24yo M. Into spanking and abdl. I'm not here to give you money for whatever services you offer. Message me only to talk about shared interests please or random bs. Obviously this blog is only for adults no minors please and thank you.
for the love of God only message me if you wish to talk about shared interests. I will not be giving you money. I have too many non related kink hobbys to pay someone to message me shit. I'd rather get no messages ever that deal with that shit. If you have shared interests by all means ad love more people to talk too as I'm rather secretive irl but I'm not paying to message me. Don't waste your time ill block you.
Some Daddies make their little girls do more chores than others..but when Princess had refused to wash the dishes the night prior, Daddy made sure she would do them today, but this time in a messy diaper that he reassured her of by grabbing and smooshing it around.
trying to verbalize how being into diaper messing doesnât inherently mean you have a scat kink. the same way thereâs a huge variety in piss kinks where some people find the eroticism in the actual pee while others are fixated on the sensations of desperation and humiliation. when a role play element like age play combines with a bodily fluid based kink the entire context is rewritten. do i love diaper pooping and find it ridiculously hot? yes. but itâs not about the poop. i would actually prefer to interact with the poop as little as possible. itâs about the complete surrender to a bodily function, relinquishing control over something most people master very early in life, and allowing yourself to do something so incredibly taboo and liking it. itâs about admitting to yourself you want to mess yourself and you like how it makes you feel. itâs about letting another person see you vulnerable and gross and they still love you and want to care for you. itâs about the feelings of weight and warmth in your erogenous zone making it impossible to ignore what youâve done. getting to a point where you do it unabashedly and without a second thought, despite decades of hardwiring telling you that itâs the most embarrassing and disgusting thing you could possibly do. i donât want to interact with the poop outside of my diaper, i like it in there. im desensitized to the cleanup but that doesnât mean i like it or look forward to the moment i have to do it. itâs so much less about the poop itself and more about the physical sensations and feelings that come with it. do my biggest sexual fantasies involve messing in one way or another? yes. would i say i have a scat kink? no.
Just like the rest of our life, Mommy made the decision without your input.
The baby blocks scattered in front of you offered little stimulationâbut it was still better than naptime.
Naps meant an hour of staring at the ceiling, wondering why you let yourself fall so far down the rabbit hole.
Mommy hovered over you, silently waiting for you to grab the blocks and put them away.
âIâm not even sleepy.â
Squatting down next to you, her hand slides under your chin, forcing you to meet her expectant gaze.
âToys in the bin, honey.â
Her voice was sickly sweet, dripping with an innocence that betrayed the authority beneath it.
This wasnât a negotiation.
A rare emotion bubbles within you: defiance.
âN-no!! Donâtwanna nap!â
You wield it clumsily, like a technical skill you havenât used in years.
Because you havenât.
Turning away from Mommy, you see the room that you once believed was the culmination of every fantasy you ever had.
Now it mocks you as a monument to the monotony of your life as her baby.
Dreadful silence blankets the room. Every second weakening your resolve as you wonder what she will do. Mommy never tolerates disobedience.
Will she spank you? Will she tell Daddy? Will you spend the next 20 minutes in the corner with a bar of soap in your mouth?
You take a deep, steadying breath. It doesnât matter what the punishment is. Youâre sick of being a baby.
âIâŠI wonât!â
Mommy sighs.
âJason, look at me.â
Whatever reaction you expected, this was not it. She hasnât used your name or addressed you like an adult in well over a year.
Maybe she understands!
You stare into your eyes, searching for some hope.
âWhatâs gotten into you?â
Her question seems genuine. Inviting. This is your chance to tell her everything.
That youâre tired of living life as her baby, without any say in what happens in your life. Tired of the mind numbing baby shows and Fischer Price toys that turn your brain to mush.
That youâre tired of everyone in your life dismissing you like youâre some silly toddler, unworthy of respect or dignity. Tired of early bedtimes, daily naps, and boring, unspiced food.
That youâre tired of wearing diapers and having them changed whenever and wherever she decides. Tired of Winnie the Pooh overalls with snaps at the crotch, Bluey diaper shirts, and pastel onesies.
