the infinite melancholy

Welcome to the realm of my interests and thougths. bizkette, 26, she/her. Used to have an about page

[zyzscribbles]

Important question

[tracheotomys]

obsession 2026 is mean. nikki gets no reprieve from her nightmare. in her most poignant moment of freedom, the man holding her captive asks her why she doesn’t want to be with him. it doesn’t matter to him that she would literally rather die than live like this. his feelings are hurt! all we know about nikki is that she wanted to be a writer. she had plans and a life outside of the instagram account bear scrolls through, but we aren’t allowed to see that because bear doesn’t care. the narrative is certainly not kind to bear (with good reason), but he gets his out. he’s allowed to kill himself. sure, he didn’t want to in the end, but the fact of the matter is that he makes his escape from the hell he made. it’s nikki who has to live with it all. at no point is she allowed to rest, not even when the movie is over. i think it’s a fantastic movie and a much needed reprieve from the ‘crazy girlfriend’ cliche. that doesn’t change the fact that nikki suffers more than the man who decimated her free will and identity. maybe there’s a message in there about how unfair the world is and how the horror genre is built on women screaming. i don’t know. i stand by what i initially said, though: it’s mean.

[messygoku]

Que en paz descanses genio

[strangebrew]

Ween, photographed by Cheryl Dunn, likely circa 1997-2001.

[vampinkre]

I feel like my mental health is deteriorating almost to a point of no return, I has been mourning a lot since then

[vampinkre]

Favorite things box without including my music discs

[vampinkre]

I feel like i don't belong here, that I am just wandering like a ghost and observing how people lives their life and love each other but nobody can see me at all

[amchvrles]

[internetusercucumber]

It‘s their month🙂‍↕️❤️

[vampbpm]

Kittie - Brackish (1999)

[lamignonette]

[vampinkre]

i wish i had irl or at least internet friends with my same interest to talk about, I feel so lonely.........

[vampinkre]

on january I posted @ my livejournal that I was considering to end with my life after attending koRn's concert if "life doesn't get any better", 17 days has passed since the concert and i am still here......... life keeps going i guess

[ohimesama-okinawa]

サマークッキーSummer Cookies🐬✨️🌊🌈☀️

[pineborly]

[vampinkre]

I LOVE WRITING IN MY DIARY, I LOVE CUTTING OUT MAGAZINES!

[popnmusic]