disembowelment sounds pretty ok @vent-dog-blog - Tumblr Blog

i never cnosidered drinking b4 today but afyer what jsut happened i rly wouldnt mind getting absolutely shitfaced and mayb dying hhhaahah

#glitchtxt #i cant fucking sleep nd now im seeing shit again #didnt kno at the time tho and i thought it was all real hahah #so of course i made an ass outta myself #alcohol mention //#death mention //

brain: this is all yuor fault

me: no,, its not.. . ..

brain: yes it is and u need 2 suffer for what u have done

me: s hit ur right

#glitchtxt #hrere we go again folks #im not even gonna fight it this time im just gonna do it #i rrealy do deserve it im such a bad frienf ffuckksdhdjk

pls don't try to get sympathy from me rn holy shitttt

#glitchtxt #not a vague #not abt any mutuals #im just gonna avoid my way outta this one too hahhahhaa

it's rly funny how my whole summer has been turned upside down by some shitty medication that i don't even want to take lol. i barely sleep, im constantly paranoid and on edge, i cant seem to get thru a week without some sort of dissociative episode, and i cant eat without feeling nauseous afterwards. and now im right back into the old habits i swore i would overcome this summer,, big fucking shock. and i know things would be better if i had a say in anything,, but of course i dont. not even this one. as always, my parents have the final say. i cant get off my own fucking pills!! fucking incredible! guess if it makes me a tolerable person it doesn't really matter how bad the side effects are :,,^)

#glitchtxt #medication //#family mention //#self harm //#sorry this is a mess haha;;;#vent //#negative //