can i order prank ยป pranking your boyfriend and asking if you can order something in a restaurant!
rafe cameron who . . . ยป soft rafe cameron headcannons who promises he's not like that
telling bf!rafe you found topper on tinder ยป pranking your boyfriend once more and saying you found one of his best friends on tinder!
drinking!rafe x reader angst // p2 of drinking!rafe x reader angst ยป hating how much rafe drinks but always keeping silent, one day it all spills over, affecting your relationship deeply
asking rafe to leave when youre changing ยป pranking your boyfriend and asking him to leave when you're changing [slightly suggestive?]
cling rafe cameron when drunk x reader ยป bf!rafe coming home and being clingy to reader
bf!drew starkey when odessa gets a bit too clingy around gf!reader ยป drew starkey having to decide on his co-star or his girlfriend
bf!rafe taking care of overworked reader ยป sick reader who has to either prioritse her job or her boyfriend
who did this to you? ยป rafe cameron x maybank!reader when she gets jumped
wrong side of the island ยป youre secretly a pogue and when rafe finds out your friends with the people he hates most, he feels completely betrayed.
private relationship with drew starkey ยป honestly self-explanatory but actor!reader having a private relationship with drew
"my current girlfriend" ยป rafe pranking you and calling you his "current girlfriend" infront of barry
perfume prank ยป tiktok perfume prank on rafe!
bf!drew starkey x daddy issues reader ยป drew losing his temper and scaring reader - fluff after
soft rafe cameron headcannons
touchy rafe
obssessive bf!rafe cameron
drew starkey x reader obx interview
rafe cameron x jj maybanks younger sister p1 // rafe cameron x jj maybanks younger sister p2 // rafe x jjs younger sister p3
rafe distracting you while youre baking . . .
jealous rafe cameron headcannons
drew starkey x obx actor angst
giving rafe the silent treatement
cheating rafe cameron p1 // p2
routledge!reader x rafe // routledge!reader x rafe p2
nerd!rafe cameron
husband!rafe swearing infront of your kid for the first time
whats on your face?
i dont deserve you
untitled angst rafe cameron x reader coming back after years of moving away from obx
pogue reader receptionist x s1 rafe p1
lifeguard!rafe x maybank!reader p1 // part two
its always been you p1 // part two // part 3
aftercare with obssessive!rafe
rafe getting angry over you talking with some dude in a bar and ignoring you
frat boy!rafe
trying on an ugly dress prank
jj maybank
bf!jj maybank headcannons
clark kent
bf!clark kent headcannons
clark kent at the daily planet
sleep clark kent head cannons
touchy + dominant clark headcannons
dominant clark kent
dominant superman
nerd clark
clark kent who never shows up for you
simon ghost riley
bf!simon ghost riley headcannons
lt!simon ghost riley x nurse
simon x emotional reader
simon x therapy dog handler p1 // part two
simon x emotional reader fluff
reader asking husband!simon ghost riley if he ever wishes he was taller
can i order prank ยป pranking your boyfriend and asking if you can order something in a restaurant!
rafe cameron who . . . ยป soft rafe cameron headcannons who promises he's not like that
telling bf!rafe you found topper on tinder ยป pranking your boyfriend once more and saying you found one of his best friends on tinder!
drinking!rafe x reader angst // p2 of drinking!rafe x reader angst ยป hating how much rafe drinks but always keeping silent, one day it all spills over, affecting your relationship deeply
asking rafe to leave when youre changing ยป pranking your boyfriend and asking him to leave when you're changing [slightly suggestive?]
cling rafe cameron when drunk x reader ยป bf!rafe coming home and being clingy to reader
bf!drew starkey when odessa gets a bit too clingy around gf!reader ยป drew starkey having to decide on his co-star or his girlfriend
bf!rafe taking care of overworked reader ยป sick reader who has to either prioritse her job or her boyfriend
who did this to you? ยป rafe cameron x maybank!reader when she gets jumped
wrong side of the island ยป youre secretly a pogue and when rafe finds out your friends with the people he hates most, he feels completely betrayed.
private relationship with drew starkey ยป honestly self-explanatory but actor!reader having a private relationship with drew
"my current girlfriend" ยป rafe pranking you and calling you his "current girlfriend" infront of barry
perfume prank ยป tiktok perfume prank on rafe!
bf!drew starkey x daddy issues reader ยป drew losing his temper and scaring reader - fluff after
soft rafe cameron headcannons
touchy rafe
obssessive bf!rafe cameron
drew starkey x reader obx interview
rafe cameron x jj maybanks younger sister p1 // rafe cameron x jj maybanks younger sister p2 // rafe x jjs younger sister p3
rafe distracting you while youre baking . . .
jealous rafe cameron headcannons
drew starkey x obx actor angst
giving rafe the silent treatement
cheating rafe cameron p1 // p2
routledge!reader x rafe // routledge!reader x rafe p2
nerd!rafe cameron
husband!rafe swearing infront of your kid for the first time
whats on your face?
i dont deserve you
untitled angst rafe cameron x reader coming back after years of moving away from obx
pogue reader receptionist x s1 rafe p1
lifeguard!rafe x maybank!reader p1 // part two
its always been you p1 // part two // part 3
aftercare with obssessive!rafe
rafe getting angry over you talking with some dude in a bar and ignoring you
frat boy!rafe
trying on an ugly dress prank
jj maybank
bf!jj maybank headcannons
clark kent
bf!clark kent headcannons
clark kent at the daily planet
sleep clark kent head cannons
touchy + dominant clark headcannons
dominant clark kent
dominant superman
nerd clark
clark kent who never shows up for you
simon ghost riley
bf!simon ghost riley headcannons
lt!simon ghost riley x nurse
simon x emotional reader
simon x therapy dog handler p1 // part two
simon x emotional reader fluff
reader asking husband!simon ghost riley if he ever wishes he was taller
in which! sarah confronts you about your feelings for jj and you are forced to come to a conclusion about your constant avoidance of a relationship with him
warnings! slight angst!! drinking. smoking. making out while drunk. (no smut) not proofread, there are probably mistakes
part 1 part 2
you and jj had been sleeping together off and on for 3 months. everyone knew about it, except for your boyfriend of course. it was a miracle he hadnโt found out, but you also felt like the worst girlfriend in the world for spending more of your free time with jj than you did with him. and maybe you were the worst girlfriend in the world, but you couldnโt bring yourself to call it quits with jj or leave your committed relationship. this was something you tried not to think too hard about, even though your life practically revolved around this subject.
one particular night, you were getting yourself ready for your boyfriend to pick you up for a date. in all honesty, you were dreading this date because all you wanted to do that night was stay in and not have to pretend like you enjoyed being around him. so thatโs why you took a shot (or two) in order to ease your nerves before he got there.
you were penciling on your lip liner when your phone started buzzing on the counter next to you. you picked it up to see that jj was calling, which wasnโt unusual at this time of night and despite everything in your being telling you to not answer him, you did.
โhey,โ his voice spoke over the speaker. โis this a good time?โ
โnot really,โ you said. โmy boyfriendโs picking me up in half an hour.โ you thought you knew what he was calling for, what he was always calling for.
โshit, i shouldโve called you before i came all the way over here.โ he said.
โyouโre outside my house?โ you asked, quickly walking over to the window in your bedroom to see jj standing outside, his bike in front of your garage. he looked up at you once he noticed the movement of your curtains and thatโs when you saw his bloody nose and busted lip. โwhat happened to your face?โ you asked him, still speaking over the phone. you already knew the answer.
โmy dad.โ he replied. โno one was at the chateau, i just didnโt want to be by myself, but i can go if youโre busy, im sorr-โ
โno, itโs okay, you can come in.โ how could you say no to him now? โbut move your bike somewhere he wonโt see it.โ
โgot it.โ
you hung up the phone and walked downstairs to unlock the door for him. when he entered, his eyes quickly caught the sparkles on your pink, low cut top and raked down to your little black skirt.
