I LOVE DYKING OUT!!!

H┊19┊♀┊desi lesbian┊E and Nellie

[veneratedyke]

intro fr (remade AGAIN!!!)

before i get started. MEN AND PEDOS DO NOT INTERACT. KEEP THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. IF I CATCH YOU YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. IF NOT FOR THE RULES OF THIS LAND I WOULD HAVE SLAUGHTERED YOU ALSO. kys lmao

18+/nsfw blogs DNI WTF?????? I DONT WANNA SEE THAT GET AWAY FROM ME LEAVE

teens and tc havers are allowed to interact w me just dont do anything sexual or romantic. im clearly not looking for anyone and will block you if you do.

I also have the male tc and other tags blocked💀 +dont expect me to follow you back im just a man hating dyke sry (Not)

plus... i don't rly interact with ed or sh accs ...so............

┊ about me! ┊

call me H

19, in college, libra

I'm desi (woah 3 minorities in one💀)

♀ butch lesbian

i am only ever attracted to women much older than me lol (milfs 💀)

i have severe mommy issues lol

i like using boomer ellipses….very awesome….i see why they do this….heuueheh

┊ more stuff!!! ┊

I post whenever i get a creative writing urge to lol

I used to use Month/Day/Year format. but have now switched to DD/MM/YY, starting from Feb 25 2025 (25/2/25). most of my posts will be titled this way

my posts are mostly just me simping for my tcs (lol) but more often than not I will talk about my feelings <3 LOL also i get very emotional about things and especially people i love!!!

also, the thing with me is that i know this is probably nothing more than a little school girl crush. nothing serious will come out of it. i can joke all i want about them leaving their partners and flocking to me but it'll never happen lol. i also tend to be more realistic about it, most of my saying "oh they want me so bad" is just jokes, because let's face it, I'm some stupid 19 year old who doesn't know better than they do. it's just the limerence talking.

┊ my tcs! ┊starting new because ...lol

Nellie

She's 38, italian, and really fucking cute. Poli Sci tc

E

She's 58, canadian, and... matronly, is what I'd say. English tc

I think they're def romantic???? i know DAMN WELL I WANNA MAKEOUT WITH BOTH OF THEM SO HARD!!!!!!! hehheehhaha anyway they're also platonic bc i would love nothing more than to be friends with them :3 its a mix of both idk twirls hair cutely

obv i don't condone student/teacher relationships!! its weird as hell + I'm pretty sure most of us are underage. even if you aren't there's such a bad power imbalance??? just plain weird 😭😭 i only use this blog to vent out my frustrations and repressed feelings!! pls respect ur tc's boundaries and don't cross over any lines!!!!!!

[veneratedyke]

10/7/26

Come back into my life... I miss you so...

[lunamonchtuna]

— Fakhr al-Din 'Iraqi (via lunamonchtuna)

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Yves Bonnefoy, tr. by Anthony Rudolf, from The Selected Poems; “The Ravine,”

[risk-repeater]

*making two dolls kiss and dropping them both out nowhere, all the emotion and life leaving my face* right. enough of that.

[metamorphesque]

from a letter by Paruyr Sevak to Sulamitha, July 17, 1961 (translated by Tathev Simonyan)

[mournfulroses]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from a letter featured in Letters of Fyodor Michailovitch Dostoevsky to his Family & Friends

[veneratedyke]

Okay maybe I was lying when I said my college tcs didnt tear me apart like my hs tcs did!!!!

It's specifically about Nellie. I miss her so badly. I want her in my life again, so badly. I miss her so dearly. I want to see her again, soooo badly...

I think part of the reason why my departure from her hit more deeply than Yarrow's is because it was sudden and I had less time to process it.

I knew Yarrow for 3 years and counting. For Nellie, it was only about 10 months... And Yarrow's a hs tc so I would be graduating anyway, that was inevitable. But leaving Nellie was during the end of my 1st year of college, so it hit harder... FUCK MY STUPID DYKE LIFE!!!

[lunamonchtuna]

— Makenzie Campbell, from a poem featured in "2 a.m. Thoughts," originally published in 2017 (via lunamonchtuna)

[mournfulroses]

Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a poem titled "Interim," featured in The Complete Poems of Edna St. Vincent Millay

[veneratedyke]

20/06/26

I just miss Nellie a lot. I'm gonna send her and E postcards in maybe December/January next year? I just want some sort of contact from her, really. Sigh 😞😞😞

[mournfulroses]

Li Qingzhao, from a poem titled "Late Spring," featured in The Complete Poems of Li Qingzhao

[veneratedyke]

The Aftermath!!! 2026 May-June and beyond

What an insane year. Genuinely eye-opening for me. I had new tcs but they weren't eating me alive like my highschool tcs were lol.

Unfortunately I had to leave the uni I was attending (on my own terms btw I wasn't in trouble) because of costs, logistics, opportunities, etc. It was in a rural place (I'm more accustomed to the city) I didn't know very well and didn't feel like I could thrive in.

Obviously, the hardest part was leaving the connections I made there... My sweet Nellie and E :( I told them and they took it well though! I told them I'd write them and they were stoked :))))

But it just sucks yk? I spent all this time getting close to them and then I just get torn apart. Just like that. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not the lonely little girl I used to be, but I sure do feel like it sometimes, especially in regards to teacher crushes lol it sucks so bad... Whatever. I'll get over it like I always do!!!!

[nixscriptum]

[lunamonchtuna]

— Clementine Von Radics, from In A Dream You Saw A Way To Survive; "The Fear" (via lunamonchtuna)

[weltenwellen]

To Be Alive Gregory Orr

[nonaferatu]

saying "thats a dracula": inaccurate because Dracula is a specific person, funny because we all know that Dracula is a vampire but by choosing to refer to any vampire as "a dracula" we imply that we are familiar with dracula but not familiar with vampires

saying "thats a nosferatu": accurate because nosferatu is not nosferatu's name

[nonaferatu]