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I was wondering if you could write Dean and Sam Winchester (sepperately) x fem! Reader headcanons/scenario abt how they act when it's the time of the month and reader is just really exhausted in that week, even if she didn't do anything to make her tired?
Ty and have a great day!
Period (SPN pref!)🩷
a/n: HEYY HONEY!! i hope you like this :) got this while satan is flowing so it was nice to take out my mood swings on my digital paper 😭. i’m sorry if it’s underwhelming lol i’m a lil rusty
warnings: menstruation
Dean:
he’s worried for you :((
he tries to tend to your exhaustion and make you happy all the time
but sometimes he goes overboard
“are you okay?”
“dean, i’m fine. this is the sixteenth time you’ve asked me the same question.”
“… are you sure tho?”
he will bundle you up with blankets and give you his clothes and just sleep all day with you if that’s what you need
he prioritizes your health over hunts
“poor baby. wanna take a nap?”
he just adores you
also, would do anything for a good nap
he just is smitten for you fr
he always wants to be holding you and let’s you fall asleep to his voice
—
Sam:
sammy always knows when you’re on your period bc of how absolutely exhausted you are
he gets sad bc he wants you to be okay
BUT
he has a system of running you a bath, making your favorite food, then he carries you to bed and reads you a book and you just pass out
he will let you sleep ALL DAY if you need to
“but we have a hunt today.”
“?? since when have I cared? you need the sleep.”
he will buy new blankets and stuff for you whenever he can
he sends you voice recordings if he’s away so you can go to sleep
i saw ur spn works n i looooveeee them :3 if u dont mind.. could u write ab dean, sam, n cas with a reader whos touch averse but also touch starved? very very uncomfortable with touch from other people (to the point of feeling sick or a breakdown) but when it comes to them, reader loves their touch (has a hard time initiating it though) reader will only ever tolerate their touch, it makes them feel so comfortable <3
Touchy (SPN Pref!) 🩷
a/n: i’m back babies :3 hope you enjoy :)
warnings: nothing! very slight angst because of crying and struggle to explain feelings.
Dean:
it takes dean a minute to realize how special he is to you
over the years, he had seen you flinch and squirm away from others touches
he’d been there to comfort you after a particularly hard time, consoling you when you break down from the overwhelming touches of other people
so when you guys started dating, naturally he was cautious around you
he loves you more than anything, but his worst fear was upsetting you
at first, he almost never touched you
until one day when you stood next to him, he saw you reaching your hand near his and pulling away, practically shaking
he acts on impulse, taking your hand in his and giving it a gentle squeeze
after that, he was the only one who was allowed to touch you
and if ANYONE ever stepped beyond your boundaries
dean would bury his fist in their face before their fingers could graze you
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Sam:
Sam always tried to understand why you hated the touch of people but yet yearned for it
He always intimidated people if they touched you, threatening them if they chose to not listen to your social cues
He was always there for you
24/7/365 whenever you felt uncomfortable, he wanted you to tell him
which is why, he suspects, when you started going out, he touched you rarely
he’d graze your hand with his or rub food or makeup off of your face
but when you told him through tears how much you loved his touch, he realized
you needed it. you just didn’t know how to say it.
so since then same always has contact with you when he is near you
whether it be an arm around your shoulders, his hand on your thigh, fingers interlocked, anything
he’d never let go
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Castiel:
my baby :(
he always was so concerned about your feelings
he never wants anything to upset you
he especially never wanted to upset you
he always asks about your boundaries, why you don’t like people touching you, what he could do to help, etc
the one time that he witnessed you break down, he was the most concerned he had ever been.
heaven couldn’t prepare him for the love he felt for you
When a nasty hunt happened, castiel was scared seeing the blood seep from your clothes
you stumble to the bed, shaking and crying from the pain in your abdomen
cas rests his hands on your stomach, whispering some consoling words and “i’m sorry”’s for touching you
but he was surprised when you didn’t say anything, just grabbing his hand after he had healed you
“are you alright?” he asks, but then realizes
you just want his touch
only his
and Castiel smiles the biggest you’d ever seen and keeps a gentle hand on your stomach.
