𝐻𝒾𝓇𝒶.☽

Welcome to my cozy online space! 𓂃🖊📓 Thoughts and reflections from a 23-year-old-girl. Karachi, Pakistan. ‧₊˚🖇️✩ 🇵🇰♡ ig @hazelclouds._

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اللهم لا تعلق قلبي بما ليس لي

"I pray to you God to not make my heart love what is not mine."

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Wo Rab to khamosh sadayen bhe jaanta hay.

Pehle mein mangti thi lambi chouri duain, Lekin ab na jane mujh mei kia badal gaya hay?? dil pe ghubar sa cha gaya hay, mujh se ab purane ehtimam se lambi lambi duain nhi mangi jaati, mein ab zaban se lafz ada nhi karti, bas ab Allah ke samne khaali hath phela ke beth jaati hoon ke mere hath, dill aur meri jhooli khali hay tu to jaanta he hai Allah, lekin kahin na kahin mere dill mein ye yaqeen hay ke mein kuch na bhe bolon tab bhe Allah sab samajh jata hay, wo khamoshi mein dabi siskiyan jaanta hay, wo muskurahat mein chupy ansou'n jaanta hay. Aur mujhe isi se sakoon mil jaata hay.

- Hira Kaleem

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Betiyon ke liye ek alag duniya honi chahye,

jahan sirf naram dill log mojoud hoon.

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"کوئی نہیں مرتا کسی کے بغیر "

We often heard this line whenever someone tries to tell their grief when they lose someone.

Yes. It's true.

"اگر آپ سانسیں چلنے کو ذندگی گزارنا کہتے ہیں تو واقعی کوئی نہیں مرتا !"

But no one talks about :

"ہمیں زندگی جینی تھی، گزارنی نہیں تھی"

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Ajeeb si thakan hai jo sirf jism mein nhi, rooh mei bhe mehsoos hoti hai. Na kisi se shikayat karne ka dil karta hai aur na hi kisi ko apna haal btane ka. Bas kabhi kabhi dil chahta hai ke koi bina puche smjh ley ham theek nhi hain. Magar zindagi har kisi ko apni jung khud larna sikhati hai. Is liye hum bhe muskura dete hain, chahe andar kitne he tofaan kiu na chal rahe hoon.

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only Allah knows what I've been through.

mein Allah ke samne beth'ti hoon hath phela ke, Allah se shikayat karti hoon, lekin kabhi kabhi mein itni thak jaati hoon Allah! ke mere bas mein nahi hay warna mein apko galy laga kar itna rou'n ke puri kayenat ko khabar ho ke duniya walon ne kis tarhan tora hay mujhe, kitna dill dukhaya hay mera, aur kitna rulaya hay mujhe. idk how to explain this feeling but kabhi mera dill karta hay Allah mere bilkul mere samne houn aur mei unko beth ke apne gham sunaon, kiu ke zindagi kabhi kabhi itni ziyada bojhal lagti hay, aur bas phir mein sajde mei sar rakh ke phoot phoot ke rona shru kar deti hoon.

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Mujhe sharam aati hai ke mera maamla Allah ke haath mein hai aur main phir bhi raaton ko ro ke guzaarti hun halanke wo Rabb to wo hai jo samundar mein Yunus (A.S) ko bhi nahi bhoola aur kunwein mein Yusuf (A.S) ko bhi tanha nahi chora, aur jis ne samandar ke beech Musa (A.S) ko akela nahi chora phir main kyun har baar toot kar ye bhool jati hun ke jis Rabb ne ab tak sambhala hai wo aayinda bhi mujhe girne nahi de ga.

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Aaj ke dour mein ameer wahi hay jis ke pas mukhlis dost hainn.

Duniya ki bheer mein Aek aesa dost zaroor hona chahye ke jab thak jayen to uske pas jaky apni thakan utaar saken, uske kandhe per sar rakh ke chand pal ankhen mond saken. Jis ke saamne ap vulnerable ho saken, zindagi bohat bhari hai, ek acha, sacha, aur mukhlis dost sab ke pas hona chahye. Jo apki banawati hansi aur ankhon mein pheele nami dekh saky, jis ke saamne khud ko explain na karna pare, jis ke saamne jhoota "mein theek hoon" ka dikhawa na karna pare. dosti ek bohat khubsurat rishtaa hayy and If you have friends like this, you're truly blessed.