That youâre tired of diapers being the only place youâre allowed to cumâif Mommy gives you permission. Tired of listening to your best friend fuck your wife while you sleep in a crib.
Itâs not cute anymore. You want to be an adult again.
âI want my old life back. No more baby stuff. Iâm an adultâtime you remember that.â
Mommy laughs.
âOh, honeyâŠno.â
The simple denial, unburdened by any explanation, feels like a slap in the face.
âWhat do you mean, no?â
âI mean, no. Nothing will change for you.â
âYes, it will! You canât force me to be your baby!â
âYouâre right.â
âSo, youâll stop treating me like a baby?â
âNo.â
âThenâŠthen Iâll leave!â
âThe doors right there, baby.â
For a split second, you think about your freedomâuntil the reality hits.
Mommy smiles knowingly as you work through the situation.
You have no adult clothes. No cell phone. No money. No car. No driverâs license. Nothing but a stack of diapers and a closet full of onesies.
âNeed help packing a bag?â
Her voice oozes with the same infantile cadence you hate. No different from how a parent would entertain a toddler threatening to run away.
âMommy gave you everything you wanted, hun. You wanted âthe real thing,â remember? Not role-play, not a dynamicâno, you wanted authenticity.â
She pokes your diaper.
âWell, you got it! Why do you think I insisted that you give up your law license? Or close your bank accounts and credit cards? Let your driverâs license expire? Hmm?â
She tickles your tummy.
âSee, being a baby isnât just about poofy diapies, colorful pacifiers, and adorable onesies, kiddo. Nope! Real babyhood requires utter dependence on Mommy for your every need! Babies canât survive without their mommiesâand neither can you!â
The full weight of her words crashes down on you.
âYou have no money, no job, no place to go. But, sure, if you want to leave, Mommy will put you in a fresh diaper and new onesie, pack you a diaper bag, and wish you luck.â
Her smile throws you off balance.
âIâllâŠIâll call m-myâŠmy friendsâŠâ
More laughter.
âSweetie, everyone knows youâre a baby. Who is going to volunteer to babysit you? You canât pay rent, canât help with groceries, and need someone to change your diapers. Nobody is letting you stay with them.â
âI donât need diapers!â
âYouâre incorrigible, kiddo. Your diaper is leaking, by the way. Did you know?â
âIâŠâ
âFace it, sweetheart. There is no going back. Mommy made sure of that. Youâre so far from adulthood that I claim you as a dependent on my taxes. Besides, what law firm is desperate enough to hire someone with a 3-year gap in employment? Your resume will be written in crayonâŠâ
She giggles at the ridiculousness.
âEven if you did leave, youâre not leaving behind diapers. You understand youâre not potty trained, right? And, honey, do you remember your last stiffie?â
Her silence demands an answer.
âI-I-I-IâŠdunnoâŠâ
She pinches your cheek.
âAww! Thatâs because I took them just like your potty training! Even if I played with it, begging you to get hard for MommyâŠnothing would happen. No more stiffiesâŠever!â
Your heart sinks into your stomach.
âLast question, baby boy. What woman wants an unemployed, impotent man-child who isnât even potty trained?â
You shrug, defeated.
âOh, sweetie, donât be sad! Mommy wants that, silly! Me! I worked hard to make all your dreams come true! And mine.â
âB-but you said you w-werenât into being aâŠa mommyâŠâ
âI wasnâtâŠat first. But now? Fuck it turned me on stripping you of every shred of masculinity and adulthood. Breaking you down into my helpless, docile plaything. Youâre my itty bitty Play-Doh, waiting to be molded by my hands.â
âTh-thatâsâŠy-youâre lying!â
âNo, baby. Youâre going to spend the rest of your life as my babyâall because it turns me on. You could never dream of doing that as my husband. Ugh, Iâm dripping just thinking about it.â
She bites her lip, sensing your surrender.
âNow. Tell me youâre Mommyâs baby. My good boyâŠâ
Your cheeks burn with humiliation of the truth.
