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I've been playing WoW recently again. I'm not a functional human being but at least I can level with my friends uwu
I've been OBSESSED with this album like insane overconsumption listening to it everysingledayeverytimeIleavemyhouseatall because going outside without one of these songs in my ears just feels wrong right now. Ahhh DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ you are rescueing me right now T-T
So a minute ago I was looking for some 4chan archive of mspaint comic threads to prove that the "are ya winning son" meme started there, and the VR sex version is not in fact the original. What I found is one of the most significant internet history events that no one's ever heard of. A tale of a modern library of alexandria.
I used to browse 4chan pretty regularly between maybe 2006-2010. After that the alt right was in its infancy and it started to get real bad. but before that, there was a lot of goodhearted fun. One of the fun threads were MS paint comics. This is where trollface and shit like that started, stuff that eventually got stolen by reddit and made into copy-paste rageface shit. "are ya winning son" was one of those. The 4chan mspaint threads were all full of original content or reposts of old popular ones.
Basically the way 4chan works, threads get deleted after they hit the "bump limit". Bump means every time someone posts the thread goes to the top of the board. After a thread hits the bump limit it sticks around at the very end of the board until it gets pushed out by a new post. On very active boards, threads would rarely last a day. Bad threads would be gone within a few hours.
Eventually, people wanted to be able to save some of the good threads for posterity. Christopher poole a.k.a. moot, the creator, had a philosophy about it because he wanted to cultivate a certain type of culture. Things needed to come and go. The idea was that important stuff would get reposted naturally if people liked it and unimportant stuff would be forgotten. It wasn't supposed to be a journal, it was a town square. There is no clout chasing on 4chan. People post stuff for the moment because they want to be part of a conversation. Since nobody remembers you there's much less pressure over not being "cringe". That's why so much content came out of 4chan, because there is no barrier for entry, everyone is on equal footing, and everything everyone posts gets looked at. No good post slips through the cracks in the moment.
But this meant that there were threads where people were posting important original content that was getting lost to the ages. People saved stuff they liked, but if you remembered something you saw a week ago but didn't save it there was no way to get it back unless someone else decided to repost it. So moot decided to create an archive system where if five users voted to, a thread would be archived to a site called 4chanarchive. This ran from 2006 to 2013, and by then it held around 500GB of threads. 4chan always had trouble keeping afloat (for all the same reasons as tumblr honestly) so in 2012 the archive was transferred to a guy who was involved with encyclopedia dramatica. But then he went MIA, and now that entire archive has been lost. There were a couple other archives during that period, but they were all poorly managed and not much survived.
It's crazy to think about the amount of stuff that is gone. The internet was a real wild west until around 2010, and that period still has so much influence on us a decade later. Dumb shit like rickrolling, longcat, tons and tons of copypasta like the "what did you say to me you little shit" thing, SCP came from creepypasta threads on /x/.
Here's a link to the story if you wanna read it for yourself.
4chan is just one example. I think it's really fascinating how people used to say "if you post something on the internet it's there forever" but maaaaan look how things turned out. People trying to archive shit on the internet are struggling all the time. Tumblr is especially bad, I have a hard time finding stuff that I reblogged two months ago. It's really great that heritage posts and certified iconic posts started up because it would be so hard to find that shit otherwise. Maybe it doesn't really matter that much. Maybe moot is right and it's better for things to just come and go and be forgotten.
Thank you for sharing this. <3 I've been thinking a lot about this recently, how bodily memory and data memory differ from each other and how they are treated differently and dealt with online.
I guess I am too young to have been around in the 2000s on 4chan, but I think the sentiments you are describing here still made sense to me when I was browsing there in the 2010s... at least if you could ignore the right wing slop ofc. ^^
I am not sure, maybe some things are worth saving but only under certain conditions where content collapse is handled respectfully. Your post made me remember how I was looking at some old myspace accounts a couple of years ago on the internet archive, and while I was on myspace myself when I was a teenager, it still felt somehow as if I was intruding on these people's privacy. Maybe its good that Myspace isnt up anymore, looking at profile-pics and posts out of context and the platform from which they were originally posted from, completely disconnected from the rest of the users and the discourse they were once enveloped in just felt wrong and isolating and voyeristic, but the bad kind.
I read this text recently and I think it touches on some of the things you described as for the ephemerality of data and the dis/connection we often feel towards online memory. Its a little long, but worth the read in my opinion.
