drawings and stuff

adult (26) -- any pronouns (he/she/they) — current obsessions: hyv, pokemon, murder drones

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header was made by lovesick-level-up

i'm kinda shy, but if the ask box is open, then it's open. if i don't want asks i will just close asks.

you may send art requests, i just reserve the right to not draw it if i dont feel comfortable with the request (also, im kind of lazy)

im an adult and i might draw suggestive things (i will tag it) but not explicit smut..... if i do i would just post it somewhere else ^^;;

DNI: i do not tolerate discrimination or bigotry on the basis of race/ethnicity, gender, LGBTQ+ identity, disability, religion, etc, or people who unjustly harass or do harm to innocent people.

—> owocado on ao3

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somebody said flowery looks like one of those humanoid bill ciphers from back in the day. shgkfghdkgfgfg

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????????? omega flowery but what if he was more hyperdeath

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he lives in my brain, drinks all my fruit juice and calls me a jarona. send help

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hi these are my ocs that i kinda want to draw a comic about someday but idk if im ready

but theyre on artfight right now

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ok i caved and drew a take on these humans. that are definitely humans

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that flower guy or whatever (??????)

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vizzy!!!!!!!!!!!! im normal

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hii I'm loving your md art :)

any thoughts on Cyn's relationship to the solver / how that affected her?

ok so actually i kinda like that the show leaves this unclear and open-ended i think it adds to the mystery and horror of it, is the "real Cyn" long dead and no one truly knew her? was she there but corrupted slowly by the solver? are Cyn and the solver one and the same? all pretty scary and interesting options i love it. (so therefore in my art i dont give a 100% clear answer either)

but

here's my personal interpretation it goes something like this: Cyn was a person who was abused and mistreated. the absolute solver was a program that gave Cyn the means to let out her frustration. it was her "solution." i kinda dont think the solver had its own consciousness (mostly), rather it was a tool that corrupted Cyn. the solver represents the extremes that people can fall into. ordinary people can become villains. its nuanced to me: Cyn was a victim, but she also fell into a corrupted mindset that sucks everything in like a black hole. she cant be blamed, or forgiven. she may have become the villain in the end, but the toxic environment she grew up in is just as much to blame. Cyn was full of the rage someone has when society has failed them. she was "hungry" for something she was never given the chance to have. the solver is what happens when people are treated like trash.

i hope that made any sense also side note, Uzi wasnt able to "defeat" the solver just by overpowering it, rather she accepted it as a part of herself, and used it for better purposes. (hence why i think Cyn sort of gains more respect for Uzi after being eaten)

im glad you enjoy my art lol thx for letting me write a wall of text

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the meaning of "hunger"

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i know what it's like to be hungry

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Are you looking for recommendations as far as fics to read/art to look at? Or is your obsession strong enough already and you don't want more fuel for the fire? Lol.

add more fuel to the fire go ahead hahahaha moreeeee

i sort of prefer oneshots or short fics to fics with a lot of chapters but whatever you think is really good i will take it

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thoughts on wormzi?

what in the world is wormzi i haven’t heard of that

ok i looked it up on tumblr a bit is it just uzi as a eldritch worm creature like what happened to J that time? well that’s sick as hell

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Favorite characters?

i love them all. all of them.

but i guess N, V, J, and Cyn, because these guys can fit so many theories and speculations in them

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send me asks about murder drones, the fixation does not stop. instead of brain there is murder drones. help

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aw man i thought so hard about the murder drones that now i'm projecting on them. anyway, yeah i think they're complicated

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i just wonder what they thought of each other