I’m gonna miss Infinite an infinite amount.
Today I woke up with the news of them holding a “farewell fanmeeting” soon and the realization came to me like a bucket of cold water.
The boys I’ve been in love with for 4 years now, are leaving me. The boys that have been my escape from reality, my piece of happiness, my favorite place, are leaving me.
Even though it isn’t forever, it still hurts. I thought I was ready since I knew from the very first day that they had duties to fulfill with their country and that they’ll do it with pride, but I didn’t know back then that they were going to occupy so much space in my heart. It breaks my heart knowing that this year we won’t be starting 2019 with your hug that held so many wishes for the new year.
I always dreamed of the day I was able to go to your concert. I dreamed about it being the best day of my life, meeting new people who were also there for the love of music and singing my lungs out at the same time as you.´
But it won’t happen anytime soon. Perhaps one day we’ll meet for the first time. Perhaps one day I’ll tell you “I love you so much” face to face. Perhaps one day I’ll hug you.
I miss you now and I can’t imagine how much I’m gonna miss you when you leave. But one thing I’m sure of is that I love you and I’m never gonna stop loving you.
Hey Inifinite!
Dasi dorawa, dorawa, dorawa
