Do you feel unfulfilled? I often hear people saying meditation does not work for them because they are too restless. That is like saying you cannot do exercise because you're too fat. Thats the whole point! We all use our minds. And as far as we know — perhaps the only thing we truly know — is that there is consciousness because we are conscious right now in this very moment. You are having an experience. All war starts here. And it can end. This book found me. Not sure what happens next. At some point I will open it and read it. My favorite author Bukowski hated him. His girlfriend had his poster and had been at his retreat in India. Bukowski drank and had his own guru in the form of a powerful muse. This man (Meher Baba) claimed to be God. He also didn't speak for 30 years or something and before that he did and some of it was captured like the discourses in this book. I sometimes feel like i am god too when i am in a certain creative mode (almost always these days). I think God is the force of life and light and love which all phenomena embody. And it is a hell of a drug! The judeo/christian/muslim version implies it is something outside or separare from ourselves. This is a mistake. And not true. How do i know? I am not a religious man. I don't get faith. Why believe something you don't know. I don't get it. Hope is different... I hope for many things in life. Hope is good. Faith is just pretending to know something you dont. Hope is being okay with uncertainty. Language matters. As a poet, I get to bend words and twist them. Licence to thrill. Anyways, I am eating some dark grapes with iceberg lettuce. Listening to @odesza Gonna hit the gym because it is like meditation. Essential for human development. At least those with megalomaniacal god/wizard complexes lol... (yes in therapy, fuckoff with love haha) Then practise guitar. New album is done but cant afford mastering until next month. Hope you are doing well. Hope. Not faith. Maybe at some point I will discard all spirituality and just go all in on science. Or reject both and also never speak again. Only sing and play my acoustic synths 🦄 ~ Markus (at Lappeenranta, Finland) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMeMAGUBC9D/?igshid=4rydegmjzs1w