I guess I need to move on knowing it maybe wasn’t all that serious to begin with. Maybe then will I continue to develop in this part of my life. I think I’ve paid my dues and it’s time to go. Life is waiting. More importantly…she’s waiting

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I guess I need to move on knowing it maybe wasn’t all that serious to begin with. Maybe then will I continue to develop in this part of my life. I think I’ve paid my dues and it’s time to go. Life is waiting. More importantly…she’s waiting
Wow I’m really hoping this works out. If this goes through I want to prove things wrong to a couple people. That my ideals on dating aren’t keeping me from finding people. Exact opposite. It’s to prevent me from getting taken advantage of. And for finding people who I can vibe with on a personal level. My time is spent on those that are willing to be with me for who I am
You wanna know a true existential fucking crisis? Clannad afterstory. Fml lol. Reminded of this shit and it gmfu again
Couple new steps I’m willing to take. New things I’m willing to do. Inadvertently through one way or another have been able to experience new things and now it’s time to use them to push forward. I’ve experimented with a lot of things. Now it’s time to put it into action
The most annoying thing about dating nowadays is vibes are going well and even physical escalation isn’t even an issue. It’s actually when you catch feelings and make them known are when the problems start to happen. I know it’s kind of a fucked up thing, but how do people keep both intimacy and feelings all separated?
Im thankful for what I have and what’s to come. Friends and coworkers alike. Although I’m gonna be losing coworkers when I move units, but they still want to stay in touch
I might as well study for my CEN early so that I’ll tackle ED certification once I’m in there lol
The dom game has to start from somewhere right lmfao
We don’t complain and stay the same. We keep it moving. If one person ain’t worth the time, onto the next.
At the end of the day you only have yourself to push you through
Homies that used to be in choir at a recent Friendsgiving really like my singing. I’ve gotten better, Manifest bitch lmfao
It’s a work in progress but we keep it moving
Had this weird af dream lmao
Slowly undoing these weak tendencies. Moving on is the best thing I’ve done time and time again and leaving them on the backburner. Be it door slam or just leaving mia. Only have so much energy at a time. No need to waste energy. Only energy needed is the gym and people who matter
Another realization, I realize that I’ve taken a serious tone on a lot of things and need to dial it back a bit. Maybe it’s how things have been going over the past months, but can’t let how twisted things in the past affect how view the present and future. They aren’t the same. I’m not the same. My views and ideals in the world are constantly changing. Loving life more for what it is. And if I have to lose some people along the way that contradict happiness then so be it. And let’s keep that happiness moral...for the most part lol
Some ridiculously old memories pop back into my head and it’s just like yo wtf lol
I can’t believe I’ve made it this far. Almost there, to the accomplishment of the plan I’ve had for so long. I never thought I’d see the end of it. But here it is. And here we can go from. It’ll get harder for a while from here but waiting all this time has given me the patience to deal with this stuff