âIâŠmâyourâŠMommyâs b-babyâŠandâŠand good b-boy.â
âNow, naptime. Mommy needs to play with DaddyâŠâ
You start grabbing your blocks.
âNo. Crib. You can clean after.â
Mommyâs cheeks are flushed with anticipation as she hastily tucks you in.
âBe a good boy and listen to how happy your rightful place makes Mommy.â
You barely have time to register what the rest of your life was going to be before Mommy is screaming Daddyâs name. Your useless nub twitches but remains as steadfastly squishy as your diaper.
This is how youâll spend the rest of your life.
Utterly and completely dependent on the woman who stole your adulthood, emasculated you, and relegated you to a lifetime of pampers.
A plaything in someone elseâs fantasy you foolishly thought was yours.
Just like the rest of our life, Mommy made the decision without your input.
The baby blocks scattered in front of you offered little stimulationâbut it was still better than naptime.
Naps meant an hour of staring at the ceiling, wondering why you let yourself fall so far down the rabbit hole.
Mommy hovered over you, silently waiting for you to grab the blocks and put them away.
âIâm not even sleepy.â
Squatting down next to you, her hand slides under your chin, forcing you to meet her expectant gaze.
âToys in the bin, honey.â
Her voice was sickly sweet, dripping with an innocence that betrayed the authority beneath it.
This wasnât a negotiation.
A rare emotion bubbles within you: defiance.
âN-no!! Donâtwanna nap!â
You wield it clumsily, like a technical skill you havenât used in years.
Because you havenât.
Turning away from Mommy, you see the room that you once believed was the culmination of every fantasy you ever had.
Now it mocks you as a monument to the monotony of your life as her baby.
Dreadful silence blankets the room. Every second weakening your resolve as you wonder what she will do. Mommy never tolerates disobedience.
Will she spank you? Will she tell Daddy? Will you spend the next 20 minutes in the corner with a bar of soap in your mouth?
You take a deep, steadying breath. It doesnât matter what the punishment is. Youâre sick of being a baby.
âIâŠI wonât!â
Mommy sighs.
âJason, look at me.â
Whatever reaction you expected, this was not it. She hasnât used your name or addressed you like an adult in well over a year.
Maybe she understands!
You stare into your eyes, searching for some hope.
âWhatâs gotten into you?â
Her question seems genuine. Inviting. This is your chance to tell her everything.
That youâre tired of living life as her baby, without any say in what happens in your life. Tired of the mind numbing baby shows and Fischer Price toys that turn your brain to mush.
That youâre tired of everyone in your life dismissing you like youâre some silly toddler, unworthy of respect or dignity. Tired of early bedtimes, daily naps, and boring, unspiced food.
That youâre tired of wearing diapers and having them changed whenever and wherever she decides. Tired of Winnie the Pooh overalls with snaps at the crotch, Bluey diaper shirts, and pastel onesies.
That youâre tired of diapers being the only place youâre allowed to cumâif Mommy gives you permission. Tired of listening to your best friend fuck your wife while you sleep in a crib.
Itâs not cute anymore. You want to be an adult again.
âI want my old life back. No more baby stuff. Iâm an adultâtime you remember that.â
Mommy laughs.
âOh, honeyâŠno.â
The simple denial, unburdened by any explanation, feels like a slap in the face.
âWhat do you mean, no?â
âI mean, no. Nothing will change for you.â
âYes, it will! You canât force me to be your baby!â
âYouâre right.â
âSo, youâll stop treating me like a baby?â
âNo.â
âThenâŠthen Iâll leave!â
âThe doors right there, baby.â
For a split second, you think about your freedomâuntil the reality hits.
Mommy smiles knowingly as you work through the situation.
You have no adult clothes. No cell phone. No money. No car. No driverâs license. Nothing but a stack of diapers and a closet full of onesies.
âNeed help packing a bag?â
Her voice oozes with the same infantile cadence you hate. No different from how a parent would entertain a toddler threatening to run away.
âMommy gave you everything you wanted, hun. You wanted âthe real thing,â remember? Not role-play, not a dynamicâno, you wanted authenticity.â
She pokes your diaper.