โjesus, where is he taking you dressed like that?โ jj asked, but his tone wasnโt condescending, it was actually a little jealous. almost like he wanted to be taking you out dressed like that.
โweโre just getting dinner and drinks.โ you said, as you quickly pushed him up the stairs and into your room in the off chance that your boyfriend came early. he sat on your bed and you went to the bathroom cabinet and grabbed alcohol and gauze. you came back to sit across from him and began to gently dab at the cut on his lip, his eyes lingering on yours for a moment but you were too focused to notice. โyour nose doesnโt look broken at least.โ you joked. he smiled just slightly and you felt that familiar guilt that only appeared in certain instances like this. โwhat was his issue this time?โ
โhe thought i was taking his beers, he was too drunk to realize the only person drinking all his beer was him.โ jj said in a light hearted tone to cover up the fact that he was upset.
โiโm sorry.โ you didnโt know what else to say. you had seen him like this a million times and it hurt you just the same in this instance.
"i'm sorry for showing up like this."
"if it's something with your dad, you can always come over."
jj would end up replaying those words in his head for the next week. he could only come over if he was injured, if he was in trouble, if he needed help. not just because he wanted to be around you.
you didn't realize a silence had fallen over you both, neither of you talking as you continued to clean up his cuts. you noticed a fresh bruise appearing on his left cheekbone. he noticed the dark liner along your lips.
he could kiss kiss you right now if you'd let him. if you wanted him to.
but once you caught him staring, he snapped out of it.
you stood up to put the alcohol away just as your phone buzzed. it was your boyfriend texting you that he was outside. at the sight of the message, you frantically threw on your heels and slung your purse over your shoulder.
you honestly wanted to get out of there as quick as you could because any vulnerable time you spend with jj where you arenโt actively touching each other makes you filled with so much anxiety that you feel like throwing up. you cant shake the guilt off your mind when youโre with him and the only time you actually can is when heโs inside you. you cant even talk to him normally, not like a friend anymore.
and maybe thatโs because you thought of him as way more than just a friend. maybe thatโs why you feel so sick at the thought of him just being in your room with his hands not on your body and maybe thatโs why you needed to use another man to distract you from those feelings.
"um, you can stay here tonight j, if you want. i don't know what time i'll get back." you said as you rushed to the door, and for one split second you paused and thought about cancelling last minute and staying in with jj, but how much worse of a girlfriend would that make you then?
you came back home later in the night, slightly drunk. jj was already asleep in the guest room and he left in the morning before you even got up.
a few days later, you were in the living room of the chateau talking with sarah.
โso, how are you and your boyfriend?โ she asks, lighting a joint for you to share.
you fought an eye roll at the thought of him.
โweโre good.โ you lied. he maybe thought you were okay, but nothing about your relationship felt okay to you. โyโknow, normal relationship stuff.โ you cringed at your own words.
sarah nodded and brought the now lit joint up to her lips. โmhmm, and how are you and jj?โ she asked, right before she inhaled the smoke.
you bit your tongue. she was obviously being sarcastic but she didnโt know that even his name brought up that familiar sick feeling.
โshut up.โ this time you did roll your eyes.
โiโm just saying,โ she said, as she exhaled. โthe way you act around jj, if i didnโt know you iโd be shocked to find out you have a boyfriend and it isnโt him.โ
your chest tightens. you knew that everyone else was aware of jj and yours arrangements, but what you didnโt know was how obvious you make your feelings for him.
โweโre just hooking up.โ you take a hit of the joint. โthatโs all it is.โ you said that partly to convince yourself.
โi donโt think jj got that memo.โ sarah remarks.
โwhat do you mean?โ the nervous feeling in your stomach fades away as the weed hits your blood, but itโs still a feeling you canโt entirely shake off, even when youโre high.
โi havenโt seen him bring another girl around here in likeโฆ 3 months.โ she says. โand you know jj, it was always a new girl every month for him.โ she shrugs and reaches her hand out, asking for you to pass the joint that you didnโt even remember you were holding.
and now that you thought about it, you hadnโt seen him with anyone else either.
โand if itโs just between us, iโve never even seen him look at another girl the same way he looks at you.โ sarah takes another hit.
you tried not to allow her words to have any visible affect on you.
โme and jjโ weโd never work out.โ you said. โit would all blow up in my face some way or another and iโd never forgive myself for fucking up our friendship.โ
โand you think whatever you have going on with two guys at once isnโt going to blow up in your face?โ she replies, half sarcastically, to which you donโt answer because you know she was right. โi think youโre gonna regret wasting all this time with another man at some point.โ she passes the joint back to you. โbesides, if youโre worried so much about ruining your friendship, our friend group has all dated or fucked each other and weโre fine, arenโt we?โ
which was true.
โnot jj, of course.โ sarah added. โheโs only had eyes for you. even when kie wanted himโ i remember she was so mad because he wouldnโt stop staring at you all the time.โ she giggled. sarah loved to talk when she got high.
you lightened up just slightly. โwell jjโs never been in a real relationship before, i donโt think he would even enjoy a commitment like that.โ you said.
โneither have you.โ she said.
โuh,โ you sat up straighter. โwhat am i in right now, huh?โ it was half a joke and half not. you inhale more smoke, nearing the end of the joint.
โplease, if you can even call whatever you have going on a relationship.โ she puts the last word in air quotes. โyou seem miserable around him.โ
โheโs sweet, really.โ you said, which was all you could say about him.
sarah nodded. โhe seems sweet.โ she agreed. โbut that doesnโt mean he makes you happy.โ
you were silent after that. you passed the last bit of the joint to sarah and she finished it off, then put it out on jjโs ashtray sitting on the coffee table.
โi think you should talk to jj.โ sarah suggested. โand i think you should stop making excuses. youโre overthinking this whole situation.โ
at some point, you would indeed have to confront what you were afraid of in order to stop feeling like you did.
โyour boyfriend will get over it, if youโre worried about that too.โ she said. โi donโt think you should tell him about you and jj though.โ
the weekend finally came and your boyfriend made you spend your saturday night at a bar with all of his friends. you took a few shots to prepare yourself for the outing and then you got just a smidge too drunk at the bar.
he was barely giving you any attention as he was gathered around with his friends, watching some football game on the mounted tv. you snuck off to the bathroom at 11:30 and the first thing your drunk self wanted to do was call jj.
he picked up almost immediately.
โhey, whatโs up?โ his voice sounded over the phone.
you were in a stall, leaning up against the door.
โhey, do you mind picking me up at the bar next to haywardโs?โ you asked, not really thinking.
โare you drunk?โ he could tell by your slightly slurred speech.
โyeah.โ
โyou okay?โ
โyes jj.โ you said, with a hint of annoyance. โcan you get me or no?โ
โiโll be there in ten.โ
you smiled to yourself. โdonโt come in, just text me when youโre here.โ you hung up the phone and found your boyfriend back at the bar where you informed him that kie was coming to get you and you were spending the night at her place. he didnโt protest. you ordered another drink and finished it by the time jj had texted you. you told him not to walk you out so he wouldnโt miss a touch down and successfully made it out of the door and into the twinkie that jj had borrowed from john b.
โthank you.โ you said, buckling up your seatbelt.
jj nodded and pulled back out into the street, heading towards the chateau. a silence fell over you both but it didnโt feel awkward with all the alcohol in your system.
โso, you two, uh- you guys okay?โ jj questioned, turning his head to look over at you for a moment. โhe get too drunk to drive or something?โ
โquite frankly, him and his stupid friends were annoying me. i just wanted to go home.โ your brain was spinning. you knew your inhibitions were out the window as soon as you were alone with jj and you didnโt feel sick to your stomach like you do when sober. โi told him that kie was getting me.โ
โdo you need me to drop you off at hers?โ he asked.
