day one not being high and i burst into tears because i havent had any issues with my chronic pain since i started taking the gummies, so i completely forgot how genuinely EVERYTHING in my body is CONSTANTLY in agony
i crouched to help my brother with something and im not even kidding the pain in my knees hasnt even kind of subsided, my stomach hurts, i had ice cream and the texture was MILDLY off and now im freaking out, i havent had trouble with ARFID in MONTHS because of the weed, i COMPLETELY FORGOT how bad it was.
oh and on top of all that? i cant sleep. if i survive tonight without dying i might start believing in god OH MY GOD IM SO ITCHY
update: i've cleaned my room mostly. all i have is my shameful pile of dishes. that took less time then what i thought. I don't know what im going to do next
My head hurts. My eyes hurt. My lungs feel odd, I can feel my blood, where is Joe Biden












