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@vensperus
an independent supernatural based original character . triggering content may apply , written by noct , formerly on feardrawn ( 21+ only ) carrd
❥ — › starter call ! multis pls specify who for & these will be queued and ... lengths will very from around a one liner to ... idk whatever i'm feeling in the moment .
⤏ 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚊 ( 𝚙𝚝. 𝟷 ) - an assortment of starters based on lyrics from their 2017 self titled album . please edit as necessary
sometimes i just can't help myself
i seem to lose grip on reality
believe me, i tried
all i needed was the last thing i wanted
my mind kept playing tricks on me
took everything i had not to crash and burn
i might be lonely but i ain't alone here
i can be better than i was
i can be better than i am
i'm not too sure what i'm supposed to do with this
can't let go of the hatred
i wouldn't take back a moment
i'd walk into the fire
i find solace in the pain
i'm the end of the world
feels like i'm stuck here suspended
what's wrong with me?
i'm hopelessly hopeful
got an itch for something painful
the world isn't all it's cracked up to be
so, you're the kings?
there's only one throne and i'm not done with it
where did it go so wrong?
there's too much noise
i can't take it
feel free to try your best
just sit the fuck down
rise up, take back control
it's all so enticing
bring the house down
stand up and scream it loud
just wait and see
just sit and breathe
your ego's distorted
dream in peace
sleep and you'll know the truth
you're not alone
your truth is wrong
it's best to accept it
no sense in resisting
they know the outcome
they hold the keys
oh, oh, oh! taemin still stands, as dark as a shadow, as lonely as one too. or not! alice thinks that he pairs himself quite well within his ELEGANT ESCAPE, how dreams and nightmares compliment each cut of his cheekbones and drawl of his tongue. she misses him because it sticks ; or maybe she's changing? growing, a monster too, the wings he one thought she had, perhaps, a reminder to her of how much they might have never been there to begin with. a confused, mad girl caught in purgatory and sin, clutching to the keys of hearts that might never, ever open. what a life it was! what things she now grasped onto, that felt like they were hers, rather than alice's alone.
there comes a laugh from her - "did i? i hoped i would. you can't find those that don't want to be, though! maybe i was just here, waiting for a sign, trying to remind you that i'm still here, still existing. maybe i'm not THE ORIGINAL ALICE, but i'm the alice that i've chosen to become. maybe i want to show off? ah! ego! that's something new too!" how pleased, that oscillating slant of her voice turns to, before it's all on him again. "well. i can't say i haven't seen other devils, monsters, and things within a dream that have picked up on things that were meant for you. rude, isn't it? taking things that aren't yours. but i wouldn't worry too much. i knew they weren't you. i couldn't quite make out all of it, of you... but the pieces are there. let's just say, they didn't feel the way you felt. and that was enough for me to know better."
- @vensperus
CHANGE IS ALWAYS AROUND THE CORNER — what a simplistic phrase , but fits the ever shifting tides of existence . perhaps this is something that humans could never dare to understand , but for those with eternities behind and hope before them , change is inevitable . to expect any less of alice would be foolish and naive . ❛ — you and me both , maybe ❜ he can feel his words ink out into the air between them , but the callous smile often so … present upon his features is faded , lost to the black surroundings of the shadows .
❛ i don’t think you’ll find anyone quite like me , alice — and trust me , that may be for the best . ❜ and not just for her but many other creatures thriving in the world , the folded realities in between , and the depths of realms beyond anyone’s understanding - it would be for the best . after all , what would happen if the gates to hell were opened and nobody was capable of slamming them shut ? any creature capable would flee to that which they are familiar with . they would land in hell , the nether , or nightmares just like the one settled in his mind . he steps forward , breaking the void between them until he is mere inches away , studying her with the same sense of familiarity , but also ? a welcomed change as well . ❛ so , alice , why don’t you tell me how you’ve changed since we last met ? ❜
SLEEPING AT LAST: ATLAS I STARTERS (PART II)
a collection of lyrics from the Sleeping At Last album, Atlas I. change & alter as needed.
