Lia

tw: ed, 19, vampire bae, 5'3", 99lbs

[vampirethin27]

I ended my 60 hour fast (Sat, 2/10 7:30pm ~ Tues, 2/13 7:30am) with Powerade, and I think that's the ticket for me honestly.

The dropped insulin + the raised adrenaline (because I have POTS syndrome and that kicks in heavy in the mornings) were awful, but I was really just trying not to get sick again because I don't want my mother thinking I need to go to my cardiologist 💀 so I researched for like 5 minutes and figured I'd give it a shot since there's like 34g of sugar in a Powerade, and apparently that followed by eating baked potato chips is what my body wants after?? I'll probably switch it up with like a sugary smoothie and some almonds or whatever in the future, but woooo!

So yesterday was spent talking to a friend and getting food back in me. I was able to eat the foods I struggled not to break my fast with (chicken alfredo with a new 4 ingredient pasta which I swear is the best pasta I've ever had, never going back to the boxes, the last half slice of cake left in the fridge, dark chocolate, Greek yogurt, strawberry Ramune, it was lovely), and then I almost skipped dinner because it was supposed to be shrimp tacos and they're like meh to me, but then they ended up being sandwiches with cabbage and tomato and a sauce my mother made and they were under 250kcals, soooooooo I caved and it was delicious

Sometime at 8 or 9 yesterday morning I realized that the belt I had cut a new hole into that was a bit too small for me that I had to suck my stomach in for fit me. I fit into the goal I forgot I set, and I have never felt a feeling like what I felt in my body when I realized.

Today mother made me food at noon and I hadn't eaten yet today, so I went into my fasting app and checked how long it had been between meals to see if it was even worth logging... I accidentally fasted for 17 hours. For reference, fasts 16 hours or over are loggable to me. Anything else is, personally, barely a fast and I won't even acknowledge it usually. So I've been having quite a nice few days 😎✨️💃🤭

OKAY good luck to you all, may you reach random ass goals, go hydrate bitches (<33)

[vampirethin27]

40 hours into my 60 hour fast and I feel perfectly fine. Probably because I dreamt about eating a teriyaki bowl with veggies last night, but still!

Ohhhhh that just reminded me that I gave my mother a katsudon recipe to try and now I fear I'm gonna get hungry... water. 😮‍💨

But I'm redoing my phone again! And my home page is, ofc, thinspo and all the apps I use in tandem with it. The rest of the icons will probably also be thinspo, but I'm making separate pages for phone optimization, games, and planning (don't mind the steps being at 99, it doesn't auto update from my watch 🤭)

[vampirethin27]

I was drinking water, and I only had a few sips cause I was like "eh, I'm not really that thirsty" but then my brain swiftly reminded me "bitch, you're fasting" and I chugged the rest of the damn bottle

Building healthy habits 😀👍

[vampirethin27]

Omg my poll for how long I should fast tied between 24hrs and 60hrs 💀

I'm trying to make sure I'm not over 100lbs and last time I checked (which was mid-day and right before my period started so it doesn't really count) I was like 101-103, so I think I'm going 60. Immediately after typing that it hit 6pm, so I'd say that's the universe saying "go for it, bitch" and that's all I need 😌😌

Thank you to everyone who did vote, waiting for it to end actually kept me on Tumblr more which has kept me distracted from my hunger for the last couple hours (along with working out which may or may not have been a mistake, we'll see 😀✨️) which was fun, but I now need to chug water

[vampirethin27]

Okay I eat literally whatever when I'm on my period because who the hell cares, I'm 19 with the metabolism of a ✨️💫🧚‍♀️fucking horse🧚‍♀️💫✨️, and today my mother is making angus beef burgers, some cookies my father picked up, and I already planned on making a milkshake with the white chocolate strawberry cream moonshine I got. So I'm definitely fasting tomorrow, but I don't want anything that was bought specifically for me to go to waste, so breakfast is probably gonna be oatmeal with yogurt and fruit and the last slice of red velvet cake, and if my mother doesn't make anything too grand (like pancakes or a full sandwich) for lunch I'll start my fast right after breakfast (which will probably be at 9am CST cause I do yoga at 6 for an hour and then shower and skincare and tarot and tea)

SO!! Help me decide how long to fast for pretty please 🥹🙏

How long should I fast?

