed. She didn’t have time to get on a flight, there wasn’t that kind of time. She ran into the other room where all of her potion ingredients were, rummaging through them. She had to find a way to create a travel spell and she had to do it now. If Pam wouldn’t eat without her then she had to go back. It took more than ten minutes for he spell to finally be done. She didn’t warn Eric before suddenly drinking the potion and screaming. When she opened her eyes she realized she was outside of the bar and far away from home. “Pam” she breathed. Bella hurried inside and pushed past several customers “Eric!” She shouted, finding him looking around for someone for Pam to eat. “Eric!” She said, grabbing his arm.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric turned around and looked at Belladonna. “Oh, good you are here. Are you all right? You didn’t hurt yourself by getting here right?” He asked while placing a hand on her cheek and looked into her eyes. “She’s down stairs. Follow me.” With that he took Belladonna down stairs to where Pam was. Pam laid there on the ground with her eyes closed. Eric ran over to her and placed his hand over her mouth. “She’s barley breathing.” He then sat on the ground and picked Pam up. “God damnit Pam…!” Eric said. 

[xfireandsin]

When he asked if she heard her self to get there, she looked up at him “of course I did, it hurt like a fucking bitch. You know how much I hate travel spells. But I wasn’t just going to sit in Italy while she died“ she argued. She ran downstairs with him to wear the coffins were kept define her laying there almost lifeless. “Don’t you dare fucking leave me“ she said, dropping down on her knees beside Eric as he held her in his arms. They were such a sick and twisted little family. Belladonna reached up and touched her face,searching her for any sign of life “you wanted me home and now I’m here, are you open your fucking eyes and you eat or I swear to God I’ll smack you“ she threatened. Tears are pouring down her face she shook Pam, not even bothering to try to hide her tears from Eric “baby wake up please. I’m here not going anywhere, pam please”

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam slowly opened her eyes as she looked up at Belladonna. Once she opened her eyes Eric ran up and got any random human and pulled her down the stairs by her hair. He then throw her in front of Pam and bit the wrist. Pam looked at the woman then over at Eric and Belladonna. Taking hold of the wirst she started to suck on it and drank from her. The woman yelled in pain as Eric covered her mouth. Soon enough Pam was back to her old self. But she kept on drinking. "All right Pam that's enough." Eric said but Pam didn't listen she kept drinking until the woman was dead. She then throw the body to the side and looked at them. Blood was pouring down her mouth. 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

When Belladonna asked what could she do to make her eat she closed her eyes for a moment then opened them. “I–I want you to come back…” She whispered softly while she opened her eyes slowly. “Come back and I will eat…” Eric looked at Pam then sighed. “I don’t think she’ll come back Pam.” Pam didn’t look or say anything to Eric. 

[xfireandsin]

Bella closed her eyes as her chest ached “no” she said softly. “Because you’re finally safe from the danger I put you in. If I come back you and Eric could die. Is that what you want?” She asked, looking out the window at the sun and tears poured down her face. “How could you love me…after three days?”

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam throw the phone and watched as it broke into peaces. “Don’t…Ever put her…On the phone with me again.” Eric said as he ran up the stairs and looked for a woman for Pam to feed off of. Meanwhile Pam curled up into a ball and cried softly to herself as she felt like she was dying. 

[xfireandsin]

“Damnit!” She screamed. She didn’t have time to get on a flight, there wasn’t that kind of time. She ran into the other room where all of her potion ingredients were, rummaging through them. She had to find a way to create a travel spell and she had to do it now. If Pam wouldn’t eat without her then she had to go back. It took more than ten minutes for he spell to finally be done. She didn’t warn Eric before suddenly drinking the potion and screaming. When she opened her eyes she realized she was outside of the bar and far away from home. “Pam” she breathed. Bella hurried inside and pushed past several customers “Eric!” She shouted, finding him looking around for someone for Pam to eat. “Eric!” She said, grabbing his arm.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric turned around and looked at Belladonna. "Oh, good you are here. Are you all right? You didn't hurt yourself by getting here right?" He asked while placing a hand on her cheek and looked into her eyes. "She's down stairs. Follow me." With that he took Belladonna down stairs to where Pam was. Pam laid there on the ground with her eyes closed. Eric ran over to her and placed his hand over her mouth. "She's barley breathing." He then sat on the ground and picked Pam up. "God damnit Pam...!" Eric said. 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

When Belladonna asked what could she do to make her eat she closed her eyes for a moment then opened them. “I–I want you to come back…” She whispered softly while she opened her eyes slowly. “Come back and I will eat…” Eric looked at Pam then sighed. “I don’t think she’ll come back Pam.” Pam didn’t look or say anything to Eric. 

