Hello, my name is Vic, and I am the same age as my body (19). my pronouns are he/they, and I am, if you could tell, interested in Avatar: The Last Airbender! I came into existence in the late night of June 29th, 2021. My host, Noi, had just gone through a really traumatic and stressful break up, that forced him to split, create me and go into hiding in our headspace to better cope with the experience. it is unusual to me that when he split, he was the one who kept the trauma and anger, rather than me, the new alter, but I’m hoping that there’s a valid reason for this, somewhere in our head.
I like to believe that this is him somehow taking responsibility for everything? or him trying to stay connected to everything by suffering through it, rather than splitting and just not feel anything again.
i’ll be honest, I don’t remember a lot of the correct wording or phrases for all of this, I’m a new alter and Noi is the one who had seen all the doctors and gotten the diagnosis and done all of the work with this, so i’m going to sound really stupid for a while! I promise I’m trying my best.
on on the topic of Noi, I support him, i really do, but I have no fucking clue what I’m doing at all! this is going to be me documenting myself hellishly suddenly trying to function as an adult in a life that isn’t really mine, and hopefully my struggling will serve as entertainment- or even education- to anyone seeking it!
shout out to the alters who are helping out, Jules, Leonard and Erik! you don’t know them but you don’t have to. they’re amazing
thank you so much,
with love,
Vic