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i love my bf

[vheartsu]

i know everything, by the way.

lucky you,

i’m bound to obey.

teasing my memory

to help me breathe today.

rewired brain chemistry

keeps me contained.

forgiveness is an idea,

i often contemplate.

how do i make all my memories go away?

v

[angrypufferfish]

[greelin]

people will do/say the kindest thing you’ve ever witnessed then be like Sorry if that’s weird :(

[greelin]

love is everywhere brother. do not apologize for this

[nothingbutloveforyou]

we're going to be okay (me and the me in the mirror i'm telling it to)

[vheartsu]

[vheartsu]

it was august.

no one was home,

just us in my room.

my mom left us unsupervised,

we could do whatever we want.

we had so much time.

i don’t know if you ever really felt fine.

i’ll find you,

stay in the back of your mind.

i miss our time.

i am so selfish,

i don’t want you to stay inside.

i just want you to be mine.

[vheartsu]

Most people think I’m purple and I find that controversial

I always find myself running in a circle

I just don’t find myself to be purple

It’s time for me to be more verbal.

I feel like I’m red

I’m a mess and I’m always in bed

I’m angry but I keep that in my head

I tend to care about everything, I can’t pretend.

I will defend that I feel like I’m red.

I wish I was yellow

I wish I was similar like a light at the end of a tunnel

And I wish I wouldn’t crumble

Why am I starting to see in doubles?

I’m not even close to being green

Which just makes me want to scream

I could hear the clock before i turned eighteen

I hate how I always feel like I’m in between different scenes.

[vheartsu]

you said,

i’m insane because i like to dance in the rain.

last tuesday when you said my name,

i died a thousand ways.

i’ll put you on replay,

gaze at you in countless ways.

i’ll lead on this maze,

confuse you more than just today.

you’ll wish you would’ve stayed,

maybe if you just danced in the rain.

-v.h.