[xfireandsin]

Bella closed her eyes as her chest ached “no” she said softly. “Because you’re finally safe from the danger I put you in. If I come back you and Eric could die. Is that what you want?” She asked, looking out the window at the sun and tears poured down her face. “How could you love me…after three days?”

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam throw the phone and watched as it broke into peaces. "Don't...Ever put her...On the phone with me again." Eric said as he ran up the stairs and looked for a woman for Pam to feed off of. Meanwhile Pam curled up into a ball and cried softly to herself as she felt like she was dying. 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

When Belladonna asked what could she do to make her eat she closed her eyes for a moment then opened them. "I--I want you to come back..." She whispered softly while she opened her eyes slowly. "Come back and I will eat..." Eric looked at Pam then sighed. "I don't think she'll come back Pam." Pam didn't look or say anything to Eric. 

[melamemea]

sexual sentences .

a collection of dirty talk sentences.

soft .

“ I want to lick you all over…”

“ You’re so hot…”

“ ~Keep doing that.”

“ There’s no where else I’d rather be than inside of you right now“

“ Keep spreading, baby ~ I’m gonna fill you up so good…”

“ That feels amazing baby “

“ Tell me what you like ~ “

“ Come sit on my lap, love “

“ Mmm… do you like that? “

“ I’m getting so turned on/wet/hard “

“ You look so handsome right now…“

“ What do you feel like doing to me?” 

“ You look so gorgeous right now…”

“ I love how you look at me when you’re turned on…” 

“ Tell me if it’s too hard…”

“ Mmm… you taste so good baby. ” 

“ ~ Tell me when you’re about to come?”

“ I could spend all day between your legs…”

“  I’m getting close —”

“ You’re so damn gorgeous. “

less soft .

“ I love your big hands all over my ass.”

“ ~  Get on your knees for me?”

“ I love your big hands all over my chest.”

“ I love your small hands all over my cock.”

“ You have such a perfect ass/cock/pussy/body/etc.” 

“ I love it when you grab the sheets when you’re about to come. “

“ I love how your breath pauses when I put my mouth on your cock.”

“ Cum in my mouth. I want to taste you. ” 

“ I love how your breath pauses when I put my mouth on your pussy.” 

“ That’s it ~ Good girl/boy…” 

“ You sound so sexy when I’m going down on you “

“ I want you to cum for me/on me/in me”

“ You can have me any way you want me baby “

“ Mmm… I can tell that you’re having fun…”

“ Where do you want to cum? ~”

“ Relax… just lie back and let me make you cum. “ 

“ Where do you want me to cum?”

“ ~ I love the things you do with your tongue.” 

“ Strip for me, honey. Slow. I want to savor every inch of you. “

rough .

“ I want you to cum so hard that I feel your cock pulsing inside of me “

“ Get on your knees ~ ?”

“ I love how big your cock gets when I talk to you like this. “

“ Want to make me scream? I’ll bet you can. “

“ I want to fuck you until I feel that sweet little pussy clenching around my cock “ 

“ Tell me how much you love it when I fuck you/when you fuck me ” 

“ I want to fuck you until I feel that sweet little ass clenching around my cock ” 

“ Tell me how badly you want me to fuck you…” 

“ Mmm… I fucking love it when you ride me like this…“

“… I own this pretty little pussy/big wet cock ~”¨

“ Get over here, big boy. Show me what you’re packing. “

“ I’m going to lick you and suck you until you come. “

“ Ride me harder !” 

