Tried reading at the train station but the wind was insane, and the people were a bit annoying, touching my shit, I don't wanna get mad at these little irritating interactions.
Everytime I come back I need some time to adjust from being alone to being told what to do constantly. Makes me mad, I don"t want to be mad!
Can't contain my happiness.
The girl is yarning for the grass, fuck the city. I sleep so much when I get back, maybe cause the time here moves slower and mom is always sleeping.
I cannot describe how much I missed my brother, I appreciate my family so much now, cause they actually care about how I'm doing. I don't want to talk right now but knowing that they would care is enough for me.
I saw a bunch of brown cows on the way, listened to Gigi Perez and tomorrow we are going to a flea market, small towns have the best shit and I hope the sellers are nicer.
My brother's cat fucking hates me. So mean!
Went to friend's graduation, gifted her a portrait with an amazing frame. Felt sad the whole day, kept getting sadder throughout the evening.
I try to get better at understanding how I feel because yesterday I learned that I am a great liar, since I was in a great mood but actually wasn't. Fooled myself and others. Don't know how to express to ohers how sad and dissapointed I am, so scared of being annoying.
Also how come I don't understand when the situation gets sour and people are fighting?Didn't find the answer on Reddit. Dammit! On the other hand, I am happy that I am oblivious and don't care, it's a relaxing feeling for a change.
Learned that other people love nature too, I am not special. But then how come no one wants to go with me on a hike!
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