ventsonly

18+ Minors DNI. I am 27. Diagnosed OCD and PTSD. CSA survivor. He/him or she/her. There will only ever be vitriol on this account. If you know me, no you don't. I am willing to argue with you - I'm here to blow off steam. Insult me if you want. If it gets too intense I tap out by blocking. All's fair game. Hurt me.

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Maybe if I were more respectful I wouldn’t fuck up all my closest relationships, did I ever think of that?

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I’m in hell world

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Should I drink tonight?

yes

no

Voting ended onAug 3

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I didn’t

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Should I drink tonight?

yes

no

Voting ended onAug 3

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My sexuality is gone, just gone

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It wasn’t gone, it was just about to swing back around into hypersexual mania 🙃

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What the actual fuck am I doing with this man??? I know what I want but this isn’t this man and it doesn’t exist. What am I doing?

I want to be good to him, that really is true. Right? How do I make sure he doesn’t get hurt?

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Maybe if I were more respectful I wouldn’t fuck up all my closest relationships, did I ever think of that?

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It (derogatory, self directed) should go fuck itself

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I just want to **** ******, is that so much to ask?

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There’s nothing I can do. Life just doesn’t get better.

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No one wants to hear my bullshit. That’s why I come here. I love not hurting anyone or being hurt. I love being alone. I’m in a lot of pain, but at least I’m not spreading it. Right?

If a tree is passive aggressive and guilt tripping in the forest, and no one is around to hear, should the tree still shoot itself or can it carry on screaming undisturbed?

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AAAAAAAAAAAJANSJAKSaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANAAKWKEPWPWNBXKXQKDNJSJDAAAAaåAaaaaaaaaAawaaawaaaaaaaLAaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGHFHFUCK

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My sexuality is gone, just gone

[ceruleanheaven]

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

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(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

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My sexuality is just this fucking ghost town now. This is what’s left of it.

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It won’t work out. To watch this failure unfold will be deeply painful. My life is coming to nothing.