“ That pretty little face deserves to get fucked ~”

“ I love it when I can feel you squeeze around me “

“ Use your mouth on me. “

“ You like that, don’t you? You like it when your woman does that to you? “

“ I adore how naughty you are. “

“Oh you naughty, naughty boy/girl/woman/man…”

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric picked up the phone and listened to Belladonna. “She won’t feed and she won’t come out of bed. I’ve tried everything. If she keeps this up Bella she is going to die. I need your help.” He said. “Please come down and talk to her? That’s all you need to do is talk to her. Then you can do whatever you want.” Eric needed Pam to feed so she could go on and be her bitch ass self again. “Please Bella I need your help.“ 

[xfireandsin]

Belladonna felt tears in her eyes “Eric I’m not even in the country I can’t get there fast enough. I…look go give her the phone ok? Don’t tell her it’s me she might think you’re lying. I’ll try my best to convince her to feed on someone already near by. Just…go give her the phone” she said and sniffles.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric sighed. “I’ll try.” He then got up from where he was siting and walked down in the basement. He then looked around for Pam. “Pam? Are you down here?” Pam laid on the ground looking like shit. Eric ran over to her and picked her up slowly. Pam slowly opened her eyes and looked up at Eric. “I…Just want it to end…” Pam whispered softly. “Here there is someone on the phone for you.” Eric held the phone in front of Pam but she didn’t take it. “Eric…Please…Please let it end?” Pam asked while whoever was on the other end could hear her speak so light and so weak. Bloody tears rolled down her cheeks. “I feel so dead inside…I–I just want it to end.“ 

[xfireandsin]

Belladonna has tears pouring down her face as she heard everything on the other end of the phone. She knew Pam wouldn’t answer unless she knew she was the one on the phone. “Pam” she said loud enough so that even if Pam didn’t have the phone she could hear her. “Pam…baby answer the phone” she begged.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam's eyes widen when she heard Belladonna's voice. But she shook her head and looked away from Eric and the phone. "Please Eric...Don't play games with me. I'm not in the mood." She whispered. "Just listen." Eric said while he placed the phone in front of Pam's ear. Pam laid there weak and half dead. "W---what do you...Want?" She asked weakly while she laid there with her eyes closed. 

[an-exotic-writer]

five word prompts

[inspired by this]

“actually… i just miss you.”

“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”

“and slowly… i was forgotten.”

“and then everything just disappears.”

“and where do i go?”

“anyone could tell from here.”

“are you finishing that or…?”

“are you stupid or stupid?”

“anything, just call me, okay?”

“bitch better have my money.”

“bro… that’s so… not cool…”

“but did you do it?”

“call me now. it’s urgent.”

“can’t you listen to me?”

“cross that. don’t answer that.”

“don’t even think about it.”

“don’t you dare walk away.”

“do it. i dare you.”

“did you think i forgot?”

“eventually… you just move on.”

“even if you still do.”

“everything will fall into place.”

“fight me, you attractive stranger.”

“for once, i need you.”

“for once… i was right.”

“for once… i was wrong.”

“forget i even asked you.”

“forget it. you fucking suck.”

“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”

“fuck off. i mean it.”

“give and take. that’s life.”

“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”

“have you lost your mind?”

“hello? it’s me. i was-”

“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”

“here’s a glass of whatever.”

“how about a hug, hm?”

“how about you make me?”

“i haven’t forgot you yet.”

“i can’t be around you.”

“i don’t need you, really.”

“i don’t need this now.”

“is this your first time?”

“it’s just a cut, really.”

“it wasn’t me, i swear!”

“i said i love you.”

“just don’t fuck it up.”

“just… come back alive, okay?”

“just make sure you’ve eaten.”

“kick his ass for me.”

“killed him? wait, what, literally?”

“life really sucks. feel better.”

“letting go hurts… a lot.”

“let me live, will you?”

“no, i don’t need you.”

“nothing can hurt me now.”

“nothing matters anymore to me.”

“okay it was me… so?”

“people lie all the time.”

“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”

“please, you can’t die now.”

“please don’t leave me alone.”

“quiet. they can hear us.”

“quick! give me your phone!”

“quicker, you freaking piece of-”

“quit it or i’ll bite.”

“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”

“really? do i look stupid?”

“real smooth, tripping over air.”