“We made our families proud, but scared at the same time.”
“We promised we’d be safe.”
“Another lie from the front lines.”
“Lay your weapons down!”
“They’re calling off the war, on account of losing track of what we’re fighting for.”
“Let the brokenness be felt until you reach the other side.”
“There is goodness in the heart of every broken man who comes right up to the edge of losing everything he has.”
“We’re young enough to try to build a better life.”
“I don’t know who I am, but now I know who I’m not.”
“Make my messes matter. Make this chaos count.”
“You taught me the courage of stars before you left — how light carries on endlessly, even after death.”
“How rare and beautiful it is to even exist.”
“I’d give anything to hear you say it one more time.”
“How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist.”
“If brokenness is a form of art, I must be a poster-child prodigy.”
“If brokenness is a work of art, surely this must be my masterpiece.”
“I’m only honest when it rains — if I time it right, the thunder breaks when I open my mouth.”
“I want to love you, but I don’t know how.”
“Show me where my armor ends. Show me where my skin begins.”
“The heaviness that I hold in my heart has been crushing me.”
“I’ve been worried all my life.”
“I’ve always been afraid of heights.”
“We will call this place our home.”
“Smaller than dust on this map lies the greatest thing we have — the dirt in which our roots may grow, and the right to call it home.”
“Some truths are sharper than knives.”
“No matter what category you fit into, truth has got its sights set on you.”
“If truth is north, then I am true south.”
“I can’t figure it out. God knows I’ve tried.”
“Some truths are sewn into our DNA.”
“Kids will be kids.”
“I want to remember how to feel like I did.”
“We’ll be just fine. I know that we will. I just know that we will.”
“Time moves slow when half of your heart has yet to come home.”
“I can’t get you out of my mind.”
𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑷𝑬𝑵𝑻 & 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 𝑶𝑭 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻. 🐍
quotes from the first book of carissa broadbent's crown of nyaxia series . might be spoilery but i didn't include names . tw for cursing , death , suggestive content . for all your vampire , enemy ( to lovers ) & reluctant allies dynamics . * feel free to change roles , pronouns .
𝙸. 𝙳𝚄𝚂𝙺.
" don't look away. " " this place is a fucking disaster. " " never guessed you were pretty under all of that. " " i take no criticism from a drowned rat like you. " " which reminds me, i have something for you. " " made me think of you. " " it's a good color for you. " " youth is wasted on the young. beauty, too. " " you're sweet. prickly, but sweet. in an acidic sort of way. like a pineapple. " " i'm tired. tired of being afraid. " " crazy old bitch. " " don't drink yourself to death. " " you're dead here. try again. "
𝙸𝙸. 𝙵𝚄𝙻𝙻 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.
" you are prey in a world of predators. " " may the Mother guide you. " " i was trying to save your life. " " i'm not a fool. " " are you deaf, or just stupid? " " you're unfriendly. " " ally with me. " " top of the eastern tower. if you change your mind. " " you'll be easy to kill later. "
𝙸𝙸𝙸. 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.
" a gift from a goddess. " " i have a gift for you. " " you're a demanding little thing, aren't you? " " becasue i'm nice and pretty. " " OPEN. THIS. FUCKING. DOOR. " " remember right now exactly how lucky you are. " " i feel sorry for her. " " that was a foolish decision. " " i taught you better. " " i would have been there, if i could. " " keep those teeth ready, little serpent. " " watch their back, but don't let them see yours. " " use him. but never allow him to use you. " " what in the seven fucking hells is wrong with you? " " we can't cooporate if you won't let me get close to you. " " i won't even dignify that with a response. " " you're working against me, not with me. " " you are afraid of me. " " i'm not going to hurt you. how close do i have to get without splitting you open to make you believe that? " " i don't know how i ever thought this was gonna work. " " don't let them take her. "
𝙸𝚅. 𝙷𝙰𝙻𝙵 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.
