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2hollis sexy ahh voice

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i hate the idea of my little sister being sad and hating herself. i can’t help but think i had something to do with that. i should of never spoken to her about my depression and sh. she was too young.

i’m trying to steep clear of doing that ever again.

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nothing new. still have a deep sadness in me.

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cooper hoffman u are so sexy

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i love 2 hollis.

i want to look awesome. i want some new piercings.

i want to save enough money to move to mexico.

i really want my own house with a dip pool, something cozy.

i would loveeeee to have farm animals like chickens and donkeys.

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going to do official training at chilis today at 8:30AM.

my biggest fear is slipping. everytime i’ve entered the back of the house, the floors are wet.

i’m the type of person who falls over nothing.

i did buy slip resistant shoes, but in my mind they’ll somehow fail me.

i’m probably being dramatic, but it’s seriously an irrational fear of mine.

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i lowkey have a crush on 2hollis but i only know two of his songs

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i’ve applied to so many jobs and none of them have called back

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i can only be myself around kids

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i’m depressed and now i suck at marvel rivals. i cant lock in lol

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i don’t have anything to look forward to. i’m sleeping in. i can’t seem to break bad habits. i think i’ve gained weight. i feel so ugly. i don’t have the energy to play games.

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this ai shit makes me want to jump off a building

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depression is so annoying because why tf was i crying while washing the dishes today

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i definitely have autism

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started to learn how to drive. i don’t think i’m doing too bad.

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i feel so alone all the time

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truly in need of a purpose. i cant do this bullshit anymore. i feel less than adequate. my life is such a useless existence.