It's a really...humbling feeling when you have surgery and struggle to get help with transportation amongst friends and family because of various valid and absolutely stupid reasons people provide. I can throw money and gifts at them and it's a no. Like I cannot drive after major surgery, guys, please.
But it's absolutely a knock out of my worth in peoples' eyes when I end up back in the hospital a week later due to serious complications and am still there 4 days later with no prospects in leaving and not one friend or family member wants to visit or help me in bringing some basic toiletries that I would be paying for and I'm basically trying to bribe people with money and they all still have what amounts to no valid reasons in not at least visiting for a half hour so I don't die of boredom or insanity from. loneliness.
So I'm doing great. Thanks so much. Don't need guests at this pity party anyway.
