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hiatus

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belle // 18 // she + her poems || fics || recs || ao3

most recent work: 出発: departure

ask box: closed

[tenjiiku-deactivated20250702]

I really had the worst epiphany last night when I did rhe math and realized Ive been writing fanfic for 10 years now…. Crazy.. crazy.

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*looks at tags and dies*

[kiisuuumii]

Richard Siken, "Saying Your Names," Crush

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[the-night-picture-collector]

Ross Bleckner, Bird Painting for Bid for Life

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HI QUEEN

HI BAE ♡

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logged back onto this site just to be hit in the face with whorish gifs of michael kaiser

[thepersonalquotes]

i be like “i don’t care” and then my chest starts hurting

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OMGGG BELLE HIIII HIIII HELLOOO HOW ARE YOUUUU!!!

😅 lol i’ve been living life and doing big girl things. still on hiatus but every once in a while, the looming threat of mental illness forces me back onto this site.

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

sae love pissing you off because you have such a hot temper

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

he says the most deliberately agitating sentence known to man, handcrafted to make you mad, and then keeps thee most straight face until you eventually look like you wanna kill him. and then he smiles a little

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do you think the itoshi brothers are blue lock universes version of the bellingham brothers LIKE IMAGINE 80% of japans male population has unspoken beef *and respect towards sae because not only is he talented but every girls football crush 😭

🤔 i want to say yes and no. personality-wise, i think sae and rin are distinctly different from the bellingham brothers. reputation-wise, there are some similarities: (1) tiktok has velocity edits of them with rihanna's rude boy instrumental on full blast, (2) sae's fangirls carry around "where is sae itoshi" signs, and (3) everyone is down bad for them.

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I just read departure and it was so amazing!!! So excited for the next chapter

thank you anon 😊 chapter three is in the works, but given my writing habits it might take an indefinite amount of time to finish. i can, however, guarantee that it will be most angst-filled chapter yet.

[julykings]

do you still remember? 

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God your fic recc are amazing.

I don’t how u managed to hit every single one, every fic I read from there was breathtaking. Teach me your secrets damn 🙏🏻

That’s it you’re awesome don’t die have a nice day<3

lol it's probably the accumulation of reading several years' worth of fanfiction until three in the morning on a school night. preteen me was something else. glad you liked my recs tho ♡

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hi belle have you seen the latest blue lock chp with the itoshi bros 🥲🥲

😞 i have read it and i am not okay. sae covering for rin and then trying to distract him from their parents' arguments had me crying. that sort of scene was uncalled for.

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had an extremely graphic and weirdly cannibalistic dream last night, so i'm taking it as a sign to write about michael kaiser

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i literally can't write a drabble to save my life. someone teach me how.