16hrs

24hrs

36hrs

48hrs

60hrs

Voting ended onFeb 10, 2024

I cannot do 72 yet, I know that, but I also know if my body could handle a 48 hour fast almost cold turkey then after filling up like I have been I'll be able to go longer. Probably do 2 shorter ones afterwards whenever I do end up doing 60 and then shoot for 72 because I've only ever hit that thrice in my life. Well- purposefully

I also worked out for the first time using the app I downloaded on January 1st 💀 Went for an hour while snacking on a bunch of ingredients with soy sauce and seaweed (I need a lot of sodium compared to the rest of ya) and I forgot how good it feels to have a sore stomach. I know I tend to roll over and put off things like this, but I honestly feel great. I think I'm gonna start doing it after we (my mother and I) walk the dog around 1pm, that'll also help me get rid of this extra weight I fear I might be almost putting on 😅 But this is why I stop and start exercising, I mean that's literally how I got past my plateau of 4 years at 17! Moved it from 117lbs to 105lbs

Okay I'm gonna go reblog some garbage now (/pos) <3333333

[vampirethin27]

Reblogging because the poll timer is almost over!! If you haven't already and you stumble upon this, please help me decide 🙏

Choose my fate for me, I'm too indecisive with numbers to do it myself

[weedcalories]

Shoutout to all the girlies currently fasting or restricting while on your period. Your the real mvp

[vampirethin27]

😔✊️

[let-me-just-decay]

[bombasticbones]

I love sharing but GET YOUR OWN

[vampirethin27]

I made oatmeal like 40 minutes ago, but because I'm starting a fast after this I filled the bowl and I'm still eating it. There's a lot of fiber, only 373kcals surprisingly, and I'm definitely gonna be full afterwards SO THATS A WIN

I'll probably be done before noon (it's 11:05 am), so I'll end the poll if I can figure out how and start my fast. Might just have to start the fast then edit the time in post cause I genuinely have never used a poll on here before BUT WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT okay I'm gonna go eat this before I get distracted cause it's a lot-

[minkymono]

i love it sm when companies portion their snacks in actual reasonable sizes , i cant stand it when one pre-portioned snack is more than 110 cals like atp i’ll go eat actual food

[vampirethin27]

No literally!!! I already eat smaller meals when I am eating (usually) because I have to for health reasons, if I wanted 230+ calories I'd actually get something filling.

[justbonesplease33]

why not me.

[she-whodreams]

Im back fellas

[vampirethin27]

MEEEEEE

[sunshine-bones]

🌻 ED meme dump 🌻

All of the following made by me - feel free to reuse or share. These aren't meant to be too serious, I was just a little bored and wanted to make myself laugh. Made via the memegenerator website.

[vampirethin27]

Okay I eat literally whatever when I'm on my period because who the hell cares, I'm 19 with the metabolism of a ✨️💫🧚‍♀️fucking horse🧚‍♀️💫✨️, and today my mother is making angus beef burgers, some cookies my father picked up, and I already planned on making a milkshake with the white chocolate strawberry cream moonshine I got. So I'm definitely fasting tomorrow, but I don't want anything that was bought specifically for me to go to waste, so breakfast is probably gonna be oatmeal with yogurt and fruit and the last slice of red velvet cake, and if my mother doesn't make anything too grand (like pancakes or a full sandwich) for lunch I'll start my fast right after breakfast (which will probably be at 9am CST cause I do yoga at 6 for an hour and then shower and skincare and tarot and tea)

SO!! Help me decide how long to fast for pretty please 🥹🙏

How long should I fast?