โno, just take me to my house.โ
โyes maโam.โ
you kicked off the heels that were killing your feet for the past few hours and then leaned back in the passenger chair. you looked over at jj, steering with one hand on the wheel. he smelled like ocean salt and weed. you didnโt think there was ever a time where he looked this good before. maybe that was the alcohol talking.
the bruise on his cheekbone had faded to a light purple and the cut was still present on his lip.
โyour face is looking better.โ you blurted out and you realized how insane you sounded only after the words left your mouth. he probably thought you were ridiculous and all that talk about him โonly having eyes for youโ was a lie. โi mean like- your bruises, they donโt look as bad as last time i saw you.โ
jj scoffed. โthank you?โ
you swallowed your embarrassment and decided to make the most out of your intoxication.
โwhy did you stay in the guest room that night anyway?โ you turned your body more towards him. he kept his eyes on the road.
โi dunno.โ he shrugged. โi was tired, wanted to go to sleep?โ he wasnโt quite sure what exactly you were asking.
โyou couldโve slept in my bed.โ
โi think you need to remember that you do in fact have a boyfriend, y/n/n.โ jj said, partially joking.
you raised your eyebrows, now not understanding what he was trying to say. โso? why are we still talking about him.โ your words were slurred here, even you could tell.
โsleeping next to someone like that- thatโs like, a whole โnother type of intimacy.โ the blonde said. โthatโs something your boyfriend should be doing with you.โ he looked over momentarily to see if you got where he was coming from.
you scoffed. you hoped it was the liquor that was making him sound like an idiot to you. โand youโre saying this like you donโt fuck me behind his back every week?โ
โwell, yeah-โ he replied. โbut sleeping with someone adds like, an emotional layer to it. then itโs physically AND emotionally cheating.โ now he really lost you here. โthatโs honestly worse than just fucking you.โ
he didnโt want to say it, but heโd sleep next to you if youโd ask him to.
your eyebrows raised, your chest tightened. โso is sex not โemotionalโ to you?โ you asked, wondering if the time he took your virginity wasnโt meaningful to him, or the dozens of times he took his time with you, making sure it felt good for you. it was a million times more meaningful to you than whenever you slept with your boyfriend.
he took a moment to answer, trying to find the right words that wouldnโt upset you.
โit depends on who youโre doing it with.โ
and you asked yourself in your head, โwhat the hell was that supposed to mean?โ but you didnโt dare to say it out loud.
you bit your cheek, narrowing your eyes on him.
โwas it not emotional with me?โ
he took his eyes off the road for a moment to look at you. both of your eyes met and you saw something in his that said it was. but he looked forward again.
โiโd answer you, but youโre drunk and iโd want you to remember what i said.โ
you huffed and took a vow of silence for the rest of the ride. eventually, he turned into your street and parked in the driveway of your house. jj got out first and walked around to your side, where he opened the door and held out his hand for you to steady yourself and stepped out of the car. you walked barefoot up the front steps and then up the stairs with jj behind you. one hand was carrying your heels and the other was on the small of your back. (just in case you fell down the stairs)
โyou didnโt need to come in, jj.โ you said, immediately sitting yourself on the bed.
he gently set your heels near your closet door. โwanted to make sure you got in safely. do you need anything else?โ
โhmm, can you hand me those makeup wipes?โ you pointed at the blue package on your vanity. jj nodded and fetched them for you. you took one out and started sloppily rubbing your cheeks. jj noticed that you were basically just making a mess of your face so he sat in front of you and grabbed the wipe from your hands.
โhere.โ he ran it gently over the sides of your face, over your nose, over your lips, taking away all of the makeup residue. he was a little too harsh when taking the mascara off.
โjesus j, easy on the eyes.โ you flinched.
โsorry.โ
you thought about the many times you washed blood off his face and here he was taking off the makeup you painted on to look good for another guy.
once it was all off, he threw the tissue in the bin beside your bed. โthat better?โ he asked, still across from you.โ
โfeels like my face can breath again.โ you joked.
โi donโt know why you put all that shit on your face.โ jj said. he always said that. โyou donโt need it.โ
and he was serious. he was staring at your bare features with nothing but admiration. in fact, he thought you were prettiest when you were fresh out of the ocean water when you would surf with him.
โoh youโre so cliche.โ
but a blush creeped onto your cheeks and you met his eyes that were already staring at yours. and then they flickered down to your lips, then back up to your eyes. then down once again.
he wasnโt slick about it.
you leaned in, feeling his lips connect with yours and he instantly melted into you. his hands crept on to your back as you moved closer into him. one of your hands held onto his bicep and the other moved onto the back of his head, your tongues swiping each other. you pulled his shirt up over his head, only breaking the kiss for a moment and he instinctively did the same with yours, tossing it somewhere on the floor. you pushed him down so that he was laying on your bed and you straddled him. he felt painfully hard under you. his fingers were digging so deep into your hips that you thought he was going to leave a mark.
you were only beginning to deepen the kiss when he turned his head, breaking contact with your lips and holding your hips still. โstop,โ he ordered. โwe canโt, youโre drunk.โ
your hands were rested on his bare chest. โand?โ you said. โi know what i want.โ
โiโm sorry.โ he started to sit up and you slid slightly down his torso and onto his lap. you pouted, but he remained insistent and finally you got off of him, heading towards the bathroom, but first you grabbed a t-shirt to sleep in and a pair of underwear.
โiโm gonna shower.โ
โdo you want me to stay?โ jj asked, still sitting up in the bed, his weight resting on his hands behind him. you couldnโt help but stare at his flexed shoulders and you thought he caught you looking.
โyou donโt have to-โ
โbut do you want me to?โ
and then you thought about your boyfriend. what if he saw the twinkie parked in the driveway. sarah and kie usually didnโt drive it, so he would know it was jj. what if he looked at your location and saw that you werenโt at kieโs like you said you would be.
but you really didnโt care when you were this drunk.
you nodded.
an! back from my one year hiatusโฆ. there will be a part 4 to this series hopefully soon! i will also be making a new tag list for anything jj or rafe related so please comment or send a message to be added!
Hi, I love all of your drew starkey fics, i've seen all of the season 5 wrap-up videos, could you please do a drew starkey x actress!reader where they wrap up season 5 of OBX and it's like super emotional because this show changed their lives this show is the reason they met and got together
Itโs a wrap!
Pairing: Drew Starkey x fem!reader.
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The room was quiet, thick with the kind of silence that only comes when everyone knows theyโre witnessing the end of something that has defined them in ways too big and too fragile to put into words. You found yourself leaning against Drew, your cheek pressed lightly to the curve of his bicep as if the heat from his skin could anchor you against the wave of emotion threatening to pull you under, your fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt as you tried, with all the willpower in the world, not to let your tears fall but the lump in your throat betrayed you anyway.
Drew didnโt say anything, of course, because words were pointless here, because nothing anyone could say could match the weight of the moment but he shifted just enough for the warmth of his lips to brush your forehead in a soft kiss that told you more than any monologue ever could.
On the monitor at the directorโs station, the final scene they had just shot played, the familiar chaos of the OBX world fading into that singular, perfect frame where everything they had worked for, everything they had bled, laughed and lived through, was distilled into a single image of story, character and heart. The crew and cast watched with rapt attention, some with tissues pressed to their eyes, some with silent smiles, all of them knowing that this moment was going to sit in their chests forever, the imprint of years of collaboration, friendship and love for this story made real.
Then, the Pate brothers, who had been quietly observing from the corner, lifted their voices, breaking the silence with the words that every actor and crew member had been waiting for, a phrase that carried both finality and celebration: โItโs a wrap for Carlacia Grant!โ Applause erupted around the room, some clapping through tears, others hugging colleagues tightly, the sound echoing off the walls in a chorus of bittersweet joy. โJonathan Daviss!โ they called next, and then Madelyn, Chase and Drew, whose chest pressed just a little closer against yours when his name rang out.ย
When your own name came, it felt like the final punctuation on a chapter of your life that you knew would never end, the claps a wave crashing over you, the faces of friends and family youโd found on set and the lights of the monitors reflected in your eyes as you tried to smile through the salt of tears.
