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} Said goodbye to Kyuushi as my Warrior of Light on FFXIV the other day

The decision hurt like hell, but I've been able to actually get on, play, and enjoy ffxiv again since I bit the Fantasia bullet

#just a small update #bon bon speaks

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This decision fucking hurts to even consider

#I'm thinking of Fantasia-ing off Kyuushi to make my WoL a variant of Bon instead #I've hardly felt like I could touch ffxiv since everything that happened on here over a year ago #partially because Kyuushi is so entwined with all of it that it just hurts to even consider logging on #even if only a little #but now that I'm considering Kyuushi no longer being my active WoL?#fuck it hurts #it hurts a lot

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Made two adjustments. Dawntrail Scholar chest onto Picto, properly dyed Dragoon and swapped gauntlets and boots back.

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Was looking for a new chest piece for Kyuushi's White Whistle/Bard look for a while. Something more lightweight/loose/relaxed, and was able to find it thanks to the removal of glam restrictions in the Roseblood Red Mage Artifact gear from Dawntrail, paired with some Bard.

Also updated her Blackmage with the Forgeking Boots since they're amazing.

#the kitsune {kyuushi}

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Updated a bunch of Glams for Kyuushi since they removed a ton of restrictions.

Summoners and Scholars can now share Book glams so I was able to consolidate both of them into one glam thanks to it. Also found a perfect chest for her Dragoon since it has a dyeable scarf.

#the kitsune {kyuushi}

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#over a full year since I last wrote anything IC on here #almost a full year since I last said goodbye to actually being able to do anything on here again #nothing but the rare ooc updates now #and anything else is just on my personal side-blog instead #I did think of another character recently #one that I really love that I keep thinking of more tidbits for #but I'll just... never get to actually do anything with him #anyway uh... still alive I suppose #if all the pain I've been feeling is any sign

Boo

#not returning still #and really don't know why I'm bothering to post this here #but an idea for a new Mythos character in the same world as Kyuushi and the others came to mind a while ago and been stuck since #A smoll 5' 0“ man who's half Basilisk (like Harry Potter Basilisk which can petrify by eye-contact) and half Vampire and he's blind #has eyes that look like swirling frosty mist from dry ice and two sets of fangs #one set is snake fangs with a weak paralytic venom that acts more like anesthetic and can fold away #the other is vampiric fangs which are always present #he's able to sustain himself on food and drink like most beings but will experience blood thirst if he doesn't drink blood for a long time #he's given blood bags from a Mythos Medical facility in the Mythos community he lives on the edge of #and he will drain his own venom from time to time to provide to the same facility for it to be synthesized into an actual anesthetic #he also has a large mana/aether reserve which he will use to recharge magic items that members of the Mythos community bring to him #receiving payment for his procisions of his venom and for his rechargung services #he will flick his tongue like snakes do occasionally to get a better sense of his surroundings #and can utilize echo location to tell where things are lkke a bat would thanks to his vampiric half #to passively help him with such he wears a choker that has a small bell attached to it so it makes noise when he moves #also attached to the collar is a magic item that is a fake lollipop/sucker that he sucks on to satiate a fairly strong oral fixation he has #the sucker can be given a flavor based on flavors he's familiar with when supplied mana/aether #and while it's made from a sturdy material it will compress to allow safely chewing on it if he desires #he's got a familiar that's a snake that can turn into a blind-stick and an armlet #and he's gay

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Grabbed Bumbling Boatswain's coat. Kinda like this pairing better than Blue Bird Ult. Might be the fill-in for this outfit till I can get Dancing Performer's coat or just a whole different outfit in mind.

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psssst Get ambushed

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YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#I GOT FANART #that is all #I shall vanish again #still around as usual just not on here 99% of the time

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I attended my first concert in Sky today. Aurora Homecoming. An absolutely amazing experience that had me emotionally wrecked the whole time. Trimmed down some recordings and got each song up on youtube too, which lead to making my first playlist on my channel. Go check 'em out if you'd like.

#just sharing this here #cause why not

I do hope you are okay, even if you never see this.

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#I've been better (not had a good past few days)#but I'm still going even if I'm not on here #I've had some instances of ideas and inspiration #but there's just never been the motivation / drive / muse behind them to even try returning at all #and of course it still doesn't feel like I'd be wanted back DESPITE knowing there are a few who do want to write with me again #just... haven't felt like I belong here in years and it's p/much just another lost hobby/interest at this point...

Another year, another chance for me to wish you happy birthday! Even if it takes you a long time to see this, I hope you're given a lil sprinkle of joy on your birthday. Take care!

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#boo

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#yeah... still just really can't stand being on here anymore and immediately feel like shit...

} Honestly don't know if I ever will come back to this...

As much as I've been wanting to write, and ideas have been rattling around in my head, the motivation is just... gone, mostly. The times it comes back it just gets snuffed out practically instantly when I remember how things have been on here. Which also winds up just killing any muse I had in the process too. All together making my mood plummet without fail and feeling like shit the rest of the day.

A part of me wishes I could just say I'll be back sometime in the new year but... I really just don't feel like I can, or that there's any point. Nor do I want to just abandon these characters and try to make new ones again, since the same thing will just happen again with them. Another thing I used to enjoy so much just... snuffed out...

Feel free to unfollow...

#my laptop/browser just hates opening tumblr anymore too for some reason #initially it was just the dash it refused to open but now it won't even go to my drafts or inbox #I have to go to the explore page to get it to load tumblr properly at all #just another thing to add to the list of passions I once had that've burned out I guess...

} yeah... still hurts even just opening tumblr

#still alive #if anyone was wondering #just... haven't been able to think of doing anything or get any muse/motivation to write at all #despite wanting to #only notes for a while have been porn bot follows too

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