“rise and shine, sweet thing.”

“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”

“seriously? give me a break.”

“so… what are we now?”

“so… did you miss me?”

“so… can we go eat?”

“so… when’s the next flight?”

“so… how did everything go?”

“sometimes, i wish you died.”

“so what? you did it.”

“time passes slower without you.”

“then what do you suggest?”

“the fuck? who are you?”

“then you tell me why.”

“this is not working out.”

“this isn’t what i wanted.”

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

“when did it all happen?”

“who knew you’d be here?”

“why do i even bother?”

“why do i love you?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“you’re just… so, so stupid.”

“you can’t be here now.”

“you look like an accident.”

“you really need to go.”

“you know who to call.”

"zero fucks given. next please.”

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric picked up the phone and listened to Belladonna. “She won’t feed and she won’t come out of bed. I’ve tried everything. If she keeps this up Bella she is going to die. I need your help.” He said. “Please come down and talk to her? That’s all you need to do is talk to her. Then you can do whatever you want.” Eric needed Pam to feed so she could go on and be her bitch ass self again. “Please Bella I need your help.“ 

[xfireandsin]

Belladonna felt tears in her eyes “Eric I’m not even in the country I can’t get there fast enough. I…look go give her the phone ok? Don’t tell her it’s me she might think you’re lying. I’ll try my best to convince her to feed on someone already near by. Just…go give her the phone” she said and sniffles.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric sighed. "I'll try." He then got up from where he was siting and walked down in the basement. He then looked around for Pam. "Pam? Are you down here?" Pam laid on the ground looking like shit. Eric ran over to her and picked her up slowly. Pam slowly opened her eyes and looked up at Eric. "I...Just want it to end..." Pam whispered softly. "Here there is someone on the phone for you." Eric held the phone in front of Pam but she didn't take it. "Eric...Please...Please let it end?" Pam asked while whoever was on the other end could hear her speak so light and so weak. Bloody tears rolled down her cheeks. "I feel so dead inside...I--I just want it to end." 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric picked up the phone and listened to Belladonna. "She won't feed and she won't come out of bed. I've tried everything. If she keeps this up Bella she is going to die. I need your help." He said. "Please come down and talk to her? That's all you need to do is talk to her. Then you can do whatever you want." Eric needed Pam to feed so she could go on and be her bitch ass self again. "Please Bella I need your help." 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam cried harder as she looked at Eric. “Please…Please command me to go with her.” Eric looked at Pam then over at Belladonna. He then sighed and placed both of his hands on Pam’s cheeks. “As your marker I command you to stay here with me.” Pam’s eyes widen as she fall to her knees, letting go of Belladonna’s arm. He then walked over to Belladonna and placed a hand on her cheeks and rubbed it softly. “Take care of yourself and don’t let her find you.” He whispered then leaned in and kissed her lips deeply. Pam cried harder as blood was now covering her face. “I have never seen Pam this worked up in years. She must really love you.” With that he walked away. Pam looked at Belladonna once more and felt a pain in her chest. “I won’t every forget you…" 

[xfireandsin]

Belladonna wat has with bated breath to see what Eric would command her to do, and sighed gratefully when he did as she asked and watched Pam collapse. When Eric came close to her she threw her arms around him and kissed him deeply, knowing she had to let go of the life they could have had together. When the kiss broke she looked up in his eyes “Take care of yourself Northman, and of her” she said softly. She caressed his cheek for a moment before he walked away. She looked down at Pam on her knees and smiled sadly “yes you will. In no time you won’t even remember my face” she promised.

