My heart is skipping fast, because I have planned something for us. I think of you in my decisions and always have good reasons and intentions.
I trust your words, I trust your soul. You told me you wouldn’t hurt me anymore. I go on working on my self, because I don’t want to damage what we have.
I view you as something pure, because in my eyes I don’t think you can do me wrong. WRONG. I am always wrong.
You smile at me and tell me to be secure, but turn around and give attention to that whore. You have no problem taking our time and giving it to her, lucky girl, she’s not the one that feels like she has to hurl.
You promise me one thing, but do another. You tell me you love me, that there is no another. I used to feel you only had your eyes for me, but unfortunately now I see.
The sad thing is, I thought you were different. I believed, you weren’t anything like him. I guess I was stupid and naive, to believe someone would respect me.
While I am waiting here, wishing for you to be by my side. Your hiding away your secrets, hiding your lies.
Looking at all of them, then why don’t you fucking have them?
This rollercoaster is making me sick. You have to pick. Which life, is it that your wanting to live. Do you want to be with them, looking at them, being with them, going after them? Or do you want me? Which way is our story going to be?
Time is ticking, you have to make your decision soon. I won’t be another fool. Don’t think I’ll be sitting here and waiting for your love forever. If you don’t want me, I will have another. If I aint good enough for you to care, then fucking leave me alone, why do you care?
I am tired of putting you first, especially if you don’t appreciate me. My love for you is blinding me, but believe me. I might love you for the rest of my life, but I won’t let another human being do me like that.