Date with Sam Winchester? How would it go? Where would he take you? <3
i think for the first date ever he would take you to a little park and he’d bring fruit and candy and just let you talk and listen to all of your fixations and stuff. but after that when you guys are deeper into a relationship he sort of relaxes a little bit, keeping you close and taking you out to little parks wherever the boys happen to travel. he always always always buys you flowers. even if it’s not a date, he always buys you flowers. also always takes photos of you. candid or not, ALWAYS takes photos. he’ll cuddle up with you in the motel and just tell you how much he fuckin’ loves you. UGH. need me a man.
hehe i love ur writing sm i’ve been binge reading ur spn stories this weekend and they all got me giggling and kicking my feet 🤭 ty for ur great service to this fandom love
omg hi anon!!! thank you so much for the kind words <3333 ilysm
Honestly, I like to believe that Simon's whole world revolves around you. Like EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING. soap wants to hang out? "gotta ask the missus". After party for a successful mission? gotta ask the missus, and see what the missus plan is. If she doesn't like the idea for even a second he won't do it or won't go. I don't think Simon is a big social person tbh, at work he's a bit more social (he only really talks to soap ofc), but when he's home his whole attention is just directed to you. hell he would blow off soap just to cuddle on the couch and watch some "lame romantic novel" (his words), but he doesn't care as long as he gets to be with you hes happy. When he's on missions at work it doesn't stop when he gets home. his new mission is to be with you for every second of every day until he has to leave for another mission. Soap constantly jokes with ghost, "ya' know your 'missus' has got a leash on ye right?" ghost always glares at him, but he knows it is true, and he is fine with it. If there's something he HAS to go do, he will find any way to get you there. price is hosting a pool party? "Can Missus come? If not m'not showing up" Price agrees every time because your like family to him as well. He's kind of just shut off from everyone else but you, even his own family. honestly, your biggest flex should be that you know everything about Simon, literally everything, nobody else in the world knows every single detail that you know. He never calls you by your government name EVER unless he's mad, but that never happens. It's always "doll, princess, baby, sweetheart (and sometimes even good girl ;). speaking of him getting mad at you, it never happens, and on the VERY rare occasion it does, lasts 5 seconds. those sweet innocent brown eyes staring up at him, he can't stay mad. He also NEVER says no to you like ever. movies? absolutely. gas station at midnight? "put yer hoodie on and get in the truck". He never says no because how could he.
(i wanna write about older boyfriend simon but im juggling it being smut or not :(( )
can u please do a little blurb of Simon/ghosts reaction to younger!girlfriend!reader! When he takes their virginity and they are so tight he can barely fit. And maybe if ur feeling up to it make reader cum ON JUST THE TIP like he’s literally not even in. Also…….maybe reader’s a squirter…
(female!reader, mdni 18+)
THE SCREAM I SCRUMPTTTTTT EUUUARGHHHHH. this honestly created a new wrinkle in my brain. thank you. i kiss you on cheek 😗 (fem!reader)
simon who knows how big he is, s'the first thing he said when you first brought up sex. a gentle warning that he's going to be a lot to handle. but he's sweet on you, lets you bring up when you want to talk about sex. when you want to have it. but just because he lets you lead that topic doesn't mean he hasn't been thinking about it. dreaming about it. craving it.
the way you look up at him with such sweet, innocent eyes has simon's heart aching. you poor thing, don't know what you're in for. but he keeps your mind off of it with the way he continues to kiss up and down your body.
you've totally entrusted yourself to simon. he thinks it's dangerous with the way you've opened yourself up so willingly for him. because although he's a trained soldier who has endured some of the worst. the biggest challenge yet as to be refraining from ravaging you with when he hones in on the damp spot on your panties.
it's the only guard you have against him right now. otherwise stripped bare for his hands to touch and his lips to press into. he starts mapping out your body so it can be prepared to fully claim it as his. wants so badly to be your first and your last. knows he can make it so, because he plans on wrecking you tonight.
"simon, when are you going to-" he cuts off your sweet voice by kissing your breast, nipping at it playfully and smirking when you whine. he pulls back to stroke your hair back and look you in the eyes with a teasing grin.