" you're many things. but a good actress is not one of them. " " we're losing moonlight. " " don't you worry about me. " " get the fuck away from her. " " i'll be back. don't burn to death. " " i called and called but he wouldn't answer. " " we're surrounded by those who would like to see us dead. " " don't forget those teeth of yours. you will need them. " " daughter of the moon. welcome. " " i'm sorry for what i'm about to do to you. " " i'm glad your bedside manner is about as delicate as i would have expected. " " too late for that. you're stuck with me. " " did you miss me? " " i'm coming for you. " " you worried me. i should have known better. "
𝚅. 𝙲𝚁𝙴𝚂𝙲𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.
" return to the church at sundown. " " you were fucking magnificent. " " something bothers you. " " a dance? " " one more dance. " " give me one honest thing. " " are you going to kill me? " " you might destroy me anyway. " " that wasn't how i'd imagined making you come for the first time. " " you seem to be good at winning the hearts of ill-tempered creatures. " " we have enough if we ration. " " it finally happened. you've lost your mind. " " after everything, you're still afraid of me? " " i'm not a fucking animal. " " didn't think i'd see you again. " " you said it yourself. you don't have a choice. " " you can still say no. " " don't do anything stupid. " " we need to run right now. "
𝚅𝙸. 𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.
" you look them in the eye. " " i gave you everything. i made you all that you are. " " don't look at me that way. " " kiss me. " " we'll probably die tomorrow. " " show me something worth living for. " " i've done a lot of thinking about you. " " i would beg, for you, i would. " " you have fucking destroyed me. " " there she is. " " give me a fair fight and i'll give you a fair death. " " i'm glad it was you. " " end it. " " i know what it is to lose half of one's soul. " " so many mistakes in the end. never you. " " you're safe. "
𝚅𝙸𝙸. 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃.
" i was ready to let it all go for you. " " that is the stupidest plan i have ever heard. " " we will find the answers. " " everything looks so much more peaceful now, doesn't it? " " power is a bloody business. " " and there is no one i would rather have beside me. " " i give you my body. i give you my blood. i give you my soul. " " i'd like to be alone. " " you look like shit. " " better this than dead. " " what's the plan? " " you can find me when you need me. "
BIGBANG - ’봄여름가을겨울 (Still Life)’
T.O.P (최승현)
my MISTAKES belong entirely to me independent original character supernatural based ( 21+ )
is she? maybe that's a good thing, a bad thing, her grin hangs by a thread with a laugh that tugs persistent. the look on his face tells her enough, those flickers of his gaze, the glory of a thing made to serve the DEVIL'S PURPOSE. the laugh is warm and pleased for the simple fact that she was able to see him again and here she thought it was impossible! was that not proof that perhaps her fractured memories could persist into something that might be worthwhile, here?
"i'm just happy i REMEMBER YOUR FACE!" wasn't she pleased for it? shouldn't he be, as well? there he walks, a god of death that couldn't feed her the same fitting ending, she sighs for it. "well, it's hard to say! what life is this?" her blue eyes narrow within a cheshire cat's grin that suits her oh so well. "but i know little things. we're not really friends. you eat things that i've left behind or haven't gotten to. you're in between. you sit in a place akin to hell. and we. we have a connection, don't we? the rest is just waiting to be discovered! which was why i had to seek you out. what. did you not see the crumbs and clues i've been leaving behind for you?"
