Misanthropic Drunken Loner.

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July is about internal peace

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This was the worst month of my life

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Snorlax in Pokémon Detective Pikachu (2019) dir. Rob Letterman

[poems-and-word]

[poems-and-word]

[aenslem]

National Treasure (2004) /  National Treasure: Book of Secrets (2007) dir.  Jon Turteltaub

[stability]

employer: so how do you like working here!

me:

[femcpilled]

[nihilisa-frank]

[lesbian-toddhoward]

[seulira]

@chromiscuous

[vickivengeance]

Mythology

You convinced me that you were Adonis

And I thought that made me Aphrodite

I was dazzled by your beauty

Overwhelmed and senseless

I felt lucky to get to exist in your space

You made me feel like I was someone

Just because you wanted me

But I only had you for two thirds of the year

Later, I thought that I was Echo

And you were Narcissus

You were beautiful still but

I was just a whisper of a person

I thought everything I did had to please you

Or you would brush me aside

I thought that you couldn’t love me

Because you only loved yourself

In reality I am Icarus

And you are the sun

I brushed my fingers through your fire

And was surprised when it burnt me

I ignored all the warnings from others

And all the signs that you showed me

Because I wanted you so badly

But I crashed and burned, losing the most important parts of myself

Maybe it’s fitting that our story is

Best explained through myths

Because they are stories I tell myself

To make it seem like me loving you mattered

To explain why I wasted so much time on you

And to hopefully learn a lesson

So that I don’t keep making the same mistakes

My whole life

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[anxietyproblem]

[philosophyquotes]

“Every word has consequences. Every silence, too.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, The Selected Essays

[edigarsaenz]

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[adrenaline]

[trippyfiend]