"going to wha'?" it makes you blush to even think of trying to get out the words properly. it'd already been enough to work up the courage to tell him that you were ready tonight. made you blush even harder by the way he bared his teeth in a feral grin when you said so.
"to... to f-"
"fuck you?" he interjects. "no, no, baby. not going to fuck you silly. not tonight. can't handle that yet, no matter how badly i want this pussy t'be mine." he grins down at you and softly cups your cheek. "i gotta introduce myself to her first, get her used to me and give her a proper welcome."
"her?" you ask timidly and he shuffles again between your thighs so that his boxers press up against your clothed pussy. makes you look at the size of him between your legs, and then at the size of his bulge.
"your pussy, baby. my pussy." he hums and strokes your thighs lovingly. he enjoys that little panicked look in your eyes, because he knows it's not because you want to back out. he can sense you're still okay with this. he just wants to coax you out a little bit, help you gain more confidence in this setting. because it would be further than the truth to say that he isn't so sexually attracted to you right now.
"how are you going to do that, simon?" you ask and hold your legs back for him. oh, so obedient. didn't need to ask. he awards you with a squeeze on your thigh and a pat to the knee.
"can i take these off, princess?" he asks while holding his hands at your hips. they're resting just above your underwear so he's not actually touching them, just barely above the hem of them. when you nod, he gives you a reassuring smile and slowly slips it off of you. he lets out a breath when he sees your pretty pussy underneath him, spread open from the position your legs are in since he's already so wide and you have to accommodate. "such a pretty pussy. can i touch?"
"yes, please." you look at him with hands by your chin, brought up since you weren't sure what to do with yourself. simon can't help but hum at the way you're so good for him, so polite. your breath hitches when you feel his fingers prod at your pussy lips, spreading them out even more.
he takes a gentle finger to slowly feel at your slit. there's enough of a sticky mess down there from all the kissing and licking he did at your neck and nipples. the way he was whispering promises of how good he was going to treat you and your "princess cunt" made you excited to experience what he wanted to give you.
"gonna put a finger in, yeah?" he confirms with you. you nod again and then he gives your hip a squeeze. "need you to use your words, baby. gotta make sure you tell me yes or no."
"please put a finger in me, simon," you beg him. he has no choice but to oblige. and then he's slowly pushing in a digit, his fingers already thicker than what you might expect and the stretch is a lot. your walls squeeze tightly down on the foreign feeling and he gently shushes you with a thumb to rub at your clit.
"i gotcha. need to prep you good if y'wanna take my cock. y'wanna take my cock, baby?" he asks while gently massaging your walls. it feels a little weird at first but the way he circles your clit is too good. you squeeze down on his finger again and he curses in his head. oh, how tight you were. just a wonder of how you'd feel wrapped around him. but he knew patience. he could wait just a little longer.
"i do. i want to feel your cock, simon. please make me cum," you watch him as he kisses your tummy. he tells you that he promises to. tells you that he was sure he was put on this earth to please you, to make you cum so good around him. he adds another finger when he feels that you're ready, and then another after that one. he has you stretched on three fingers with him rubbing little circles on your clit to help ease the pressure from him.
but when you're close, he stops the slow thrusting of his fingers and takes his thumb off. doesn't miss the way your thighs twitch and how you whimper when he pulls his fingers out. "hush, love. you'll get to cum soon enough. don't want you coming from anything but my cock first, though."
with that, he settles with his hips between your thighs again and slowly thrusts his cock against your folds. you feel for the first time just how thick he is, how far he spreads your pussy lips already as he smooths out a path between them. and you watch how far his tip goes up your tummy when he thrusts forward all the way.
"simon," you nervously call out, gripping onto his wrist. he's quick to pause and cups your face again.
"talk to me, love."
the concern in his eyes that lets you know no matter how bad he wants it, that he's willing to drop everything for you tonight if you tell him to stop. it has you making up your mind, trying to squish down the nervous butterflies in your tummy.
"go gentle, okay?"
he smiles, eyes crinkling as he gives you a nod. brings your hand up so he can kiss it and then intertwines his fingers with yours. "always."
he checks to make sure you're still good by playing with your pussy a little more, continuing to rub against you and ensure that your clit is getting the attention it needs. when he asks if it's okay to put it in, you tell him yes. but as he begins to push in, your body locks up and your hand squeezes so tightly on his.
