Hereās what I have done of that other fic I started. I want to make it a much longer one-shot, and I will if anyone likes it. Itās based on this post that has stuck with me for ages, but I only really started thinking about recently.
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Lucas didnāt know what to expect.
Realistically, he didnāt think his parents were suited to this type of responsibility. His dad made the indisputable point that they could do with the extra money. Lucas didnāt bother telling him that might not work out if the student left them within a week. They could barely take care of their own child, and yet they thought it was a perfect idea to bring another into the house.
Well, not exactly a child. He couldnāt decide if that fact was better or worse. Lucas got along fine with people; he had a good group of friends, and most of their classmates liked him. He could mesh with people he had just met at parties or the skatepark or even school. Acquaintances were easy to make. People his age didnāt really scare him.
Maybe he didnāt have the best confidence around pretty boys. But none of them scared him as much as Kes, and Kes was his best friend, so he thought he was probably doing pretty well in that case, too.
He wasnāt sure how living with someone else his age (and a stranger at that) would be. His confidence and his comfort levels were feeling low. Someone from another country, someone that heād have to live with and go to school with and exist with on a very regular basisāthat was a little frightening. That had Lucas feeling unprecedented levels of stress in the week before the exchange student arrived.
It didnāt help that they ended up being the most beautiful boy Lucas had ever seen.
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Lucas could admit on sight that Jens Stoffels was one of those pretty boys that left him tongue-tied and sweaty-palmed any time he was forced to interact. Which, considering their situation, happened to be quite often. On the other hand, he didnāt want to admit that Jens Stoffels scared him more than Kes. (But Lucas was starting to think he most certainly did.)
He had been standing in the hallway, lingering awkwardly, when his father had opened the door for the first time. He caught sight of the tall boy with the dark hair and sharp jaw and instantly felt his breath catch. He watched the boy stumble through a greeting, a clunky mister-and-surname hello that was met with a too enthusiastic response of, āPlease, call me Hugo. You must be Jens.ā
Lucas didnāt have the strength to tease his father that of course, this was Jens, theyād been expecting him for the past month. He was too busy staring to do much of anything else. He had no right, in the moment, to tease anyone.
Then Jensās eyes met his, and Lucas watched him falter.
Then Jens smiled, and Lucas was gone.
Hugo took it as a reminder to beckon his son forward and urge him to take Jensās bags. They both ignored Jensās protests, which trailed off rather abruptly when Lucasās fingertips traced the back of his hands when grabbing the handles.
Lucas didnāt think he imagined the way Jensās breath hitched as he glanced up at the boy, but he didnāt know what to do with it. The moment went ignored.
āHey,ā Jens greeted, low and hesitant, and Lucas realised he was scowling.
It was easy to soften his expression in the face of Jensās nerves, but it was harder than he expected to smile. The horde of butterflies in his stomach and buzz of static in his head left him able to do little more than nervously lick his lips and nod. āHey.ā
āThis is Lucas,ā his father introduced him, as oblivious to his sonās state as ever. āHeāll show you to his room. We have your bed already set up, and he cleared some space. I hope you really donāt mind sharing.ā
Jens offered Lucas another smile, wider than the first. āNo, I really donāt mind.ā
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Jens took in the bunk beds with a mixture of confusion and amusement. He glanced over at Lucas. āI thought you were an only child?ā
āI am.ā Lucas gestured vaguely. āItās forāwe changed it.ā
āYou went out and bought bunk beds?ā
Lucas couldnāt help but smile slightly, now. āWell, I didnāt, no.ā
Jensās cheeks reddened, and he shifted the bag he still held onto to his other hand. āYou know what I mean. Your parents.ā
Lucas shrugged. āAnother separate bed wouldnāt have fit. It doesnātāyou donāt mind, do you? Iāve been sleeping on the bottom, but we changed the sheets so you can take whicheverāā
āCool,ā Jens cut him off, tossing his bag onto the top bunk and then hoisting himself up onto it. He barely avoided knocking his head into the ceiling. He raised his brows at Lucas. āCosy.ā
āSeriously, you can take the bottom.ā
āI certainly can.ā Jens nodded his agreement, and the glimmer in his eyes made Lucas shuffle on his feet. āBut if itās where youād rather be, I wonāt argue.ā
Lucas stared at him for a moment, then realised he was doing it and quickly dragged his gaze away as Jens became more amused. He cleared his throat. āOkay,ā he said loudly, ignoring Jensās grin. āCool. I can, uhm, show you the rest of the house, if you want.ā
Jens nodded and lithely took two steps down the ladder to the floor. āCool,ā he repeated.
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Dinner was a less awkward affair than Lucas expected. His mother was doing well and seemingly intent on proving it, brushing off Lucasās offers of help and glaring at his looks and questions. He could tell Jens adored her instantly, and seemed more comfortable referring to her as Tess than he was using Hugo. Lucas had to admit, though, that his father was also on his best behavior, and Lucas himself was probably the most awkward person at the table.