- @vensperus
PERHAPS THESE ARE THINGS HE DIDN’T MISS , the word games , the antics , the roundabout yet straight to the point statements . the smile upon her lips is as dangerous and cunning as he remembers , but yet ? she is happy to see him , but there’s something beyond his presence that makes him realize this . something that rifles within her mind and the madness that seeps through every pore . he’d lost her long ago , he’d returned to hell to ensure the gates remained shut on both sides and conquered his supposed quest . the world is where it should be .
yet — as she states so clearly — he is trapped in between both realms , struggling to yank at strings to pull him to shore . ❛ and seek you out you did — you found me ❜ or perhaps he found her , the wiles of alice were always easy for him to find , as easy as they were to avoid too , when necessary , he remembers well what’s transpired , though his memory burns of hellfire , she has remained a constant . this is all despite the nonsense that seems to follow , ❛ i followed and found you , but your bread crumbs ? what if i wasn’t the only one looking ? ❜
☾ ⋆・゚:⋆・゚ i'm really bad at keeping up with this blog , but if you ever want to know where else you can find me as a means of reminding me that taemin is here , not there , find me on @ofeden or @eposerta
THE CAMBION CAN FEEL IT just as she does — but death doesn’t ripple through his skin and bones . it cauterizes before numbness takes hold and the feeling drags taemin’s gaze sharp to the ground . what else can he say to explain to lydia that the world is meant to be this way ? that opening the gates of hell will only add to the pain and suffering that has her struggling upon her knees ? it’s the war of whispers in his head that commands he follow her , but he knows all too well that the banshee signifies death , and he doesn’t want to be the one to toss that upon her shoulders . he wants to kneel down before her — tell her he’s sorry .
❛ and what would it do , lydia ? ❜ the question comes out sharp , demanding for a response — a game plan that her endless mind must have come up with by now , ❛ what do you think will happen once the door opens ? what goes in must be traded and what you’re asking ? it’s … ❜ instead of kneeling before her , he reins back , exasperation upon often stoic features that leaves him unsettled in his own , inevitable , decision . the suffering of humanity should never have been a thought , that door should have opened centuries ago , but he’s gone from it’s keyholder to it’s gatekeeper . @thatprettylittlething
❛ the ends justify the means . ❜ @vensperus // memes // always accepting
LISTENING ATTENTIVELY, he is all rapt consideration. taemin stands as though the weight of the world wishes to be held upon his shoulders —meanwhile forces both above and below seek him out. what else could he have become other than destruction ? what else could he desire if not some sort of peace —-even if it means the tainting of more than his own soul.
michael is a patient being —-he has led armies, championed the people, sat at the right hand of the maker of all things. he has existed for longer than most can even comprehend. but he is also an agent of vengeance, of justice, of war. still, when he speaks his voice is all quiet calm, carrying divine authority in every syllable.
❝ but that is not always the case, and it’s vital that you understand that — especially when innocent lives are at stake. ❞
some would counter that there is no such thing as innocence, not in something as flawed as humanity. but it is not the job of angels (or demons ) to judge such things. for his part, michael has a host of his own kind who may face his judgment. ❝ our purpose — ❞ comical as it may be to lump the two together, those who couldn’t be more at odds, he continues softly. ❝ — is to guide, protect, inspire. whatever destruction you’re intent on delivering, you’ll only serve to prove one thing. ❞ a step closer, expression impassive despite the edge that sharpens his next words. ❝ that you’re nothing but a slave to your own nature — weak, filled with incredible power and yet instead of controlling it —- ❞ there’s something like disappointment in his eyes, and michael shakes his head. ❝ —- you allow it to control you. ❞
HE LAUGHS where he shouldn’t . the divine presence , the hand of the maker , the most judgemental of them all — he dares lecture him on what the meaning of weak is . it’s a callous sound that escapes the cambion’s mouth , but taemin has faced threats of this caliber before . he’s had lucifer whispering in his ear for as long as he can remember — is it weak , truly , to give in for the silence ? after all , has he not waited centuries for this moment ? to stand into the eyes of vengeance ? to encapsulate the entirety of the word’s demand ? ❛ you angels are all the same — ❜ the smile upon taemin’s features turns cold and it’s wiped away to match the archangel’s passive expression . he’s tired of the war in his mind , sick of the destruction brewing on the horizon , he’s grown bored of hearing the prophets tales of the unmaker , set to destroy everything his opposite had created . ❛ you know , the irony of it all — you and i are in a similar boat , you just keep forgetting one thing , ❜ a finger rises , a step forward taken , unfazed by the strength that stands before him and he sighs , dejected . ❛ i’m also human , a part of your maker’s plan , if the so called almighty didn’t want this to happen … then why is it fated ? ❜
it’s because he isn’t supposed to be standing , he was never intended to survive the slaughter of his kind , but he did . an anomaly , a break of the mold — the son of lilith . ❛ you can call me weak for imagining a life without your brother in my head , but at least i have fought off my destiny for centuries while you ? ❜ another step closer is taken , this one doesn’t hold the threatening weight that it could , and he looks towards michael with distaste , and exhaustion , ❛ you continue to follow your orders — you are nothing but a tool , even now , standing here on your rotting pedestal . ❜
@vensperus - a starter for taemin as a welcome back !
