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Real Girlkisser ❀ Real Vampire ❀ Real Poet 18

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My man asked for a sexy pic, but I lowkey couldn't be fucked so I jus sent him a picture I found on Google that kinda looked like me. Thanks girl.

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Why is this the most beautiful, handsome man I've ever seen in my life

Are you fucking kidding me?

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Im backkk 🧛‍♀️

For realsies this time #anacalls!!

I'll stop being a deadbeat now I promiseee

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Fatspo that triggers me so good

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One thing I've noticed about myself is that I lose/gain weight very quickly. I know that it's probably due to most of it being water weight, but visually, I can go from looking very slim to looking a lot fuller within like 2 weeks. This feels like a blessing and a curse tbh cause if I eat even just a little bit less and workout just a little bit more, I see results super quick - but as soon as I start letting myself go or start eating a couple hundred above my goal over a short period of time, I start gaining all the weight back. I can normally afford 1 "moderate" cheat day a week, especially if I follow it up with a fast/extremely low-calorie day. My problem is that im always tempted to keep eating more after the binges. My mind goes, "You've already ruined it, there's no point restricting anymore today." I need to try to train my brain to be able to appreciate a small treat, feel satisfied, and then move on.

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Monday: 0 Cal

Tuesday:

Wednesday:

Thursday:

Friday:

Saturday:

Sunday:

Total Weekly Calories (Goal <2900):

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Just got told I had "sexy thick thighs" im gonna kms. Great motivation tho.

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OKKKK so my family came to stay for about a week so I was kinda forced to eat normally. I'm gonna restart now, so I will start tracking & updating again. They left a couple of days ago, and I've been fasting for almost 48 hours so far. I will most likely have to break my fast with something tonight, but it will still be under 400 calories.

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Things to do instead of eating/binging

Sleep

Watch a movie/show

Listen to music

Stalk people on Insta

Play mobile games for money

Go fake house/apartment hunting

Watch house/mansion tours on TikTok/YouTube

Go on Pinterest

Watch an@ Wieiad TikToks

Create fake scenarios

Clean room

Do something with my boyfriend and/or subtly try to get motivation from him.

Think too deeply about things and feel so sick u literally can't eat

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Safe Foods

These are some low-calorie foods that are actually satisfying to eat.

95g Canned Tuna - 145cals (but a lot less when you drain all the liquid) (Very good protein)

1 packet of Instant Veggie Soup - 71cal (great for volume eating)

1 Tomato - 18-22cal

1 Laughing Cow Cheese Light - 26cal

1 Mandarin - 37-40cal (good source of vitamins)

1 Kiwi Fruit - 40cal

1 Feijoa - 25cal

Pretty much all berries are under 70cal per 100g.

1 Carrot - 25-30cal

1 Boiled Egg - 70cal (Filling and a good source of protein)

160g Chobani Greek Yoghurt Natural Light - 89cal (Good Protein & Calcium)

Jelly B Konjac Jelly - 2-8cals per pouch (curb sugary cravings)

210g Baked Beans in Tomato Sauce - 177cals (a little higher but excellent on workout days)

(I will keep adding to this over time)

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Rules

Do not drink calories. Water, Diet Coke, and herbal teas only.

Try to fast for 1 day every week if possible.

Home workouts 3-4 times a week (doesn't matter what it is, just try to develop a routine)

You're not hungry, you're just bored

On cheat days (Sat, Sun), still remain disciplined. A couple of small treats is enough.

Take smaller bites of food and chew for longer - makes it feel like you're eating more and gives your food time to reach your stomach, making you feel satisfied.

No heavy or unnecessary carbs/fats (e.g., butter on corn, white bread with soup, pasta) - will easily go over daily limit.

Try to eat all the food in the evening (after 5pm) as night-time is when I'm most likely to binge, so feeling semi-full will help avoid this.

No food after 7pm.

Try to avoid oils of any kind, high in calories for what they are.

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Diet Plan

Day 1 > 400

Day 2 > 400

Day 3 > 400

Day 4 > 400

Day 5 > 400

Day 6 > 500

Day 7 > 800

(+1 any day of fasting)

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Friday:

Total: 0cal

Saturday:

Large veggie soup - 140cal

Small cabin bread - 51cal

Half museli bar - 63cal

Total: 254cal

Sunday:

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Current Stats 17/4/26

5'3, 18yrs

CW/SW: 50kg, 110.231lbs

GW: 45kg, 99.208lbs

UGW/MAX: 43kg, 94.7988

Goal time: 2-3 months