Jun 7
I hate talking, I’ve never done it right. My voice is either too loud or too quiet, too much attitude, too fake, too flirty, too deep or too babyish.
I slur my words and can’t speak the words on the page out loud because my mouth wont work in the way I know it can.
I mess up my pronunciation in every language I know, even if I can see the word written in my head.
A teaching assistant taught me a small amount of sign language as a young child when I was struggling to understand the concept and understanding of language. I keep that knowledge with me and wish to continue learning even all these years later.
