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I miss my ocs,,,I MISS MY OCS,,, <-can draw them at any time

nikoriis

Being obsessed with your own ocs is so so good for you i seriously can't recommend it enough

nikoriis

The only downside is that you have to do Everything around here

romanceyourdemons

guy working on an artwork they knew would push them technically: what the hell why do i keep doing this wrong. am i haunted by malevolent spirits and such

on thursday, april 9th, at around 1pm, i had to say goodbye to my best friend, my soulmate, my other half of 14 and a half years.

i knew it was coming. i managed to get another month and a half with you. not enough, but you made it to april, which in my book means you lived a long and prosperous 15 years. you have followed me through three homes. you were never the most empathetic or snuggly cat. you preferred to be close from a distance, and i was more than okay with that. when i got you, i named you selina, after catwoman. but selina also means moon, and you followed me around like a little moon everywhere. between rooms, down hallways, across three different homes. you were my little shadow, and you still are. every shadow in my home contains a trace of you. even though i don't see you anymore, i still say good morning, good night, be good to all these places.

i'm going to miss you sitting like a little statue in the middle of the room (you would always curl your tail around your front feet), or screaming at me from the kitchen doorway because you wanted shrimp, or greeting me with a wobbly meow as your trotted down the hall every time i came home.

i had to let you go before i was ready, but i was never going to be ready. when you left, you weren't in pain, or in distress, and that matters more to me than anything. just because i feel like i failed in some abstract, unexplainable way, i know that i didn't, but it's still hard to accept.

i'll miss you more than you'll ever know, my sweet little girl, my seleenie, my cranky old lady.

visit me often.

#cw pet loss #cw pet grief #cw pet death #cw grief #ronnie's art tag.#it felt important to make this even though i've already written her so many letters in my journal #i never made any art of her because i felt like i didn't need to #she was right there #i have so many photos of her more than i can count #but making this helped #pet loss #pet death

hoaxghost

holding on by a god damn thread

awakefor48hours

"You should create for yourself" and "it's okay to feel discouraged when creating your own original projects if no one interacts with them" are two sentences that should be able to co-exist with each other

awakefor48hours

On the one hand, you should kill that capitalist in your head that tells you to make art only for the enjoyment of other people. On the other hand, it's totally fine to be disappointed that you spent hours or even days on something that only got 4 notes. You can feel both ways.

achillesinhighheels

boogerqueendraws

I felt like coloring this one

#YEAH LOOK AT THEM #look at their lil rattles

sexchangedotcom

my beautiful baby who i'm naming untitled document

boogerqueendraws

a quick little lighting study with ruyi

#I AM BARKING #I AM HISSING #I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH

ohcaptains

seeing people lose their minds trying to dispute that something clearly drawn in pencil on paper is ai-generated is not where i thought we would be in the art community after crawling through the trenches of deviantart in the 00s