âWell, you got it! Why do you think I insisted that you give up your law license? Or close your bank accounts and credit cards? Let your driverâs license expire? Hmm?â
She tickles your tummy.
âSee, being a baby isnât just about poofy diapies, colorful pacifiers, and adorable onesies, kiddo. Nope! Real babyhood requires utter dependence on Mommy for your every need! Babies canât survive without their mommiesâand neither can you!â
The full weight of her words crashes down on you.
âYou have no money, no job, no place to go. But, sure, if you want to leave, Mommy will put you in a fresh diaper and new onesie, pack you a diaper bag, and wish you luck.â
Her smile throws you off balance.
âIâllâŠIâll call m-myâŠmy friendsâŠâ
More laughter.
âSweetie, everyone knows youâre a baby. Who is going to volunteer to babysit you? You canât pay rent, canât help with groceries, and need someone to change your diapers. Nobody is letting you stay with them.â
âI donât need diapers!â
âYouâre incorrigible, kiddo. Your diaper is leaking, by the way. Did you know?â
âIâŠâ
âFace it, sweetheart. There is no going back. Mommy made sure of that. Youâre so far from adulthood that I claim you as a dependent on my taxes. Besides, what law firm is desperate enough to hire someone with a 3-year gap in employment? Your resume will be written in crayonâŠâ
She giggles at the ridiculousness.
âEven if you did leave, youâre not leaving behind diapers. You understand youâre not potty trained, right? And, honey, do you remember your last stiffie?â
Her silence demands an answer.
âI-I-I-IâŠdunnoâŠâ
She pinches your cheek.
âAww! Thatâs because I took them just like your potty training! Even if I played with it, begging you to get hard for MommyâŠnothing would happen. No more stiffiesâŠever!â
Your heart sinks into your stomach.
âLast question, baby boy. What woman wants an unemployed, impotent man-child who isnât even potty trained?â
You shrug, defeated.
âOh, sweetie, donât be sad! Mommy wants that, silly! Me! I worked hard to make all your dreams come true! And mine.â
âB-but you said you w-werenât into being aâŠa mommyâŠâ
âI wasnâtâŠat first. But now? Fuck it turned me on stripping you of every shred of masculinity and adulthood. Breaking you down into my helpless, docile plaything. Youâre my itty bitty Play-Doh, waiting to be molded by my hands.â
âTh-thatâsâŠy-youâre lying!â
âNo, baby. Youâre going to spend the rest of your life as my babyâall because it turns me on. You could never dream of doing that as my husband. Ugh, Iâm dripping just thinking about it.â
She bites her lip, sensing your surrender.
âNow. Tell me youâre Mommyâs baby. My good boyâŠâ
Your cheeks burn with humiliation of the truth.
âIâŠmâyourâŠMommyâs b-babyâŠandâŠand good b-boy.â
âNow, naptime. Mommy needs to play with DaddyâŠâ
You start grabbing your blocks.
âNo. Crib. You can clean after.â
Mommyâs cheeks are flushed with anticipation as she hastily tucks you in.
âBe a good boy and listen to how happy your rightful place makes Mommy.â
You barely have time to register what the rest of your life was going to be before Mommy is screaming Daddyâs name. Your useless nub twitches but remains as steadfastly squishy as your diaper.
This is how youâll spend the rest of your life.
Utterly and completely dependent on the woman who stole your adulthood, emasculated you, and relegated you to a lifetime of pampers.
A plaything in someone elseâs fantasy you foolishly thought was yours.
Morning, baby. Another wet night? Scooch over here and let me check your diaper. Not that I really need to. Our whole bedroom smells like my nephewâs nurseryâŠ
Yep, completely soaked. Again. Ugh, do you know how embarrassing it is having a boyfriend who still wets the bed? My mom and sister laughed themselves silly when I told them about your babyish little problem.
Yes of course I told them, honey. I don't keep secrets from my family. Besides, theyâd have found out anyway. Thatâs seven wet nights in a row, which means you start wearing your extra thick nighttime diapers during the day as well. Theyâre going to be pretty tricky to hide!