"simon!" you yelp out as your back arches off the bed. he stops immediately, tip barely pushing past your entrance.
"shit, s'fucking tight. thought i stretched you out enough, princess," he says while locking his eyes with the way his cock splits you open at just the barest intrusion. he can see your cream slathering the tip of his dick. "wan' me to stop?"
you take in a deep breath and collect yourself. you're brave enough to try. you want it that badly. "n-no."
"don't think i can keep going without hurting you, baby." he prods his dick at your slit again and thinks of what to do. doesn't think you really want to be fingered again, not when you got this far. he doesn't want to squash your confidence either so he opts for the next best thing. "how 'bout just the tip?"
"just the tip?" you huff out. you look down and see the dripping head of his dick, hiding the full length of his meaty cock at the angle you're looking at. you look back at simon and nod. "okay."
"s'my good girl." he praises you and slowly pushes the tip in again. he bites in a loud groan at the way you squeeze down on him. what a tiny pussy. he feels the head pop in and huffs out a breath, watching to see the way you're reacting. your face is scrunched up in discomfort but you take deep breaths to work through it. deciding to help you, he starts working your clit again. "atta girl. look at you. tip's in this tight fuckin' pussy."
you look down and see that yes, his tip did go into your hole. can feel it too, how it stretches you so widely. you whimper at him when you realize that, unconsciously clenching down around his tip as you focus on the feeling of it. he hisses and grips your hip a little tighter. "move, please, simon?"
and he takes your words as if it were a holy order. allows himself shallow thrusts as he watches his tip pop in and out of your wet pussy. he pants as he watches it and feels the way you squeeze on him so nicely.
"hear tha', sweet girl?" he asks. you focus your ears onto what he might be talking about. and then you moan because you can hear the wet sounds of your pussy every time his cockhead slaps against your slit and stirs your juices around your pussy lips. "mm, s'right. s'all you. pussy so tight, so messy. and it's all mine."
he pinches your clit and it makes your legs squeeze around his hips now. the sensation of him stretching you out with just the tip and how it barely enters you combined with him rolling your clit between his fingers is too much. your eyes roll back and you moan, enjoying the way he plays with your pussy. although it's only the tip, his cock is so long and wide that it feels like it hits you so deep.
every time he pulls the tip back, he can see the messy strings of your juices still connecting him to your pussy. drives him absolutely mad.
"c'mon, baby. feel you clampin' down on me. you gonna cum?" he grunts out as his shallow thrusting becomes faster. you silently praise him for having the self control he does to not go any deeper. but you don't realize that he's become so addicted to just his tip dipping in and out of you. loves the way your pussy engulfs his tip and makes him so slippery.
"mhm," you hum as you look at him with lovesick eyes. "i... i think i'm going to cum." you aren't sure, never having cum around anything before. was it supposed to feel like this? you pant and squeal when he starts abusing your clit, swiping it back and forth. goes between squeezing on it and swiping the underside of your clit with his thumb and using his three fingers to move it back and forth.
and then you're cut off as you gush around him. you cum so much and shut your eyes as he continues to rapidly thrust in and out while you cum. takes a second for you both to realize that your juices has spurted all over your thighs and simon's stomach. he slows himself down as he takes his dick out and starts slapping the head on your clit, making you squirt even more.
you wiggle your hips to try to run from the sensation, but he keeps going and gives himself a couple more shallow thrusts into your pussy before finally pulling out and cumming all over your stomach. you catch your breath as simon slowly pumps his cock.
"i came a lot," you comment as you look at the mess that's slathered over his hips and probably darkening the sheets below you. he hums and looks at you questioningly.
"you ever cum before?" you shake your head no and he has to clear his throat so he can focus on hiding the way his eyes darkened at that. "you didn't just cum, love. you squirted."
your face turns red and you sink back into the pillows behind you. you let out a sheepish, "oh." and simon can't help but chuckle. he shifts his hips and his cock bounces up, letting you know that he's still hard.
"s'alright, love. i liked it a lot. you got another one in you? want to try to make you squirt again like tha'."
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