Everyone hugged, laughter mingling with sobs as people swayed and held one another like they might dissolve if they let go and Drew, of course, wrapped you up so completely that you lifted slightly off the floor in his arms.
It was the kind of hug that made your breath hitch and yet forced a small chuckle from your lips, because the absurdity of being lifted off the ground while crying seemed, in that perfect, fleeting moment, almost funny. Around you, the cast and crew formed a circle and the Pate brothers began the ceremonial call of names again for the rest of the actors present, just as they had moments before, โItโs a wrap forโฆโ each of them, voices warm, proud and filled with a reverence that made the air almost vibrate but this time, the claps, laughter and tears carried a softness that seemed to wrap around all of you like a final, intimate embrace.
And then Drew, looking around at everyone with that calm, quiet intensity that made people listen even when he didnโt raise his voice, cleared his throat and without hesitation, began speaking, words cutting through the noise like a heartbeat.
โI justโฆI want to say thank you to everyone here. This show has changed my life, not just professionally but personally. Every one of us will take something home from this set to remember it by and you shouldโฆI know I will. But the one I get to take homeโฆthe one I get to hold onto, that I get to wake up next to and laugh with every dayโฆitโs you, Y/n. So thank you all for protecting it and allowing it to grow.โย
His hand slid to yours without ceremony, intertwining your fingers and his eyes, glimmering with that raw honesty he rarely allowed anyone to see, met yours and in that moment, with the tears still hot on your cheeks, you realized that all the chaos, all the late nights, all the laughter, heartbreak and coffee-fueled runs to set, had led to this singular, perfect truth.ย
That you were his and he was yours and no matter how many wraps or seasons came and went, no one would ever be able to take that away.
You leaned into him again, letting your forehead press to his chest this time, just as the applause and murmurs of congratulations filled the room and somewhere between the ache in your chest and the joy in your heart, you laughed softly, letting the tears and the chuckle mingle, because if the show had given you anything at all, it had given you him and that, more than any premiere, any wrap party and any accolade, was the most beautiful ending and beginning you could ever hope for.
content เญญ๊ช fluff, reader is on her period, mentions of smoking, cramps, crying, allusions to blood, pogues being pogues, jj being the biggest sweetie pie ever
๐ so heyโฆ. iโm back! and also on my period so i made this to keep from choking myself out!! haha!! (iโm sobbing truly) ps.. send in any requests or asks!!! i missed writing โกโก
you groan and huff, brows furrowed, subtle pout on your lips as you brace a hand against your stomach, stomping your way into the chateau. headed straight for jbโs bathroom.
the pogues sit idly, strewn across the living room and kitchen, watching as you angrily make your way past them. pope frowns, โ hey.. uh- โ he gets cut off abruptly as kie sends a swift elbow to his ribs. โ shut. up. pope. โ kie mutters through the corner of her mouth.
โ ow.. โ pope mumbles, rubbing his side. shooting the girl a glare as she sends one back.
a crash from the bathroom echoes through the entire chateau, followed by a string of curses and a rather loud โfucking fat fucking fuckโ from an irritated voice that is undeniably yours.
the pogues pause, glancing at one another. โ whereโs jj? โ john b asks the group, swallowing nervously, beer clutched in his hand as he stands still in the kitchen.
the group falls silent, with no answer as to where your best friend is. john bโs eyes widen, whisper-yelling, โ someone text him! right freaking now! โ
kie and pope scramble to find their phones, bumping into each other as they both jump to move. flipping over couch pillows and empty cans of your favourite soda. making somehow an even bigger mess of jbโs home.
meanwhile.. youโre in the tiny, somewhat claustrophobic, bathroom, angrily staring down at your favourite pair of panties that you saved up to buy, now absolutely ruined.
running a hand through your messy hair, you sigh, biting back the tears that threaten to spill out of your glossy eyes. reaching over to jbโs cabinet, you try to rummage through the boxes of tampons to find your pads.
scoffing, you pull out one last singular pad. โ you have got to be kidding me. โ you mutter, your frustration growing. god, you hate your period more than anything.
the pogues got a hold of jj, warning him what hell might currently be taking over his best friend. all he replied back was โdoes she have her vape?โ to which the kie shrugged and sent back a firm โno.โ
they hear the sound of the creaky bathroom door opening, all momentarily bracing, not wanting to even breathe wrong. your feet gently pad across the old wooden floor, headed in the direction of the bedroom jj occasionally sleeps in. your movements tired, fed up.
the pogues act like statues, knowing better than to ask how youโre feeling. sitting in complete silence, they watch you disappear into the bedroom. waiting for the moment jj appears.
you yank open the top drawer of the dresser, pulling out one of your best friends baggy teeโs and a pair of tremendously oversized, yet heavenly soft and comfy, sweatpants.
you undress, leaving your denim shorts on the floor, and instead sliding on jjโs clothes. feeling just a little bit better. cigarettes, a hint of weed and sea salt mixed with the cologne you gifted jj lingers on the worn fabric of his shirt that hangs off one shoulder.
flopping facedown onto the bed, you moan in never-ending annoyance as the pain of the cramps begin to poke and prod at your stomach.
just a couple minutes later you hear a soft knock on the bedroom door. you grumble a muffled โcome inโ. door opening, followed by heavy boots thumping against the hardwood floor. your ears perking up at the noise.
โ hey sweetgirl. got yโsome stuff. yโwanna maybe lift that pretty head up and come look? โ the blonde boy murmurs softly, sitting down beside you. gently running his hand over your mused up hair.
โ jj? โ you lift your head, eyes finding his. he smiles down at you, dimple popping out. you feel tears glossing over your vision before you can stop them. a shaky, broken breath leaving your lips as you sit up and tug your best friend into a hug.
โ hey, kitty cat, sโokay. โ jj shushes you softly, one arm wrapped around your back, his free hand brushing your hair as gently as possible. โ sโokay, sweetgirl. iโm here. sโalright. โ
you sniffle, tightening your hold around his neck. breathing him in. letting his words wash over you. the feeling of his hand rubbing up and down your back soothing you.
โ cโmon, letโs go out to the hammock, yeah? get nice and comfortable, eat some food maybe? how does that sound, pretty girl? โ jj offers quietly, running his fingers through the messy strands of your hair.
you pull your head back, sniffling once more, nodding your head at him, โ sounds good, j. โ
his eyes soften at the sight of your tear-stricken face, all flushed and doe-eyed. cupping your cheeks, jj swipes his thumbs beneath your eyes, wiping away the remnants.
โ alright, letโs go. got your emergency survival kit all ready fโyou. โ jj grins, grabbing your hand as you climb out of the bed. your heart swells, grateful for your best friend.
he leads you out of the bedroom, pogues nowhere to be seen, and out of the chateau. the sun is still out, but not beaming down. the temperature outside is just right, a slight breeze passing every now and then.
jj brings you down to the hammocks jb tied onto the trees in his yard summers ago. a plastic bag weighing down the blue material. you glance at the blonde with curiosity. he squeezes your hand before letting go, fingers gripping your hips firmly, lifting you up with ease and sitting you down in the hammock.
you smile at him, shaking your head. he drops down beside you, grabbing the bag and plopping it into your lap. โ i present tโyou, cats emergency survival kit, made by yours truly, jj maybank. โ jj wiggles his brows at you, tugging you closer to him.
a flutter passes through your stomach, and itโs not because of your period. you lean against jjโs shoulder, letting him push the hammock gently as you open up the bag.
youโre unable to contain your smile as you look down at the array of items. only himโ your bestest friend, jj maybank โcould possibly know you oh so well.
you pull out your favourite cherry mint flavoured juul, and itโs not just one new packet, itโs four. you can see boxes of more pads peaking out from under a pink heatable bottle, itโs the night time ones that you prefer to wear so you never have to worry about ruining clothes. thereโs m&mโs, a jumbo bag of them because jj knows that you think the bigger pack tastes better. ready-to-eat mangos from the local market that you swear tastes like heaven on earth. he even got you new pink rolling papers for when your period is over because he knows that youโll want to spark up as soon as you can.
you turn to face him, finding him already smiling softly at you. his blonde hair falling messily over his forehead. โ thank you, j. youโre the best. i mean it. โ you tell him, pressing a sweet kiss to his sunburnt cheek.
