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hello and welcome to this mess <3 my name is victoria but you can call me vic (or vicky) if you'd like

34 - she/her - bi - venezuela (expat - currently living in madrid)

spanish and english

f1 baby - been brainrotting on it for two years now

my favorite driver is carlos sainz. will defend him with my life

i write thinkpieces that are sometimes shippy about carlos and charles under the tag charlos thoughts

i ramble under the tag vic talks

i only write charlos

link to my ao3

my twitter

i'm (also) on bluesky

☆ fic masterlist ☆

#header #about me #new pinned post!#the header is australia 2024 because i will never be happy again if i don't get another ferrari 1-2 #probably my first and last charlos ferrari 1-2 so let's milk it until it's old and dry #hope to be able to change this before the year ends but i'm not too optimistic #either way this is some info about me that nobody asked for #and i GOT ANOTHER 1-2 WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT #anyway lemme just be dramatic for a sec #i was a total cynic at the beginning of the year huh #girlie was going tHROUGH it

moossings

#slay

x: moosmhin ✶ commissions ✶ ko-fi | site

ian1996-2

moossings

art i promised @chiliconsharls on twt, post engagement shenanigans because we all love toxic yaoi

x: moosmhin ✶ commissions ✶ ko-fi ✶ carrd

so, things that I am:

tired

overworked

uninspired

things that I am *not*

ready for the fest.

I've written 3k of absolute garbage.

I'm. Really mad at myself because this year has been challenging for me to keep invested in the sport with the negativity and collective headloss on twitter, servers and such, and fortunately, Charlos are thriving as a secret third thing but I am. Not. and neither are my brain worms. I've gotten a new job and it's drained me from my energy completely and every single race is mind-numbing, so.

I'm not scrapping the project, I'm just struggling a lot with it. I've tried different angles and things but the fact that I got so isolated from fandom because I can't deal with the negativity and headloss has been a shot to my foot and I need to have people to brainstorm with or I wither like a dry flower, apparently. So I will try to focus on that in the upcoming weeks even though reaching out privately to people is excruciating to me (because I'm painfully shy) yet I do think I can manage to scrap something good from this if I just. Focus. Enough. On it. Which I'm unable to. Most of the time. and also if I find people who can help me out to get this fic running again.

Anyway. see y'all later. I hope.

#about my last few months #I have a good feeling about it it's just that right now I simply find it EMPTY #and I know I can do better which is why I need a brand new perspective with maybe another set of eyes #anyway I'm probably being dramatic but be patient with me