You know what? I would be angry about this. I give you my trust again, and here you go abusing and destroying it. Last time we spoke, you said you would leave Seanie alone, except perhaps to apologize. I don't need to point out that is not what you're doing.
This reads like you're jealous of her. You feel that she gets more attention than you, has a 'clique'. This reads like you're insecure. You know that you have more followers, more fans than her, and still you're trying to drag her name through the mud to try to get people to leave her, when really it's been your actions all along which has dug this grave.
i should never have bullied sean, she was just talking to someone who would listen to her problems and try to help, but she made it your business to know and i preyed on that. since sean confronted you about what happened, i figured that we're all entwined in this together. i realized that if i said something nasty to her, she would tell you, so i used my past experiences with her to justify putting you guys through misery. i wanted to do horrible, outrageous thing to get your attention and remind you constantly that i was angry, no matter how bad it made me look. i've already told her millions of times how i feel and what she did wrong in the first place, so she doesn't need to hear it again right now. i've been eternally flipflopping between being sorry and being enraged but if i do decide to contact her in the future, it'll be to apologize. not for how i feel about our relationship but for how i reacted to the situation. i can't renounce my disappointment, but i honestly admit that i didn't need to keep bringing it up for two months. she didn't deserve anything like that, especially when she was just trying to seek guidance. i've stooped low enough as it is, so thank you for telling me what i wanted to know. i guess it's time to try to regain some dignity.
You know what, though? I guess I sort of expected this. The first time I posted that wall to try to get you to stop harassing me, because I felt so -unsafe- at that point, you said that you would leave Seanie out of this. You didn't. You sent her some of the most disgusting things I have ever seen. Of course, you glossed over that in your summary of 'everything wrong with zombieshoardoffantrolls', but it was disgusting. You're not a person that I can trust. You're not someone that I want to be friends with. You act as if fantroll quadrants are really important in all of this - when you've threatened to release nudes, you've made gore specifically to trigger her, you've done the effective thing of stalking people who have made it very clear that they don't want you speaking to them. Are fantroll quadrants really important in the face of that?
I'm not saying that Zombie hasn't made mistakes. I understand that you two have hurt each other. That happens with relationships. Things don't work out. But, I don't care - like I said as I was speaking to you, that's between you two. I'm just saying that people in glass houses shouldn't throw stones, and you shouldn't go back on your promises so easily. I'm not going to bother responding if you do, but you should really think about what you've done, and what she's done, and ask yourself what is more damaging here.
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