She smiled at her once more with tears in her eyes “close your eyes” she whispered. She didn’t want her to watch her go. She turned to walk away from Pam with an ache in her chest and pushed open the door of the bar, walking away from the two people she cared most about in this world to protect them.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Weeks went by and Pam hasn't feed for days. They stayed at Bill's with Jessica until they knew it was safe. Once they were safe they went back to the bar and things went back to how they use to be. Well not everything because Pam hasn't eaten in a while and she hasn't spoken to anyone. Eric has tired to get her to eat but nothing would work. But nothing worked. He even tried to command her and that didn't even work. Most of her time she spent in the basement sleeping or just laying there. Because of this Eric sent out a latter to Belladonna and hopped it would get to her. 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam cried harder as she looked at Eric. "Please...Please command me to go with her." Eric looked at Pam then over at Belladonna. He then sighed and placed both of his hands on Pam's cheeks. "As your marker I command you to stay here with me." Pam's eyes widen as she fall to her knees, letting go of Belladonna's arm. He then walked over to Belladonna and placed a hand on her cheeks and rubbed it softly. "Take care of yourself and don't let her find you." He whispered then leaned in and kissed her lips deeply. Pam cried harder as blood was now covering her face. "I have never seen Pam this worked up in years. She must really love you." With that he walked away. Pam looked at Belladonna once more and felt a pain in her chest. "I won't every forget you..." 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric looked at Belladonna then back over to Pam. “Bella and I were together for a very long time. We were to have gotten married years ago. But when her mother found out about us she left to hide and that’s when I spend the rest of the years with you. We promised to each other that if her mother wasn’t anywhere near her again she would come back to me and that’s why she is here now.” Pam looked at Eric then looked over at Belladonna. “So you…You love him right?” Blood ran down her cheeks as Eric looked away from them and sighed. “You two slept together didn’t you? Of course you did why am I even asking.” Pam looked over at Eric. “Why would you keep that from me! Why wouldn’t have you told me this forever ago?” Pam asked.

“Pam it had nothing to do with you.” Eric said. “It has everything to do with me! Because I thought she would care for me just like…” She stopped and looked down for a moment. Her eyes closed for a moment as more blood fall down her cheeks. “Like Tara did?” Eric asked. Slowly Pam looked up at Eric. “You suck…You both suck.” Pam looked at them for a long time then looked away. 

[xfireandsin]

Belladonna stood silently the entire time, before eventually looking at Pam in anger. “You didn’t even like me did you? You were using me to replace someone who isn’t here anymore” she said. She had tears pouring down her face as she stared at her. “I left Eric the day before our wedding…I came back to marry him” she said. “And then you came in…and you looked at me in a way he hasn’t looked at me in a long time. And now…I find out I’m a rebound” she said, then looked up at Eric. “I can’t do this. I can’t be here. I…I don’t think you loved me quite the same after Berlin…and that’s okay” she said softly. “But I…I came back because I love you.” She said. She looked at pam and shook her head “I won’t be someone you settle with, either of you” she said, looking between them. She wiped her eyes and sniffled “well neither of you have to worry about settling…I don’t think you’ll see me again” she said, walking away from them.

[vampblahbitch-blog]

"No Bella no..." Pam whispered as she ran over to Belladonna and took hold of her arm. "I would never use you. I didn't tell you about my passed lover for the same reasons you didn't tell me about Eric and yourself. Please...Please don't leave." More bloody tears rolled down her cheeks while she looked at Belladonna. "I really do love you. I haven't felt more alive in million years." Her eyes looked deep within Belladonna's eyes. "Please...Please don't leave." Pam begged. Eric used his speed to run over to Pam and took hold of her other arm. "Come we have to leave soon." Pam pulled away from Eric and looked back over at Belladonna. "If you are leaving then I am leaving with you. I can keep you safe." 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Eric looked at Belladonna then back over to Pam. "Bella and I were together for a very long time. We were to have gotten married years ago. But when her mother found out about us she left to hide and that's when I spend the rest of the years with you. We promised to each other that if her mother wasn't anywhere near her again she would come back to me and that's why she is here now." Pam looked at Eric then looked over at Belladonna. "So you...You love him right?" Blood ran down her cheeks as Eric looked away from them and sighed. "You two slept together didn't you? Of course you did why am I even asking." Pam looked over at Eric. "Why would you keep that from me! Why wouldn't have you told me this forever ago?" Pam asked.

"Pam it had nothing to do with you." Eric said. "It has everything to do with me! Because I thought she would care for me just like..." She stopped and looked down for a moment. Her eyes closed for a moment as more blood fall down her cheeks. "Like Tara did?" Eric asked. Slowly Pam looked up at Eric. "You suck...You both suck." Pam looked at them for a long time then looked away. 