We bet an entire civilisation on an unthinkably brutal and comically unreliable stack, and now fate has come to collect that wager. Californ
has anyone noticed that after the porn ban of 2018 tumblr was essentially killed from the mainstream and everyone flocked to other social media sites like twitter and meta. then those sites got enshittified to where twitter became Nazi Central and meta sites had an entire meme around getting “zucced” aka mark zuckerberg himself would ban you for saying a no-no word like fuck. and then the mainstream shifted to tiktok where infamous toddlerspeak sentences like “he got unalived by a pew pew” were born because if you once again say a no-no word like kill or gun or any other word that isn’t corporate i mean kid friendly then the algorithm will bury your post into the ground. and somehow we’ve come full circle and tumblr is now the most bearable social media site because although we can’t have female presenting nipples we can at least talk to each other like adults. has anyone noticed that at all or is it just me and the flaming skull
Emos & scene kids got this close to abolishing gender for real. I try not to think about it too much.
Art in the Age of Digital Puritanism (2022) by Iness Rychlik The artist reposted it in 2024 "because it feels relevant in social media today".
Is it me or is it getting worse and worse everyday?
Everytime one of these "protect women and girls" orgs go viral for doing something evil I like to take a look through their "wins" and see if they've ever helped protect even one single living woman or girl.
Collective Shout has:
Gotten a hotel to cancel a legal-aged porn star's reservation
Gotten a venue to cancel a Playboy Bunny themed party - again, attended by only adults
Pressured the Breast Cancer Foundation to pull ads that they found too sexy
got ads for a sex doll company removed because they felt the dolls resembled children
Got a beer coozy that had pinups of adult women printed on them discontinued.
Got an H&M ad pulled for back to school clothes for saying "Turn Heads"
Got Tyler the Creator banned from performing in New Zealand
I'm still scrolling and I have yet to see a single instance of a real, living woman or girl being protected by any one of their actions. They have on multiple occasions punished real, adult women for the audacity to be naked in some capacity they find distasteful.
Adding to this that they have lobbied to get a real pedophile released AND supported Cuties, which objectified and exploited real living children.
My main point is not that you have to love any of the things above, you can even hate them and wish they didn't exist. but they were able to dismantle the entire games industry and set a dark precedent regarding banks deciding who is morally good enough to spend money - and they aren't even helping any real women or girls in the process.
(╥_╥) Ethel Cain concert (╥_╥)
Couldn't believe how sweet she was with the audience. Still cant believe I saw her.
I almost died (like literally bc the air in the venue was so bad that many people fainted, including me)
Unmasking Autism - Dr Devon Price, p. 57
For me it was Jak from Jak and Daxter
On Autistic Loneliness:
So, vampires & autism are my special interests. I find many, many links between the two. Anne Rice's vampires describe the vampiric sense of loneliness as something unfathomable. Nauseating, all-consuming. Sometimes, I feel like the autism sense of loneliness is the same. Like a vampire, I feel like there is this layer of plexiglass between myself and every single person in my life.
I've been thinking about this in terms of dating. I've never had luck, and it's something that eats me alive. I don't think I'm supposed to be alone. But, I'm supposed to figure out how to manage. Sometimes, I feel like I'm trying to brainwash myself to become jaded, complete with the holding of my eyes open to watch the screen. I think about Plato's Origin of Love theory, (and the song from Hedwig & the Angry Inch. I have the face symbol tattooed) and how this sinking loneliness feels like acid eating away at the lining of my soul.
I'd love to hear what others have to say about it.
I feel this. Although I've been in relationships all my life I've always felt lonely.
Your post made me think of the movie only lovers left alive. It's been a long time since I've seen it, but I remember this longing loneliness that drags itself through the two vampires' immortality.
I guess I finally have to read Anne Rice now! Thx <3
#vampires #neurodivergence #loneliness
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REVOLUTIONARY GIRL TSUKASA HIIRAGI
a hyperstitional yuri guro fic about anime girls causing the apocalypse (DON'T SHOW YOUR PARENTS) https://archiveofourown.org/works/36234238
*--* Omg I've been reading cute accelerationsm and Deleuze lately and the world just makes sense now. UwU LUL
i love this. I thought I was the only one still thinking about Utena in 2024/5
gonna update when I'm finished reading
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“Hey, wanna go to the mall today?”
a personal challenge to see how many characters/references I could fit into one picture, could definitely still do more!