โ sโno problem, pretty girl. yโknow iโll always take good care of you. โ jj wraps an arm around your shoulder, pulling you against his chest. kissing the crown of your head.
you both get comfortable on the large hammock, your legs over thrown over his, back pressed against his chest as his arm rests loosely โround your neck. safe and warm and so loved.
you hum in content as you take a pull of the juul, the sweet smell of cherries wafting into the passing breeze. passing it to jj, giving him a hit. the sun setting slowly behind you. the two of you munching on m&mโs. jjโs hand occasionally rubbing circles on your lower stomach under the big material of his shirt.
thank god for jjโs creation of cats emergency survival kit. your best friend must really love you.
being pregnant with ex!situationship!rafeโs baby
cw: heavy angst, abandonment, neglect, single parenthood, regret
you werenโt expecting company that night, and especially not his. the knock at your door was soft, hesitant, like whoever stood on the other side was afraid of what waited for them.
grabbing your robe you threw it on, tying a knot just as you reached for the door. and when you opened it, your heart nearly stopped in your chest. there he was. rafe.
the second you saw him standing there, every bone in your body locked up. rafe cameron. the sight of him was enough to drag you back two years, to memories youโd spent every day trying to forget. and before he could even get a word out, you slammed the door in his face.
your hands shook against the wood, chest heaving. hot tears blurred your vision, falling before you could even stop them. you hated that he could still do this to you. that just the sight of him unraveled everything youโd built since the day he left you broken and pregnant, choosing himself over the child you both were responsible for.
โy/nโโ his voice came muffled through the door, desperate, shaky. โplease. just listen to me. i need to see her.โ you pressed your forehead against the wood, biting back a sob. โdonโt you dare say that,โ you hissed, but your voice cracked.
โiโm sorry,โ he said quickly, like the words might save him. โi wasnโt ready then, butโโ you yanked the door open, the rage youโd been holding back for almost two years boiling over. โyou werenโt ready?!โ you spat, glaring at him through watery eyes.
โi carried her alone, rafe. i gave birth to her alone. i stayed up night after night with her alone. and where the hell were you? huh? out there pretending you didnโt destroy me with your bullshit ultimatumโโme or the baby.โโ your voice broke, and you hated yourself for it. โhow dare you stand here now, like you suddenly care.โ
rafe didnโt move. didnโt argue. he just stood there, taking every word like he deserved. his jaw clenched, his eyes glistened, but he didnโt interrupt, not once. โyou donโt get to waltz back into my life because you feel guilty,โ you continued, tears streaming freely now.
โyou donโt get to knock on my door and act like youโve changed. she is not some second chance for you, rafe. sheโs a little baby. sheโs my little girl. and she deserves better than the man who left her before she even took her first breath.โ
for a long moment, the only sound was your ragged breathing. rafeโs shoulders sank as he swallowed hard. his voice quiet, almost broken when he finally took the courage to speak.
โyouโre right,โ he whispered. โi donโt deserve her. or you. but iโm not here for me. i justโฆ i want to try. i want her to know me, even if she never forgives me. even if you never forgive me.โ
his words should have hit soft, like a warm hug, but they only made your chest ache more. because you knew better than anyone that rafe was the kind of man who could say all the right things and still leave you in the end.
your hand tightened on the rim of the door, torn between slamming it in his face again and letting the father of your child take one single step inside. it burned at the tip of your tongue to just tell him to โfuck offโ, but you couldnโt bring yourself to say it.
and thatโs when you really looked at him for the first time. he looked the same as he did two years ago, maybe a little older, a little more worn down. the sharp confidence he once wore on the outside wasnโt there anymore, just a boy trying to look like a man.
โi-i wanted to see her,โ he stuttered, words tumbling out too quickly, and you knew he mustโve been holding them back for years. โi know i d-donโt deserve it, butโฆโ
he inhaled sharply โi was scared,โ he finally admitted, eyes glassy. โi wasnโt ready, i didnโt know how toโฆ be that person. but i can try now. please, just give me a chance to try.โ
your chest ached, torn between hatred and the smallest flicker of the boy you once loved. โyou donโt get to show up after two years and act like this is easy,โ you snapped, voice trembling. โsheโs not some prize you win back. sheโs my whole world. sheโs been my whole world since the day you walked away.โ
rafeโs throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, eyes dropping to the floor before meeting yours again. โand sheโll be mine too, if youโll just let me. i canโt change the past, y/n, but iโm begging you, donโt shut me out of her future.โ
you despised yourself for wanting to believe him, that some broken piece of your heart still reached for him no matter how badly heโd shattered it. but when your daughterโs voice called out for you, small and innocent, you knew your answer wasnโt about you anymore.
โyou donโt get to beg me, rafe. if you want a place in her life, youโre going to have to prove it. to her. every day. no excuses this time.โ for the first time in years, rafe nodded without arguing, without running. โthen iโll prove it,โ he whispered. and with that he had made a promise to all of you, but mostly to himself.
y/nโs brows furrowed in confusion as the waiter set down a drink before rafe. the man stopped his conversation, glancing up at the waiter with an unreadable look.ย
" it's from the lady over there" the man gestured to a leggy blonde laughing with her friends, before she sent rafe a flirty wave.
y/nโs eyebrows raised as she stared at rafe with a look that said try me. rafe thanked the waiter, before reaching for the drink causing y/n to abruptly speak. " what are you doing?"she questioned, face scrunched up. rafe stopped, the glass at his lips as he set it down.
" it's free, she payed. why let it go to waste ?" he asked, shrugging his shoulders. y/n blinked slowly, looking back at the blonde who smirked at y/n.
" nuh uh, she's going to think you like her " y/n spoke, shaking her head as she crossed her arms over her chest. " come on, what's the big deal?" he beckoned, not understanding what the girl was getting so worked up about.
" rafe, i don't want you drinking something another girl bought you" y/n told him, trying to get her point across. " why are you being like this?" he asked, taking a sip of the drink.
y/n leaned back and kisses her teeth, nodding as she looked around. " do what you want" she spoke, pushing away from the table.
" y/n " rafe exhaled, shaking his head as he looked at the girl who picked up her purse. he was too stubborn to get up and walk after her, but instead watched as she walked over to the bar.
" hey, jj" she smiled tightly, looking at the boy working behind the bar. he continued what he was doing, just glancing up at the girl with a hey.
" can i get the bill please?" y/n asked, getting her purse from her bag. jj nodded, walking away for a minute before returning with the slip of paper and a pen. she glanced at it before picking up a wad of cash from her purse, counting it out quickly and handing it to jj.
the blonde's eyes widened. " this is like double the bill" he spoke, looking at the money before looking back at her. y/n shrugged her shoulders, scribbling down her signature on the bill. " keep it"
jj's eyebrows furrowed, as he looked at the girl. he was skeptical, noticing rafe had his eyes trained on the two. " right " he spoke quickly, pocketing the cash. " thanks "
" i said i'm sorry, what the hell are we still fighting for ? " drew yelled, his arm outstretches to show his frustration. y/n scoffed, shaking her head in annoyance. " because that doesn't fix it drew!" she retaliated.
" because i'm the one who looks fucking stupid for staying with you!" she continued, running her hands through her hair in frustration. since the pair were yelling, socks, there dog, began inevitably barking.
" shut up, socks " they both yelled at the same time, causing an silence to take over the kitchen. the dog whimpered, before leaving the kitchen causing y/n to sigh.
" look, y/n. there's nothing i can do " drew shrugged his shoulders, his jaw ticking as he looked down at the redhead.