It was just that, Jens was right beside him, the chairs tucked so close together at the small table that Lucas could feel his radiating warmth. He held himself stiffly in place so as not to lean towards it, and felt silly and uncomfortable in doing so.
āAre you nervous about starting on Monday, Jens?ā Hugo asked, cutting through his food with half of his attention.
Tess huffed. āOf course he is. But thatās normal. And heāll have Lucas looking after him.ā
Jens didnāt seem to mind being spoken for. He glanced over at Lucas again instead, and Lucas diverted his gaze, cheeks flushing. He wasnāt, however, overly embarrassed. Jens had snuck just as many sideways looks at him.
āActually,ā Lucas said, then had to clear his throat. āYou skate, right? I saw you brought a board.ā
Jens nodded. āA little.ā
āI was thinking we could go to the park tomorrow. You can meet Kes and Jayden.ā
Hugo snorted, and Lucas shot him an unimpressed look. āWhat?ā he demanded.
āNo, nothing, nothing,ā Hugo said, hasty. āItās just a funny choice, if your goal is not overwhelming him on his first day here.ā
Lucas rolled his eyes. āHeāll be fine.ā Then, to Jens, āReally, theyāre cool. Just a little excitable. Youāll be fine.ā
Jens nodded again and smiled, small and secretive. āSure. Youāll be looking after me, right?ā
Lucas smiled down at his plate.
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Lucas still hadnāt fully realised how awkward it would be until they were expected to go to bed. It became fairly obvious when he was standing lost in his own bedroom and Jens started stripping in front of him.
He made a noise in his throat, high and startled, and quickly looked away from sturdy shoulders and lithe legs. He curled his hands into fists and crossed his arms over his stomach, breathing carefully. After a second, he realised standing there like this was probably worse, and forced himself to move to his wardrobe, digging through the drawers for something to sleep in. When he turned around with a worn t-shirt and sweats, Jens was wearing a t-shirt and shorts and staring at him.
āSorry,ā Jens said, curious. āI didnāt mean to make you uncomfortable.ā
Lucas shook his head. āNo,ā he tried, then cleared his throat. āI just wasnātā¦ā He shook his head. āWhy would I be uncomfortable?ā
Jens eyed him for a moment, then shrugged. āSome people prefer their privacy. Thereās nothing wrong with that.ā He scratched at his arm, then added, āI hope you donāt feel put out. Itās probably weird opening your space like this.ā
āItās weird for you, too, isnāt it? You just got here,ā Lucas shrugged again. He was being a terrible host. He was being terribly obvious.
āI mean, yeah. The whole thing is stressing me out more than I expected,ā Jens admitted, laughing slightly. Lucas was terrible. āBut I guessāI donāt really do awkward? I know weāre supposed to be a good match. So I guess I came with the idea already in my head that weād be friends.ā
Lucas stared at him.
Jens shifted awkwardly and gave a dry, lopsided smile. āBut I guess itās not the same on your side.ā
āNo,ā Lucas blurted. Then, realising how that sounded, rushed to explain himself. āNo, IāI hoped weād be friends, too. We will be. I mean, I still want to be. Friends. Youāre cool. Itās just that we only met, and itās like, right into the deep end. But thereās nothing to say we wonāt be friends.ā
He was rambling. Of course. Jens didnāt do awkward, and Lucas was being the most awkward person on the planet. That wasnāt the way this was supposed to go.
How was this supposed to go again?
Heād never had a plan to start with, but considering all thoughts fled his mind at the first sight of Jens, he doubted it would have been much help. He was a mess.
And theyād just met.
Despite everything, Jens seemed pleasantly amused by his disastrous attempts at connecting. There was a lovely curl to his lips and an adorable tip of his head as he returned, āOkay. Good.ā
He sounded so genuinely relieved, so contented at the thought of Lucas agreeing on his hopes of friendship, that Lucas couldnāt help but smile back.
Then Jens added, āBetter to keep my pants on, though? At least until thereās a little more familiarity in place.ā
Lucas wanted to die. He was going to die. Why was he so embarrassing? So clueless and so obvious at the same time? This was only the first day.
Jens could be here for the entire year.
āItās sexist to assume shoulders are only sexual when theyāre womenās,ā Lucas said, trying to keep Jensās jokingly serious tone, and quickly realising the response sounded better in his head. And that it probably didnāt seem all that joking, if his cheeks were as red as they felt.
But Jens laughed, and his eyes sparkled, and Lucas was truly and seriously fucked. Jens wiggled his eyebrows, said, āCanāt argue with that,ā and pointedly squeezed Lucasās shoulder on the way past, and oh no, Lucas was truly and seriously gay, wasnāt he?
Lucas mustered a tiny laugh in return, looking over his shoulder to watch Jens go. His sight caught on the still exposed calves, the dimples in the back of his knees, the ends of strong thighs, the curve ofā
He whipped his gaze away and took another careful breath, and Jens simply continued down the hall to the bathroom, oblivious. Lucas stripped off his hoodie, recognising that this was the safest time to change, and told himself to get a grip.
Friends, he thought, with another breath.
Cool.












