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a heart’s a heavy burden.

[vampnoopy]

welcome to my blog! ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

i'm zee, or solaris (he/vamp/star | 24 | 🇧🇷)! i'm here to share and talk about my favorite interests, plus other miscellaneous stuff. i enjoy many different things (cartoons/anime, books, music, etc) and probably will talk about all of them at once. i also enjoy writing, editing and doodling silly stuff. please do not follow if you are under 18! find me @!! ao3 | last.fm | twitter

+ click keep reading for interests + tags!

fav music!! loona, stayc, fromis_9, chungha, bts, pierce the veil, my chemical romance, paramore + hayley’s solo music, sleeping with sirens, mitski, aespa, chappell roan, olivia rodrigo, etc.

media and stuff i like!! avatar the last airbender, legend of korra, heated rivalry (& role model!), lord of the rings, Specifically Steve Harrington (+ steddie), bungou stray dogs (only sometimes), haikyuu, five nights at freddy's, the haunting of hill house, howl’s moving castle, genshin impact.

other things!! black + red color combo, cats and bats <3, rainy days, funky makeup looks, poetry, reading fanfic at 2am, calligraphy, writing, very long youtube videos, the song demoliton lovers, snoopy and vampires. 

my silly tags!! personal stuff: zeecore | venting/oversharing: zeelore | my writing: zz fics | miscellaneous: zz ramblings | music related: zee-j (get it? like dj) | untagged cue | fandom stuff tagged accordingly.

[loveridden1999]

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present

[red-cosmicc]

claudia, oil on canvas 11"×14"

[bipolar4autistic]

Rachel Reid how do you keep stumbling into horrifyingly accurate portrayals of things you weren’t trying to portray

[yayee-prsp]

:D

[tabsters]

every time i think about [INSERT LITERALLY ANY HAIKYUU CHARACTER HERE] i get so excited i think might throw up

[mnmscribbles]

[themonstrousother-moved]

One of the most tragic things about the book that both the show and movie go against, is that after Eleanor’s death, all the other characters continue on with their lives with no mention of her. It feels like a callback to the scene where Eleanor believes Theo and Luke are following and talking about her only to find out they’re not. Dr Montague publishes his book and it fails. Theo returns to her partner and they reconcile. Her sister cares more about the car than she does about Eleanor. Eleanor desperately wanted to be loved and to belong and to have an impact on other lives but when she is unable to have it in life, she seeks for it in death. Yet the novel ends as it begins; whatever walks there walks alone. There is no beauty or satisfaction in her death; it does not allow her belonging or companionship and she does not impact Hill House or its former inhabitants in any meaningful way.

[sokkalore]

zuko’s definition of “very attractive” vs. older sokka

presented without comment.

[yayee-prsp]

Ohhh

[sokkalore]

[ispyspookymansion]

i may not be financially stable or professionally successful or socially well liked or attractive or funny or hopeful about my future but i can make a 3 note post like nobody’s business #hustle

[allthethoughtsandstuff]

yeah this could be the best scene in the book

[vampnoopy]

charades night at the pike household with hollanov. but they stop hollanov from playing together bcs it ends in arguments every time and it once made the kids ask if uncle shane and uncle ilya are breaking up :(

so instead shane teams up with hayden and ilya with jackie, because of course hayden and ilya refuse to work together. which backfires extremely fast, mind you, because now ilya & jackie are way too good as a duo and shane is yelling at hayden and hayden is rage quitting

[astrodarlings]

what do you mean this isn’t what happened

[vampnoopy]

shane is the type of competitive person where if you’re playing a board game with him and you’re having a conversation instead of actually locking in and playing efficiently he’ll just try to kick you out of the house and stop talking to you for a day

(and playing anything with both shane and yuna is the same as having a deathwish x2)

[debbie-sketch]

A bit more book accurate Sophie and Howl °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°