" you're the one that screwed this up, not me" she reminded him, kissing her teeth as drew scratched the back of his neck.
" i have apologised, what else do you want? just drop it, okay? please " drew asked, as y/n exhaled to keep herself calm.
" drew, what don't you understand? this is my life okay? i'm the one getting called an idiot for staying with the man who has been caught multiple times flirting with his co-star" she yelled, struggling to get the words out because she was so frustrated.
" i'm the one who can't post on fucking instagram without everyone on the fucking planet commenting on my relationship. okay? everyome at work, uni. it's all they fucking talk about" she tried to explain, her voice beginning to break.
drew didn't say anything, not daring to meet her eyes as he picked up his car keys from the dish on the counter. " i'm going to go stay with austin and rudy for a bit" his adams apple bobbed in his throat. y/n stayed silent, spinning on her heel and walking out the livingroom.
driving to drew's apartment this late was never ideal, especially since y/n was tired after a long shift having have had to stay longer to help a student land her jumps, which was incredibly hard since the student had two left feet. y/nโs head could have used some advil, and she would have been perfectly happy to stay home and sleep for twelve hours.
but when rudy called her, groaning and saying your boyfriend is wasted and won't shut up about you and you need to come pull him him to bed, she went. it was as simple as that, partially because drew was stubborn when sober and only got worse as the night went on (code for he won't listen to anyone but her )and partly because y/n got a sweet kick out of his clinginess and extra loving.
when y/n finally knocked on the apartment door, the sound of austin sighing finally as he swung open the door doesn't surprise nor offend her. madelyn and madison scurried over, welcoming her with hugs and jokes about how sorry they were that they had to call her while chase and rudy tend to the drunken blonde.
" it's alright " y/n reassured. " i don't mind "
the tv was on playing a re-run off star wars, as beer cans and empty solo cups littered the table. pink floyds's dark side of the moon played from a speaker nearby as monica approached. drew was reclined back on the ground, an arm thrown over his eyes while his other tapped along to the song. monica crouched down next to him and could hear him humming the tune.
jd stood behind y/n, feeling a little helpless " he's been talking about you nonstop since he got, like, three shots deep "
" and as much as we love you guys together " madelyn added, leaning into chase's side. " he doesn't listen very well once he gets started "
y/n shot them a smile over her shoulder before speaking. " it's okay, i get it. you guys can go if you want, this might take a while " y/n hummed, causing everyone to bid there farewells before they left since they were exhausted. madelyn, madison, chase and jd all left to their respected apartments while austin and rudy went into their rooms as monica turned her attention back to the troublesome boy. " drew? time for bed "
" i told you to fuck off, madelyn. i just want to see my girl " he grumbles without moving an inch causing y/nโs heart to flutter at the nickname. " your girl? " she questioned, a teasing smile on her face.
" yeah, you know the beautiful one?"
" might ring a bell " she muttured, shifting so her legs were crossed in a basket beside him. " yeah, well, she's the most.... the most beautiful person in the history of... of forever. so get outta here and go flirt with chase or somethin' " he lazily waved her odd, mumbling something she didn't quite hear.
a smile fought it's way onto y/nโs face as she gently placed her hand on the smooth pane of his shoulder. " oh, but i wanted to flirt with you instead. how's that sound, hm? "
drew quickly pushed her touch away, seemingly still not recognising his own girlfriend. " it sounds like my girl is gonna come for you any second now, so watch it blondie. she might be small but fuck me she can be scary " drew slurred his words as he spoke, pulling a laugh from y/nโs lips. she gently took his wrist in her hand to remove his arm from his eyes and pressed a kiss where her fingertips touched him. his eyes stayed closed, as he jutted his chin in the opposite direction in protest.
" drew, baby, i'm not killing anyone any time soon " she spoke, leaning over his chest while running a hand through his hair. he opened one eye, suspicious of her claims but quickly realised it was her , and turned to look at y/n like he'll never get the chance to do it again, his expression swallowed by a smile. " when did you get here, darlin' " he asked, smooching kisses against the girls face causing her to scrunch her nose up.
" oh, just now " she answered, laughter lacing her words. " rudy called me over " she pressed a kiss to his forehead before sitting back up, her hand quickly engulfed by his.
" you should've come sooner " his other hand made it's way to her thigh, smoothing over her skin. " i was waiting for you by myself, and - " he abruptly sat up- " there's something i have to tell you " he whispered, casting a glance to his bedroom door. " it's top secret "
with him this close, y/n could smell the vodka on his breath. " yeah? what is it? " she asked, looping her arms around his neck as he pulled her onto his lap causing her to straddle him. her fingernails scratched at the nape of his neck, to which he instinctively responded by wrapping his arms around her waist and rubbing the palms of his hand along her back.
" this is top secret, classified information, sweetheart. you can't just get it for free. everything comes with a price !" he grinned slyly, tugging her closer. knowing drew, she already knew where this was headed but played along anyway " name it, then. i'm sure we can strike a deal somehow " y/n fed into him.
he mulled over his words before speaking " hear me out "
" i'm listening " y/n reassured, shifting her hips so she could sit more comfortably. " you " he pointed at her chest. " give me three -no, five kisses for the info up front" when y/n raised her eyebrows in suspicion, he continued. " and every follow up question is worth another kiss "
" what's up, y/n/n" grinned barry, kissing his teeth as the girl came into the beatdown trailer. a white sundress clung to her hips as the brunette pushed her perfectly curled hair over her shoulder looking up at barry through her long lashes.
" darlinโ, this is country club " barry introduced, barely lifting a finger as he gestured to a blonde man sitting across from him.ย the blonde's head snapped up, his biceps tensing through his polo shirt as y/n scoffed lightly.
" rafe cameron, never thought i'd see the day " she spoke, a laugh falling from her plump lips. y/n had met rafe once or twice since her best friend kyla was dating some guy who y/n didn't bother to learn the name of that happened to be friends with rafe.
" y/n" rafe greeted, nodding his head towards the girl who opened the bag which rested on her shoulders and dropped a wad off cash infront of barry, the bracelets which hung from her wrist jingling as she did so .
truth be told, rafe had never seen y/n sober. he wasn't all too surprised, the girl was known for her party girl ways. it was the typical good girl gone bad scenario, one he had seen play out one too many times.
" i need 20g's for the party kyla's throwing tonight " y/n told him, closing the clasp on her purse as she looked down at barry boredly. " still doin' luke's dirty work, are ya' sweetheart?" barry asked, scratching his stubble causing y/n to roll her eyes at the mention of her ex boyfriend.
" i'd rather shove a nail file up my nose " she hummed, her sweet tone unchanged despite her bitter words. " two grand good enough ? " she asked gesturing to the stack of cash which now lay among the empty plastic baggies and beer bottles.
" anything for my favourite customer " barry smirked, pushing off the ratty sofa to retrieve the stuff leaving y/n and rafe.
" you do coke? " he asked, his voice raspy while he glanced up at y/n. the girl pouted her lips, sitting down across from rafe causing the dress to inch up her thigh even higher as she crossed her legs over.
" it's not for me " she answered simply, brown eyes boring into rafe's.
" so who's it for? " he shot back, causing the girl to pull a face at his tone. she had never spoke to him more than twice, so why did he care so much. " what's it to you? " she replied, leaning forward causing the dress to slip revealing more of her cleavage.
rafe glanced down at her chest, before looking away his jaw ticking in annoyance just as barry came back with a bundle of small plastic baggies. " this good, y/n/n? " he asked, handing it to the girl who held it up, cocking her head to the side before she placed them into her bag.
" pleasure doing business with you " she smiled, spinning on her heel revealing the white ribbon tying the top half of her hair together and walking over to the door. " oh and rafe " she spoke softly, causing him to look over at her. " you should come by tonight"
" iโm telling you, she likes you" y/n shrugged, causing drew to laugh. " your ridiculous " he stated, lying down between her legs with his head on her stomach.
