I dreamt about you last night
I saw you in my dream last night. Just like that,you appeared. And you were next to me, like always, giving me the best advice related to work. You were explaining me about a case and told me that maybe it will help me with my current job. And I was telling you about my new job, and we were talking like we used to do. And then I was holding you in my arms. And then, you said you love me. Weird, but you know how dreams work, right?
But you know kow real that dream was for me?
You were there, looking at me, with your beautiful big brown eyes, looking back into mine, and telling me you love me. The amount of happiness I felt that second, the millions of butterfiles that were in my stomach...I never felt like that in real life..Never. But probably I would feel like that if I were with you. Just thinking about being next to you makes me happier than I ever was in real life.
But it was just a dream. And after you said you love me,I started to wake up. And instantly I started to cry, because you were fading away and I realised that it was a dream...and it broke my heart. Because I want it to be true. I swear, if I had the chance to stay in that dream forever, I would have never come back. Never. Being with you is my dream, my only wish. But I am not good enough for you. Someday I will be, or not. But one day, I will have the courage to tell you that I want you. I know your response. I'm nothing to you. I know that you will not want me. And probably that will break my heart forever. But I prefere to live with that, than breaking my heart every day by not telling you and dreaming about being with you, when I know it's impossible. I want a closure, even if that means I will have my heart in pieces.
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