i am nothing

23.

[venuscurse]

i wish i wasn’t me anymore , i wouldn’t want anyone to be so miserable

[venuscurse]

i feel so empty again

[venuscurse]

when will these feelings stop

[venuscurse]

i’ve never felt so alone

[venuscurse]

i’m sorry

[venuscurse]

why have i never had anyone i can go to, why am i always alone

[venuscurse]

i want to feel again , i don’t want to be whatever this is with the same cycles and same thoughts. i thought maybe i could stick around to make the changes but it’s like no matter what it’s all still there i am always going to be that girl who has people around but can’t feel because who really loves the lonely girl

[s1ck-pup]

doesn’t matter how okay i think i am, the loneliness will always creep in

[venuscurse]

i feel my skin crawl all the time , i want to crawl out of this body out of this world . i don’t want to be me anymore yet im still stuck here suffering. i cannot be. anything more than the things that have happened to me that is all i know that is all i am no matter what changes i make or where i go how far i run away , i am always going to be those things

[venuscurse]

i deserve everything that’s happened

[borderlinebaby420]

so exhausted to my core

[venuscurse]

i’m always in that room

[venuscurse]

i think i’m slipping again, i think i’ll always feel like i can’t breathe why can’t i breathe

[venuscurse]

when you finally realize not matter where you go, all those things will always follow you and come out in different ways, you finally feel more peace with the fact you don’t belong anywhere.

[venuscurse]

i know i’m not an easy person to be around and i get that but i feel so alone everyday

[justafuckingdisaster]

I don't want to wake up tommorow.

[venuscurse]

i always go back to feeling like that little girl in your room , laying in that bed , stuck under you