Ventz

I need somewhere to let out all my annoying thoughts

[venthourz]

So I’m finally in a relationship. The universe gave me a perfect man, but of course he’s in the military and had to go back to his base in Japan a month into the relationship 😓 I’m definitely stupid but I have it bad for this man

[venthourz]

Seeing this from when we first got together and I feel nothing but stupid. How could a man that has claimed to love me for years and tried for so long to call me his, betray me so easily. I’ve given up everything to be with him, to make us work. I’ve never felt this low in my life. I hate myself for not leaving when I found everything out. I love him too much to leave, but I’m afraid it’ll just turn into resentments why do people have to cheat, just fucking leave the person instead of breaking them beyond repair

[venthourz]

I caught you on dating apps, found the many half-naked IG models you follow, and the messages and pics back and forth with a girl you kept trying to date (claiming you never had feelings for her, but had her saved under a cute nickname, used to tell her you loved her, and used to have her name saved as “my baby”). But yet you have the audacity to be hurt when I said that all those things made me feel like you didn’t love me. What more do I have to do to be enough for you?

[venthourz]

Stayed even when I felt like I was the only one trying and putting in effort to make long distance work. Moved across the world to start our life together, only to find out he was sexting some girl while I was still at home. Right when I quit my job for him. Right when I left my apartment and starting packing my stuff to move in with him. All he can say is that he was so lonely and made a dumb mistake. And all I’m left with is being alone all day, everyday while he’s at work, in a country I know no one and don’t speak the language. I left my family, friends, job, and entire life for him. And all I get is the constant reminder that I will never be enough, even when I give my absolute everything to someone. I have nothing left to give. I’m so close to just giving up on everything

[nmolesofadrenaline]

[venthourz]

I was dumb enough to get back into a long distance relationship. For someone who had begged to get back together, he’s changed so much and puts in so little effort now in the relationship. He would want to FaceTime every second of the day, even if it was just to brush his teeth before bed. Now, I’m lucky if I get a text back four hours later

[bodyglitter]

so ummm when is it My turn to receive love and affection

[stephpanda]

❤️‍🩹

[justonlytalktome-deactivated202]

[viivi5]

that feeling when you see everyone around you get treated with love and attention, and all that’s left for you is to watch from afar and wish that it was you.

[whirlwindofstuff]

[overwhelming-thoughtss]

i’m scared that i’ll never be enough. that this is all i’ll ever be

[chcrrycosmos]

In every lifetime, every universe, my soul will be drawn to yours.

I will choose you in every life.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’m done, defeated. Some of us aren’t meant to be loved. Today is the day I will try to accept that. Keep to myself. It’ll hurt. A lot. A lot. But I’m done. My life has been agony and my fragile heart can’t take this anymore. I’ll always be an object. To be used then thrown away. I’m not good enough or worthy of being loved.

[wishing-for-deathx]

You know what’s selfish? Breaking someone to the point where they don’t live. Breaking them so bad that they cant be fixed anymore. When they think of life, it’s synonymous to agony. They just survive each day. It’s not selfish to want to end it. It’s liberation from suffering. It’s selfish to do this to someone repeatedly and ask them to stay.

Why should I stay when no ever did.

[im-permanently-damaged]

[drunk-werewolf]

[evadneares]

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