So, in January, my brother died in an extremely traumatic and sudden way. I won't go into detail, but its still massively difficult and painful. And it STILL doesn't feel real...
He left his cat here, so I've been taking care of Nanners since then. I have to go into his room everyday...see his paintings, his clothes, his stuff just like he left it. My sister came home for a bit after he passed, and made his bed. But everything else is just...untouched. ive had to sort through some of it, but i apologize out loud when I do.
AND THEN my laptop decided to give out, so now when I try to open anything, it takes like 15 minutes to open something...idk about moving anything off of it, I haven't touched it 😭 and now that its summer, Im off of work, which would be PERFECT for steaming
IF I HAD A COMPUTER 🥲
So thats what's been going on in my life! :D
also deep cleaning my house room by room which has been taking D.A.Y.S. because its just my mom and I, and she has a bad back, neck, hands...everything, everything always hurts (like chronic pain, not joking), and then MY back goes out all the time (threw it out at 15) so we have to go slow 😭 but its getting there.
One positive! My grandma gifted my aunt, my mom, and I all passes to knotts! So all four of us go! So 👀 once its scary farm time 👀 but for now we've been going at least once a month, and we just walk around and hang out. It's nice, fresh air and no schedule.
Happy Halloween to all who pass by.
Heartsnatchers has continued to progress in the shadows. The next update will be soon.
In the meantime, here are a few murdersims. I'm not going to talk about the most popular ones, like BTD, because I think that if you're here, it's because you want to find a game in the same vein. Here are a few more or less well-known ones that I've enjoyed:
Don't take this risk: 2016 game by Poison Apple Tales. When you pick up the phone, a male voice asks if you're the suicide hotline. You're not, but it's up to you to choose your answers carefully to avoid "the worst".
"Hello? This is...this is the suicidal hotline, yes?" Horror & obsession begins here.
Don't Romance me: 2018 game by Master Wren. Outside a bar, you meet a man inviting you into an alley. At your own risk!
A dark fetish game about sex and murder. 18+ only.
Off the Cuff: 2018 game by AlexisRoyce.
You've been kidnapped by Markus, your nemesis, who's decided to give you a hard time in his basement. It's up to you to make the right choices to survive the longest and maybe get the upper hand.
A Torturerotic Escape Comedy
I hope I've made you discover a few gems.
Happy Halloween again and see you soon!
On the 27th, at around 10 pm, my boyfriend had (at least one) seizure, and a stroke. He managed to make it out of his bedroom and he was subsequently taken to the hospital. There, he had more seizures, had many tests done, then got sent home. I think they may have told him info, but he was so out of it, he doesn't remember ANY of it. Flashes of bits. He doesn't even remember any of the day leading up to the incident, except for, again, flashes of bits.
I have a ko-fi goal set up, because he's states away from me right now, and I need to fix that. He can't work, so it's up to me, and I need help.
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Under the cut, I'll be going into more detail of what happened that night, not too graphic.
I was with him on discord, we had been watching the first episode of Chainsaw Man. He had been looking for pizza on doordash. And then he screamed the scariest scream ever, I thought he was playing a trick until it was too long and too loud to be a trick. (He scares me often cuz I'm jumpy and it makes us both laugh) He was out of it for about 30~+ minutes, including coming back to consciousness.
Once he was able to talk, he sounded like he'd just woke up from a very deep sleep. "No, honey, I'm okay, it's fine" which, no, it wasn't. I told him "I think you just had a seizure" and he mumbled "no, no, I just woke up.." so I quickly told him what we had been doing, what happened, and that he needed to go tell his housemates to get him to the hospital. He listened to me, muted, then disappeared for 24+ hours. The call dropped a few hours into my waiting, so I was just waiting and sending him (too many) messages telling him it'd be okay, that I was here, that I love him.
He said he was alone at the hospital, and the nurses and doctor weren't nice. I don't think they did a good job of looking him over, and I'm worried about him.
I'll keep updating as things progress.
As of now, he's back at his house, sleeping a LOT, and still very confused. His body is weak, he says colors look different. He said he saw both his dead mom and his dead brother. I just need him with me so I can take care of him. Please.
No more apologizing for being horny on main. No more horny jail. We’re horny prison abolitionists. No gods, no masters! Wait. Okay maybe a few masters. Alright but no bars will hold us! No whips and chains will — fuck, hang on, let me start again.
So, I still can't say specifically what happened, but I CAN say holy fuck I need help.
I need to get a job or streaming needs to pop the fuck off...I need to get to my baby. I cannot wait. And I have to take more of the burden from him. I need to get him to me so I can take care of him. After what happened, I need to rush this shit. It cannot wait.
🫠 idk if I can call this a rant or a cry for help or what...im just very stressed and idk what else to do currently at almost 2 am
So, a bit ago, I had made a post on Twitter (then basically instantly deleted it) talking about making a kofi goal.
Originally, it was going to be for something different. As of now, and an experience I had today, I've changed directions on where it'll be going.
I'd rather not talk about what specifically happened, but all I know is I need to stop being a coward.
Idk when, probably sooner rather than later, I'll be making said goal.
It isnt required to donate to it, nor is it required to share it or even acknowledge it if you don't want to. I completely understand if you don't wanna, that's fine by me, no judgment here. I'm just at a loss currently and need a bit extra help
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