November 3, 2025
Well, I f#cked up again.
I told a friend that the amount of texting he was doing with me was overwhelming. That was the word I used. And it didn't go over well. I could have waited until after his current life crisis to say this. But I didn't. And now we are back to not talking again. Which is what I wanted, less texting. But it didn't need to go from all day to nothing. I just needed him not to get angry at me for not texting back.
He's also my coworker, which sucks. He's supposed to work for me this week because I had my wisdom teeth removed this morning.
I texted him Thank you. In which he replied that he needs the money now more than ever. He's going through family issues and needs money, and now I'm considering leaving my job so he can have full-time hours. We work in the same position, but on different shifts...
I might as well by this point.
Not going to make any decisions now...
I didn't take my meds today. I couldn't after the surgery...
Um, well, okay, I really hate myself.
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