" humour me for a minute" y/n spoke, moving her phone down so drew could see as she opened instagram, searching for odessaโs account.drew shook his head in amusement, as the girl clicked on the first highlight.
she tapped through it, and funnily enough every single picture was with, or of drew. she exhaled harshly, looking at drew with an i told you so face. he clicked off it, scrolling through her posts and pressing one the one of the full cast of hellraiser and y/n.
" look, your in that one" he hummed, pointing at y/n in the picture. " she literally chose the only one where my eyes were closed " y/n replied, rolling her eyes before drew took the phone feom her hand and turned so his chin was on her stomach.
she reached down to play with his hair as he looked up at her, fingers resting at her sides. "you know we are just friends " he told her, pressing light kisses to her stomach.
" does she know that?" y/n questioned, raising a brow as she glanced to the side clearly annoyed.
" she doesnโt like me, sweetheart " drew laughed lightly,as y/n puffed the air from her cheeks.
" have you seen yourself, everyone likes you! even my dad has a crush on you" she stated. it annoyed her how perfect drew was because it meant everyone wanted him. and wether she would admit it or not, she was jealous.
" yeah i am pretty great, arenโt i ?" he grinned, enjoying annoying y/n. " you find this amusing, donโt you ?" she stopped playing with his hair, moving her hands away.
" oh come on, you know i only have eyes for you" he smiled at her, using his hands to push himself up and kiss her. he connected their lips just before y/n pulled away. " you better or i will poke your eyes out"
"are you seriously going to eat all that?" asked drew, eyeing y/n who exitedly took her food from the takeaway bag. she stopped her movements to look up at her boyfriend " are you calling me fat?" she questioned.
drewโs face immediately dropped as he began stuttering, of course that wasnโt what he meant, and y/n knew that. she just loved teasing him. "no, baby, no. i just meant thatโs alot of food-" he cut himself off, knowing he was digging himself a deeper hole.
y/n raised her brows " wow, okay" she exhaled, pretending to be annoyed as she scrunched up the now empty paper bag.
" you know thatโs not what i meant" drew spoke, moving back slightly so y/n could slip past to put the bag in the bin. she looked at the space, then back up at drew. " iโm too fat to fit through that" she deadpanned with a straight face, narrowing her eyes at him.
drew exhaled loudly, as y/n slipped through the space with ease using her foot to open the bin."iโm sorry, sweetheart" he pleaded, placing a hand on her waist to stop her from walking away.
y/n looked up at him, a squeal leaving her lips as he lifted her up with ease, placing her on the counter top. " watch out, the counterโs going to break" she teased, drewโs face going bright red as he buried his face in the crook of her neck knowing he was never going to hear the end of it.
" i just wish you would talk to me " y/n spoke, looking up from the ground to see drew leaning against the counter in front of her.
" talk to you? y/n, we hardly even see each other anymore. you- you are always working, or at uni " he yelled, pushing off the counter using his hands to show his frustrations. y/n immediately scrunched her nose up, standing up slightly straighter.ย
" don't yell at me" she stated, not daring to raise her voice. it was ironic. at the start of their relationship drew would call her brave whenever she fought back knowing she had problems with it in the past, but now he just scoffed. "yeah, well your making me pretty mad right now" he retaliated, now towering over the girl.ย ย
he broadened his shoulders, adams apple bobbing before the girl pushed her hands against his chest. " stop it, drew "she huffed, hating when he acted like this. she pushed him, which granted didn't do much but aloud her to slip under his arm and take a few steps back.ย
"you know, you say all this shit. you act like your so innocent, and perfect" he cut himself off when he noticed y/n turning on her heel to walk away from him. " hey, look at me when i'm talking to you" drew demanded, stepping closer to the girl. anyone in their right mind would be scared at the way drew reached for y/n's arm, but it only fuelled her anger.ย
" stop treating me like a kid.i'm not five years old!" she argued, pushing her hair back in frustration. " pretty hard not too, your so fuckin' stupid sometimes " he retaliated, watching as the girl scoffed loudly, jaw agape before she spoke.ย
" stop it, drew " y/n spoke, shaking her head at the man. he tugged at his hair, leaning his elbows onto the marble counter top as he exhaled loudly. " 'm sorry" he muttered, realising he took it too far but y/n wasn't settling for some half-assed apology.ย
"y/n"ย he repeated himself, pulling back as he watched her pick up her purse." i'm going to go stay at maddie's" she murmured, not making eye contact with the man reaching for her car keys which sat in the bowl beside drew.ย
his hand on top of hers caused her to stop. his finger came under her jaw, forcing her to look at him."i love you " drew kissed her forehead, before releasing her hand allowing her to take her keys.ย
y/n exhaled" yeah" she mumbled, pressing her lips into a line before she walked out the door.
" y/n " drew mumbled looking over at the girl who was passive aggressively folding laundry and slamming it down on the bed. if drew was being honest, he didn't even know what she was mad about.
" i'm fine " she dismissed, through gritted teeth causing drew to sigh as he rubbed the back of his neck. " well, something is clearly bothering you so spit it out "
" odessa seems nice. you should date her instead" y/n shrugged, pushing a stray strand of hair that fell from her bun behind her ear while drew looked around in shock.
" is that- are you joking, y/n/n? " he laughed, although there was no humour behind his words, while y/n pressed the back of her hands against her eyes in frustration.
" you dropped my hand "
" what ? " drew asked.
" you were eyeing her all night, got mad when i thanked the bartender and you dropped my hand in front of her, never mind. it doesn't matter. "i'm fine " y/n dismissed, not wanting to argue with him.
" you don't look fine " he stated, crossing his arms over his chest as he ignored everything else she said which pissed her off even more." well then stop looking "
don't cry, don't cry, don't cry. y/n told herself, blinking her eyes as she cast her gaze away from the table. drew and odessa were beside her, blatantly flirting. it was the little comments and the hand on his shoulder and y/n wasn't sure she could keep doing it.
madelyn noticed, anger bubbling inside her stomach as she stood up. " i'm going to the toilet, y/n/n,ย you coming with ? " she asked, y/n immediately nodding as she stood up. drew just smiled at the girl, before turning back to his conversation with the curly haired girl.
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madelyn took y/n's hand in her own as they walked to the bathrooms, noticing the girls breathing speed up. apparently madelyn wasn't the only one who noticed what drew was doing.
" yo, drew " jd murmured, as odessa went up to the bar to order a drink. drew hummed in reply, turning to jd as he sipped on his drink.
" what are you playing at ? " chase questioned bluntly.
" what? what do you mean ?" questioned drew, his eyesbrows drawn together.
" you invited odessa to y/n's birthday dinner, you've been flirting with her all night and ignoring your girlfriend, plus you let her walk out of here crying " chase told him.
" y/n, y/n said she was fine with dessa coming, and what? " drew tried to reason, but once he saw the looks everyone was giving him he mumbled.
" because she didn't want to make you feel bad!"austin exclaimed, louder than he intended causing everyone's eyes to widen.
"shit" drew pushed away from the table before making his way to the bathroom.
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" fuck me " y/n exhaled, coming into the bathroom. madelyn let go off the girls hand, watching as she tilted her head back and began fanning her eyes in an attempt not to cry.
" he's an idiot" madelyn huffed, nostrils flaring in anger at how disrespectful drew was being. y/n lowered her head, looking in the mirror infront of her as she took in a deep breath.
" she's a lovely girl but-" y/n cut herself off, immediately beggining to fan her eyes again. "shit, why do i keep crying" she groaned in frustration as tears began falling down her face. madelyn immediately wrapped her arms around y/n, not caring about the makeup that was going to inevitably stain her white top as y/n put her head in the crook of madelyn's neck.
y/n pulled away as her phone was going crazy, so she glanced at, kissing her teeth as she saw it was drew.
drew๐
baby, please come out
i'm sorry
i didn't realise
i'm an idiot
please, y/n
i love you
i'm outside the door, come
out please
come speak to me
" do you want to speak to him? we can go out the back?" madelyn asked in a hushed whisper so drew couldn't hear. y/n laughed lightly at this, but still shook her head. " you sure?" madelyn asked, completely ready to bolt out the back door. y/n nodded, causing madelyn to pull a beauty blender from her purse and tap it under y/n's eyes in an attempt to fix the tear stains.