"don't go telling me you MISSED ME NOW, we both know that that wouldn't be true." here sits alice! new life, new smile, all cocked and armed but with something akin to a sliver of a memory. how else would she know a man was a man was a demon was a nightmare?
he's left a mark! let it linger, let it settle into her bones. doesn't he know that? a cambion and a girl like her, they're never meant to run within the same circles, much less the same dreams! yet here they were, in UTTER OPPOSITION. "that's okay~ you don't have to say it. i missed you! gosh, your scowl is as terrible as ever, isn't it?"
- @vensperus
SHOCK SHOULD PAINT ITSELF UPON the cambion’s features — awe perhaps , but taemin simply stares for a long moment . nightmares and horrors have always awaited him in this inbetween of a world , the shadows cast darkness across every inch and muck floods the riverbanks of memories sought . what purpose does he have here today ? to reap the sanctity of hell itself by rooting himself in it’s innerworld ?
or perhaps it’s some other nefarious means , regardless , she is a surprise . ❛ and you are exactly as i remember , alice ❜ he approaches with care , hands stuffed in his pockets before offering a simple gaze intended to size her up , find out what’s changed from yesteryear and all the time in between , ❛ i’d say what a surprise , but i’m starting to wonder if this is intentional , what trouble have you gotten into this time ? ❜
♡@vensperus
❛ OR ELSE WHAT , LYDIA ? ❜
there is no challenge in his tone , it differs from the way he’s met such anger in the past with her , yet he still stands tall , watching the banshee with a curious and cautious gaze . in fact , after a beat , he daringly takes a step forward as if quietly daring her to make some move against him , ❛ what do you think you can do to me that hasn’t been done already ? you think i haven’t been able to fight off a banshee’s screams ? — tell me ❜ another step , but this time he’s prepped for the retribution , ready to counter it if need be , ❛ do you honestly think i am mad enough to do this ? i’ve been warning you since i arrived that there were bigger things coming . now look who pays the price ❜
Prom dress in tatters, it’s that fateful night all over again. Except this time the enemy isn’t Peter Hale ( known, tangible, conquerable ) it’s something else entirely. Something Taemin had brought with him, Lydia expects, months of thinly veiled threats coming to a head when she’s teetering in the highest of heels.
❝ Oh, and it just so happens that all of this started when you showed up, hm? ❞ The young banshee stands her ground, seething, small hands curling into fists by her hipbones. Lydia doesn’t know if he’s mad, or just plain cruel. It’s still unclear whether he is friend or foe, now she aims to find out once and for all. ❝ So ── are you just here to GLOAT, or will you help us? ❞
THE FURY OF A BANSHEE — the shrill warning that lingers in the air at her words , he should know better , he’s been in this world for countless centuries and still the sensation of glass cracking against his skin remains unnerving . he’d tried to give warning , reminding lydia what weight this threat would hold , and yet she didn’t listen . now look where they stand . hell will come and it will wash swiftly over this small town and take down anything that stands in it’s way .