Aur isi tarhan dosti mein dhoka mil jaiye to insaan mazeed dost nhi pata, ye ek aesa trauma jis se ap move on he nhi kar pate, when Sajal in sinf-e-ahan said, "dost jab dushman ban jaiye to us se ziyada be-rehem koi nhi hota." doston ka bicharna bohat aziyat naak hota hay. Mein jab bhe aese dost dekhti hoon mein unki dosti ke dayemi hone ki Duā zaroor karti hoon. Allah hamesha sab ki dosti salamat rakheee.

- Hira Kaleem

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This Dua is for you.

Allah tumhare naseeb bohat khubsurat kare, qadar karne wale aur mukhlis logon ke sath se nawaze, tumhari tamam duain qabool hon, jitna manga hay us se kayi ziyada tumhe ata farmaya jaiye, tum kabhi mayoos na ho, na-umeed na ho, tum hamesha Allah ki rehmaton ke hisar mein raho, tumhen naik hamsafar mile, khushiyan aur asaniyan tumhara muqadar banen, tumhari ankhen kabhi koi gham na dekhen, tum khamosh jangen jeet jao, aur Allah tumhen itna dey ke tum uska shukar karte na thako.

- Hira Kaleem

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Read somewhere ;

- Agar apke ek "Eid Mubarak" ke text se kisi ki Eid Mubarak ho sakti hai, to kar den na uski Eid Mubarak.

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Mere piyare Rab! aaj jo duain ham apse ankhon mein aasou'n bhar ke aur dill mei tawak'kul liye mang rahe hain, agle Arafah tak wo duain aesi khubsurti se qabool farmaa ke hamara dill bhe boley ke ye Allah ka khubsurat moajza tha hamare liye. Hamare naseeb mai hamari pasandida cheez ko likh dey Ya Allah. Hamari wo tamam duain qabool farma len jin ka qaboliyat ka intizar hamen khaye jaa raha hai, Ameen.

- Hira Kaleem

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- Aik beti likhti hay ky,

"Tumhen pata hay her beti apne waalid se sab se ziyada piyar kiyu karti hai? kiu ke wo jaanti hay ke is duniya mai baap he wo wahid MARD hai jo uski mukurahaton or aansoun ko apni kamzori bana leta hai, wo kabhi apna wada nhi toorta, kabhi sath nhi chorta aur sab se barh kar, wo dhoka nhi deta." Har beti ke liye uska baap, uski puri duniya hota hai.

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From being excited for Eid-ul-Azha to now preparing a Dua list for Arafah, we all grew up somewhere in between.

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Khatoon aur نصیب.

Girl to Girl, Jab apne liye youm - e - Arafah pe Dua mangna to apne ache naseeb ke liye Dua zaroor mangna, Maturity hits harder when you realize that naseeb is going to be the only thing you'll pray for so much this Arafah. Ku ke surten kitni he khubsurat kiyu na hoon naseebon ki mohtaaj hua karti hain.

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Aurat ke wajood mei 9 maheene rehne ke bad, Aurat ke jism se nikalne ke bad, Biwi ke roop mein Aurat ke pas sakoon hasil karne ke bad, zindagi aur moat ke beech se guzar kar inki nasal ko agay barhane wali Aurat he akhir mein in mardon ke liye har burai ki jar aur paon ki jutti ke brabar hoti hai. Kiu? Kia Aurat ko izzat dena itna mushkil hai in ke liye? kiu us se narmi se paish nhi aya jaata? Ya phir izzat bhe wahi de sakta hai jis ki khud ki izzat hoti hai. Aurat se narmi ka mamla rakho, warna Allah uske har ansoun ka hisab lega.

- Hira Kaleem

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Ba'az auqaat mujhay wazeh samajh ati hay kay Allah pak meri pukar suntay hain, aur kisi na kisi waseelay say mujhay jawab bhe detay hain. Mae apne Rab ki nigah'on mae hoon, aur wo mujh se muhabbat karta hay, ye ehsaas bohat he khubsurat hay. Allah hay na!

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Ho sakta hai jo tum kab se ro ro kar Allah se mang rahe ho wo is youm-e-Arafah pe tumhen milne wala ho? that one impossible Dua jo tumhara dill be-chain kiye rakhti hai, jis ki wajha se tum intizar se thakne lage ho, jis ki wajha se tum raton ko route ho? mayous mat hona, duaon ka jawab zaroor ata hay, jhooli khali nhi rehti us mei kuch na kuch zaroor girta hai. Kia pata tumhen intizar se azmaya jarha ho, aur phir tumhari pasandida cheez se nawaz diya jaiye? Sirf sabar rakho, Allah ke liye to kuch bhe na-mumkin nhi hai.

- Hira Kaleem