" i'm sure she's a lovely girl but fuck me if she keeps touching him her face is going to end up in the spaghetti" y/n spoke, before her and madelyn fell into fit's of giggles. " there's the y/n i know" madelyn grinned, putting the beauty blender back into her purse.
" good as knew " madelyn smiled, looking into the mirror at y/n who fixed her hair glancing at madelyn in the mirror. " did i ever tell you how much i love you, maddie?" y/n asked, leaning her head on the taller girl's shoulders.
" once or twice " madelyn hummed, before the two began laughing again.
drew, who was on the other side of the door couldn't decide if the laughing was a good thing or if this was y/n's physcotic break. he tapped his foot anxiously, looking back at his table of friends who were all speaking with solemn looks on their faces. drew could tell they were talking about him, but they all quickly shut up when odessa returned to the table.
" wish me luck " y/n exhaled, before making her way out the bathroom her heels tapping against the marble floor. drew pushed off the wall he was leaning on when y/n came out the bathroom, immediately wrapping his arms around her.
" i'm so sorry, sweetheart. we can leave right now, just me and you and go anywhere " he spoke, his thumb rubbing circles onto her exposed shoulder. y/n had her head on his chest before she pulled away, looking up at him.
" let me say what i have to say, okay?" she spoke softly, toying with her ring anxiously causing drew to furrow his brows as he nodded.
" look, drew. i'm not trying to be the selfish, controlling girlfriend but it's like ever since you filmed hellraiser. she's everywhere. you talk about her, she's blowing up your phone i mean their's a picture of you and her in our livingroom for crying out loud " y/n's voice unintentionally raised, practically shouting the last few words causing the restraunt to fall silent. all eyes were on them, as drew blinked slowly.
"oh, shit " y/n muttured, shifting on her feet as everyone was blatantly staring at the couple. odessa, who clearly heard their conversation stormed off causing drew to shout her name.
y/n raised her brow, he was proving her point. she could see the internal battle within drew, causing her to sigh loudly. " just go " she mumbled, gesturing to the door odessa just stormed out off.
" are you sure?" he asked. and even though every single part of y/n wanted him to stay, she nodded. and with that, he was gone.
" oh-oh my god" kelsey exhaled, holding y/n's hair back as she threw up into the toilet for the third time that night. kelsey glanced up at caitlyn who shrugged her shoulders." she can't go home like this" kelsey stated, rubbing the girls back.
it was halloween night, and mckay, a stupid rich kook,was throwing a huge party. his parents were out of town for the weekend and left with without a spending limit on his daddy's amex so the marble island in the kitchen was covered with alchohol.
jj and y/n had argued a few hours before, it started as something stupid but it turned into them both saying something they regret. y/n had showed up at mckay's with a strapless black bodycon dress, black stockings that had pink bows at the cut-off at her thigh and a fake gun in the holster. " mrs smith" mckay grinned, opening his arms for the brunette. mckay was dressed as hugh hefner, and y/n noticed his girlfriend, sienna, dressed up as a playboy bunny in another room.
mckay was one of the only decent kooks on the island, he was a nice person. his parents raised him like that. he was respectful, did well in school and never picked fights.
" where's mr smith?" mckay asked, walking to the kitchen with his hand on y/n's lower back. "that doesn't matter " smiled y/n, grinning at the array of bottles. " shots?"
that was how y/n ended up in this situation. she was able to talk at first, being semi illiterate before she passed out in the downstairs bathroom. mckay helped kelsey take her upstairs to his bedroom, before giving the two some privacy after bringing y/n some water and bread.
she was unable to talk at this stage, going in and out of conciousness to throw up as she layed on the bathroom floor with mckay's quilt on top of her to cover her dress which was pulled up far too high, her underwear on show.
" should we call jj?" caitlyn asked, reaching for y/n's phone that was on the counter top and quickly unlocking it. " yeah, i can't take her to my place like this. my mom's home" kelsey spoke, as y/n's head fell onto her lap.
kelsey began stroking the girls hair as caitlyn dialed jj's number.
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" i don't know how you watch this shit" jj exhaled, uncrossing his arms from his chest as he glanced at sarah. john b had fell asleep long ago, his head on her shoulder as him and sarah watched some sappy rom-com. " why are you so grouchy?" asked sarah, a pout on her features.
jj had been in a bad mood since he stormed into the chateau, slamming the front door so hard that the full house shook. he had been snappy ever since. sarah knew that it was something to do with y/n since the only response she got when she asked what y/n was up too ,was a grumble under his breath.
his ringtone cut threw the air, cutting sarah off as a picture of jj and y/n flashed on the screen, her name across the top. sarah watched as jj cleared his throat, diverting his eyes back to the tv.
" aren't you going to answer that?" sarah questioned as the phone rung out. they were engulfed in silence once again, before it started ringing again. " jj" sarah urged, rolling her eyes as the boy silenced the call again.
y/nโค๏ธ
jj it's caity
can u come get y/n
she's really drunk
it's bad
we are at mckays
the adress is 57 whitehill lane
j ๐
i'm on my way
" i need to go" jj stated, standing up and picking up his shoes. " is everything okay?" sarah questioned, at the boys now frantic state but didn't get a reply as he slammed the door shut.
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" yo, jj. my man, so glad you could make it " grinned mckay, dapping up jj as the blonde came into the kitchen.
" where's y/n " jj questioned, his face void of a smile. mckay nodded, understanding that jj was worried about his girlfriend.
" follow me" mckay spoke, beggining to walk up the spiral staircase with jj behind him. they walked down a ridiculously long hallway, before they stopped.
" she's in there" mckay spoke, gesturing to the door causing jj to nod. mckay began to walk away, but stopped when he heard jj speak. "mckay?" mckay nodded in response. " thanks"jj stated, smiling with his lips in a thin line at the boy.
" no problem, bro" mckay shouted, going back downstairs as jj opened the door. his eyes immediately went to the ensuite bathroom as he could see caity stood in the doorway.
" oh, jj " she sighed in relief, stepping to the side to allow jj to crouch down beside y/n.
" what happened?" jj questioned, lifting the girls head gently from kelsey's lap to his own allowing the girl to stand up.
" i don't know, she showed up and she was really upset. she started drinking, and crying. god, she was crying alot- what the fuck did you do to make her cry so much?" kelsey questioned, as jj stroked the girl's tear stained cheek as she was still asleep. " she came in here with blair, then i came in and blair was gone, and y/n was on the floor"
" shit" he muttured, guilt flooding his chest as the girl suddenly woke up. she turned her head to the toilet, coughing as she began to throw up. he wrapped his hand around her hair, pulling it into a make-shift ponytail.
kelsey kneeled down beside the couple, giving jj the plastic cup filled with water as y/n leaned back, falling into jj's chest. " hey, baby. drink this" jj spoke softly, using his thumb to lightly open the girls mouth. y/n blinked slowly, allowing jj to tilt the liquid into her mouth before she pulled away.
she blinked a couple of times, looking up to see it was jj. " hi, asshole" she slurred, accepting the bit of pizza caitlyn was handing her before taking a bite. jj laughed lightly. he was sat on the bathroom floor, his back against the wall beside the toilet with y/n between his legs. she leaned her head back onto his chest, taking another bite of the pizza having seemingly sobered up slightly.
she reached up and plucked the cap off his head, and put it on her own causing jj to reach down and push the front off the cap down blocking her eyesighr. " hey, want to fuck off?" y/n questioned, looking up at jj with her head still on his chest. he rolled his eyes, wrapping his arm loosely around the girls waist fiddling with the bows on her stockings.
