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a tiny hollanov smau

i'm still in the fucking building

creating entire worlds for my fics like almost to maybe a disturbing level. this is often why i like writing aus so much bc it’s the characters, but in my own special version.

i have so many thoughts about my bear ilya and hockey player shane i think about them often. like in this universe shane is vegan and older ilya keeps dairy alternatives in his fridge for shaney. proud nutritional yeast in pantry for his baby’s b12 needs. ilya likes to read russian literature because it helps keep him connected to his language and shane thinks it’s really hot and asks him to read to him a few times but of course the reading divulges very quickly into something like shane on his knees with ilya’s hand in his hair, reading the book a bit more breathlessly.

#Wow tumblr is fun bc i can be more self indulgent without twitter character limits #this is for no one but myself tbh anyway