❛ i wonder if they asked the same of cassandra ❜ tone drops to a mere whisper , gaze drifting away from hers . the future teller , the prophet gone mad as she wrote and wrote and warned everyone of the dangers on their way , ❛ this is not something that i can just help with , lydia — the only solution here is to open the door for them to go back where they came from and i promise you , you don’t want that , either . ❜
"so, every answer i calculated comes with one or two sacrifices."
( @vensperus ) | lyrical starter call.
SACRIFICES ARE MANAGEABLE , they have been part of his decision making for as long as he can remember . don’t all choices come hand in hand ? he looks down for a moment , pointer finger pressing to the center of his browline and lets out a heavy sigh , ❛ may be worth it — ❜ he concedes , ❛ but you’ll have to be more specific so that we can get them out of there in one piece ❜
❝ you didn’t concoct this pathetic charade just to get me here. ❞ @vensperus // memes.
MOCK OFFENSE PLAYS PING PONG ON HER FEATURES —landing first in the way her eyes widen in surprise, followed by lips forming an “o” of shock, and then back up to brows that pull together and downward, distress threading through them at the inner corners. finally — the piece de resistance — a hand to her chest as though his words have physically pained her in some way.
❝ whatever do you mean? ❞ a step forward, hand still pressing against her heart, head tilts questioningly. ❝ mothers are allowed to miss their sons, you know. ❞ she huffs out in frustration, free hand finding its perch upon her hip. ❝ and some sons are so petulant and ungrateful that it takes a bit of creativity to get them to show up for family time. ❞
BOREDOM EXPRESSES LOUDLY UPON HIS FEATURES , his mother , the age old game of fallacy versus reality , attempting to play heart strings to his guilt ? his anger ? the visceral hatred he has for the woman before him burns behind the twitch beneath his eye as he watches her carefully . he trusts no one , but trusts her even less . ❛ cut the shit , lilith ❜ no other creature of the supernatural world would dare speak to her in this manner , but he’s always enjoyed going against the proverbial grain .
not once has there ever been a time for casual conversation between the two , she wants something , he’s sure of it , but what that is he’s not confident enough to call her out on just yet . not without more information . ❛ one day , you’ll find the personality to make friends of your own , that way you don’t need to play tricks in order to get some company . nobody wants to listen about how ungrateful they are , you know . ❜
head lulls to the side as he appraises the cambion now standing in front of him, eyes roving over @vensperus‘ form before he’s finally deciding to address him. ❛ you know… i tried not to take offense to when you shot me down in my offer to have you serve under me as a knight of hell, but now you’re here and with no gift? what am i to make of this? ❜ green eyes are locked on the being as he awaits a response to his question. after all, their interests didn’t exactly overlap, so by his standards, there’s no reason for them to be interacting at the moment, unless… maybe this might lead to something fruitful for the king, so he waits to hear what brought taemin to his door.
。.✦ starter call — accepting
THE GLOWER FORMED UPON the cambion’s features maintains a steady impulse of otherwise composure . ❛ i thought you of all people could appreciate one’s lack of desire to be controlled . ❜ crowley’s incompetence is palpable between them , like a tidal wave of where the supposed king stands is waiting for the moment to drown him . ❛ maybe i’ve decided to take my rightful place ❜ the laugh that follows is bitter , the words untrue , though the thought is amusing to him . he’d much rather not be a leader in any regard — but his place remains cemented in stone , ❛ perhaps my mother sends her regards ❜ another lie , he’s not spoken to lilith in a century at minimum , making it a point to avoid the hellwitch with everything he has , ❛ or it could be that i’m here looking for a certain fallen angel that your demon horde can’t seem to shut up about , i’ll let you guess which of the three . ❜