16hrs

24hrs

36hrs

48hrs

60hrs

Voting ended onFeb 10, 2024

I cannot do 72 yet, I know that, but I also know if my body could handle a 48 hour fast almost cold turkey then after filling up like I have been I'll be able to go longer. Probably do 2 shorter ones afterwards whenever I do end up doing 60 and then shoot for 72 because I've only ever hit that thrice in my life. Well- purposefully

I also worked out for the first time using the app I downloaded on January 1st 💀 Went for an hour while snacking on a bunch of ingredients with soy sauce and seaweed (I need a lot of sodium compared to the rest of ya) and I forgot how good it feels to have a sore stomach. I know I tend to roll over and put off things like this, but I honestly feel great. I think I'm gonna start doing it after we (my mother and I) walk the dog around 1pm, that'll also help me get rid of this extra weight I fear I might be almost putting on 😅 But this is why I stop and start exercising, I mean that's literally how I got past my plateau of 4 years at 17! Moved it from 117lbs to 105lbs

Okay I'm gonna go reblog some garbage now (/pos) <3333333

[vampirethin27]

Okay I'm a filty liar I know but my one and only friend called me yesterday and fatigue set in cause I'm chronically ill and ✨bleeding✨

So I didn't get to show you guys the snack I made <33 It's just watermelon with mint and crumbled goat cheese (we also have crumbled feta and parmesan, but I had never tried goat cheese before)

It was surprisingly good I can't lie

Also my aunt got some things off my Amazon list and they came in yesterday. A sunset lamp with 15 shades and "the Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk.

I've been loving the lamp, and I'm gonna start reading the book on Sunday because those are my self-care and planning days, and reading this while taking a bath sounds lovely because I'm thinking about starting a fast tomorrow...

[vampirethin27]

Okay I did weigh myself on Saturday and Sunday, but they were both 100-102lbs and I was like... this doesn't seem right for some reason. Even though it was only 4 lbs, I figured I'd hold off on updating my weight on all my apps (MyNetDiary, Google Fit, my fitness watch, LIFE Fasting, workout app, etc.) until it was more consistently over 100lbs because I just had a weird feeling about it

I literally got my period 3 days later. A BITCH WAS RIGHT-

But uh I have absolutely been eating more than usual and more sugar and stuff. We have apple muffins, red velvet cake, cookie dough ice cream, vanilla ice cream, just a lot of sweets when we went shopping on top of all the fruits and veggies and juices. I'm gonna count it all as period weight and just make sure I'm drinking more water than anything and start to cut off the sweet tooth towards the second half of being stuck with good ol' Aunt Flow over here. I can lose weight fairly easily so I just kinda trust that I'll be closer to 96 by the end of the Post-Birthday Astrology Ritual I started that's 12 days long

I also do plan on being more active on this account, I swear, but if you read my post about my mother and I deep cleaning and moving my furniture around then you already kinda know that I'm redoing a lot of things in my life. I'm doing the same thing with my wardrobe, my friends, my routines, my products, and so I've been off my phone planning and journaling and drawing things up and on my tablet making things. I still find it funny when I do things like this AFTER starving myself again because my friend and I swear we become better people when we're mentally drowning in numbers, but I digress. I'm working out again starting today because I stopped when the temperatures dropped a couple months ago, and after I give my phone gallery a clearing out and reorganizing I'm probably just gonna look for more ED memes and thinspo to keep and I might reblog some, try to get back into the habit of posting things, scrolling, thinking. Honestly it used to be really meditative now that I think about it, which is a little funny

BUT OKAY this post is already way too long, just figured I'd give a long post with a few succinct updates to get everything out of the way, because I have had this account on the brain since yesterday evening.

Okay I'm gonna go plan my day and drink some water <33

[vampirethin27]

Okay I lied, but I did start a fast earlier at 1 before walking the dog, went out with a dinner roll (don't judge, these ones are insanely good and we just recently started getting them) and some blackberries

Started deep cleaning my room with my mother when I got back, rearranged my furniture and everything, now I'm just waiting for my father to get home so we can install these shelves and he can give me my D-8 pen 🤪🧚‍♀️✨