[vampblahbitch-blog]

Pam gripped onto Belladonna’s arm and looked deep within her eyes. “No…” She whispered softly while moving closer to her. “That’s not what I want.” Of course she wanted to use her mind control on Belladonna and make her stay with her. But she knew that was wrong. Slowly she moved closer to her. “I don’t want to forget the way you look, smell or taste. I want to remember everything about you. I want you to be with me until the day I meet the true death.” With her free hand she moved some of Belladonna’s hair from her face and placed that hand on her cheek and rubbed it softly. “I was so cruel to you Bella. I shouldn’t have been.“ 

"Please don’t go…Don’t leave and never com back.” Pam whispered as she leaned in and kissed her lips softly. “I don’t want you to be away from me. I want to be with you for as long as I can.” A small smile formed on her lips. “I could use my mind control on you and make you stay with me. But I don’t want to because…Because I want it to be your choice.” She whispered softly. “Please stay with me?" 

[xfireandsin]

Belladonna couldn’t fight her want or need to be close to Pam, not right now anyway, even though she knew that Eric could walk in at any moment. She leaned into the touch of her face, one hand on her hip as the other one reached up and placed itself over the hand on her cheek “you know I want to stay with you, I know that you can feel it right now in this moment with me so close. I don’t want the end of us to be in within the first week of us“ she said. “But I can’t and you know it. Because even if I thought that for one moment you would be safe from the people looking for me, for one moment if I let myself believe that it could be OK, we had Eric to consider. You have to let me know, because if you try to keep me we will both lose Eric. I know how much he means to you, I know he’s the world to you and you love him. If I let you keep me in the way that you want to keep me, he will release you. Pam you don’t understand, you don’t understand what he and I have been through, what I am, who I am. And if you knew then you would never ask me to stay. I’m something that he isn’t willing to share, especially not with someone who matters to him. He already warned me not to get too close to you when he found out that I let you feed on me. He loves you, and if I stay with you then you will lose him. And I care too much about you to let you get released“

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Pam placed both of her hands on Belladonna's cheeks. "Bella..." She whispered softly. Then she nodded her head knowing that Belladonna would be safe and all right on her own. But she feared that she'd never see her again. Bloody tears rolled down her cheeks while she moved closer to her. As she leaned in to kiss Belladonna's lips one last time Eric came out of his office and watched them for a moment as if he didn't believe his own eyes or something like that. But when he snapped out it he ran in the middle of them and pulled Pam off Belladonna and throw her to the side. Pam hit her head and slowly got up. "What the hell is going on here?!" He yelled. "Nothing..." Pam said while she whipped the blood from under her eyes. 

"Nothing? Pam I just watched you two kiss. Why?!" He yelled while Pam looked at Belladonna for a moment then looked at Eric. His eyes looked back over at Belladonna. Eric then started to speak French to her asking her what was happening. Of course Pam got a bit upset with this since he and her always spoke Sweden together. "Don't you ever put your hands on me like that again!" Pam yelled while her fangs came out. Eric looked over at Pam with his fangs out as well. "Then tell me Pam what the fuck were you two just doing." Her eyes lowered a bit. "I love her..." Pam whispered in a very low ton. "You what? Speak up Pam! As your maker I command you to tell me what you two are doing." Pam slowly looked up at Eric. "I love her." She said louder. 

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Pam gripped onto Belladonna's arm and looked deep within her eyes. "No..." She whispered softly while moving closer to her. "That's not what I want." Of course she wanted to use her mind control on Belladonna and make her stay with her. But she knew that was wrong. Slowly she moved closer to her. "I don't want to forget the way you look, smell or taste. I want to remember everything about you. I want you to be with me until the day I meet the true death." With her free hand she moved some of Belladonna's hair from her face and placed that hand on her cheek and rubbed it softly. "I was so cruel to you Bella. I shouldn't have been." 

"Please don't go...Don't leave and never com back." Pam whispered as she leaned in and kissed her lips softly. "I don't want you to be away from me. I want to be with you for as long as I can." A small smile formed on her lips. "I could use my mind control on you and make you stay with me. But I don't want to because...Because I want it to be your choice." She whispered softly. "Please stay with me?"