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He/him sw: 71kg cw:66 kg gw:60 kg ugw: 55 kg

[venxmous-b0y]

it’s so weird that the number I see on the scale in the morning determines if I’m gonna eat or not today.

[venxmous-b0y]

I just wanna take a bath and watch the water turn red

[allpainnogxin]

the "god i wish that were me" moodboard

[shoeboxgoblin]

Rejection sensitive dysphoria is wild. Someone will be like "hey just so you know the thing you did was a little bit loud/uncomfortable/insensitive but it's ok I know you didn't mean it" and my brain will instantly translate "you should be shot"

[ajani]

The fun other side of this too is when you are afraid of making other people feel that way so you just let shit go 90% of the time even when it's reasonable and valid to make a comment/critique/etc

[maa-iingan]

Update:

They think I have late stage Addison’s disease.

I have more testing I have to do.

I’m without words. This is terrifying.

I can’t even let myself grieve or relax because I don’t even have enough money to be diagnosed properly OR treated.

So please, please. If you have anything to spare.. I need it now more than ever ..

I appreciate any and ALL HELP!!!

If you’d like to immediately help me my PayPal is

https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage

I don’t want to die because I can’t afford to get treatment. I’ve come this far.. I’m desperate. I need my community now more than ever. Please don’t let me be forgotten

BOOST THIS

[maa-iingan]

https://www.gofundme.com/f/1s9mcl6neo?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&rcid=40da252734534337a34905a6ced9b9f5

Click here to support Medical emergency, in desperate need of treatment! organized by Kailey Babcock

Kailey Babcock Medical emergency, in desperate need of treatment! Hello, my name is Yves, I’m a young, trans individual who recently moved t

Here’s my GoFundMe to help with everything, I can’t reach the funds fully til I reach my goal or I end it. I’m only at 10% of what I need. SO PLEASE SHARE IT EVERYWHERE!! COPY THE LINK AND SHARE IT TO YOUR FB, TWITTER, IG, everywhere!! It’ll help me tremendously, and it’s the perfect way to help me if you cannot donate anything. It’d be helping survive, thank you

[maa-iingan]

IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME!! , please help in any way that you can. If you’re unable/ not in a place to be able to donate then PLEASE boost, or repost my story!! That helps me just as much !!! and I don’t have much time left to wait and hope for help.

if you’d like to immediately help me with medical funds/survival funds you can donate here:

https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage

https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage

[starstruck-dandelion]

I'm dying too but hey help this person. Good luck whoever you are. Sorry I have a small blog so I'm not helping much.

[maa-iingan]

I love you, I’m sending you all the positive energy, thank you for your time. I appreciate you ♥️

[maa-iingan]

This is what it’s doing to my body as we speak..

This is what i get all over my body when I get flare ups from stress. It’s extremely painful and leaves open sores, which is dangerous because I have a compromised immune system

My body is shutting down, and I’m fighting my hardest to get a diagnosis to TREAT whatever this is AS SOON AS POSSIBLE because the symptoms are getting more severe by every flare up I have..

I’ve had to have 3 emergency catheters so far because my bladder keeps completely shutting down..

I’ve been rapidly losing weight and having muscle loss. I’m not able to break down protein properly for some reason.

I went from 117 to 97

These are only SOME OF THE SYMPTOMS DEALING WITH, But here it is! As humiliating as it is..here’s what it’s doing to me in full view..

I need help while it’s still possible.

[maa-iingan]

My procedure is in a couple of days!!! This is important!! Please help me! I NEED TREATMENT

[fairycosmos]

friends: ew how can you not shower for like days on end don’t you feel gross?? and how can you let your room get in such a mess wtf??

me, leaning forward so my lips touch the microphone: I Have Depression

[diet-oxygen]

Me logging back into ED tumblr after spending a month binging and calling it “recovery”

[paelfune]

[werewolfskinnybf]

my parents: dont eat ure fat

me: *actually stops*

parents;

[xl-depresso-espresso]

[uhm-ok-could-you-not]

[skinny-is-law]

Raise your hand if you genuinely like to cook or bake, but have an ed 🤗

Like honestly when I am preparing food for others I just feel so calm... then it's time to eat it and I kinda just dont??

[adventureswithana]

Me: *sees a 10 year old child*

ed brain: thinspo

[fckingbr4t]

Me: has a disorder that makes me binge

Me: also has a disorder that makes me want to starve myself

Me:

[coffeeandgum]

who else is a member of the “you’re not thin enough to have an eating disorder” club

[psychiatricrabbit-deactivated20]

Or the “not thin enough for anyone to care you have an eating disorder” club

[anxietyembodied]

Or the “i’m not skinny so i must be faking”

[ijustwannastarve]

Or the “there is no way you could have an eating disorder” club

[venxmous-b0y]

I won’t describe myself as skinny/call myself a skinny legend until I hit my gw😁😁😁

[thedankest]

me too, m8.