I'm really awkward

I bang the drums for Half/Measure

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Photo shoot in the mountains on an abandoned road. Photos by @crush-grief

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I seriously wonder what I look like through other people's eyes. If you know me well enough you now I'm really self conscious about my looks especially when it comes to girls haha. I honestly don't see myself as that attractive (I mean I'm not ugly but you get the idea). Ive never really been complimented on my looks either so when it does happen I feel really good about myself. I feel like I try too hard to act like someone I'm not all to impress girls and it honestly never works so I've stopped trying and just became myself again. And I've been learning to love myself more and more each day. I'm finally starting to see myself the way others see me now.

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My band Half/Measure did a thing. Check the full video on our Facebook page. @superhalfmeasure

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•LOVE• love is something i got to experience this year. we ended after 6 months, but i’m pretty sure i don’t regret asking him to be my boyfriend. it was my first relationship & even the first person i had ever kissed. and i’m 18. i’m glad i waited, bc the emotions that built up to that first kiss was worth waiting those 17 years. loving someone means accepting them for who they are, so it’s pretty amazing to see so many of my friends finally feel accepted. and feel happy. and feel loved. when you’re emotionally unstable, your partner is supposed to ease some of that stress off of you; whether physically, verbally, etc… love is really a great thing, and at one point we all think, “love stinks” and it does sometimes, but we wouldn’t have some of these dank ass songs about it if it weren’t a typical thing, i guess. nothing is better than seeing the people you care about, be stoked on life. there are times when i’m jealous that my friends have love, bc i have convinced myself that no one will love me because of my wheelchair, but a part of me knows that’s not true. because love means you love someone no matter what they look like. whether you’re disabled, the same sex, like different music, or can’t even do your eyeliner evenly…you deserve to be loved. these couples are absolutely beautiful(not that any other couples aren’t), and i’m so thankful they’re in my life. if anyone tells you that “no one will ever love you” say buh-bye bitch. bc if anything, loving yourself is extremely powerful but also having another human being love you and tell you you’re beautiful and that you’re worth something and their smile and laugh whenever you say something stupid is priceless. •love is beautiful.

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Not gonna lie I felt this in my soul... Beautiful ❤️

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TERRORISM HAS NO RELIGION PASS IT ON.

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When shit actually works out better than you thought...

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I'm just a hopeless romantic in a world where love doesn't exist...

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My life has gone through its ups and downs but I'm blessed for everyone that I've met that has changed my life for the better. There are too many of you to name but you lol now who you are. I just want to say thank you for always being there for me and for keeping by boring life lit af 🔥

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The challenges in life are hard but I'm making progress and I'm still smiling.

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Time to go to work. Someone come visit please.

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Love these guys and this band @kennyos4 @blehfml @hicktownwannabe @halfmeasuremusic 😎👍

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Work in a few so come bug me y'all. (at Antelope Valley Mall)

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Catch me being a squid at work 4:00-8:30 today y'all.

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@kennyos4 and I were the Dynamic Duo last night 😎 #batmanandrobin #thedarkknight #theboywonder #thedynamicduo

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I can't even describe how awesome it was to see one of my favorite bands at @chainreactionca last night. @knucklepuckil never disappoints. And it was truly copacetic 😎 #chainreaction #poppunk #shows #everythingiscopacetic #knucklepuck (at Chain Reaction)

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#tbt to @whosaidjames and I doing a shoot and the camera died. Did we fix it? Wait until the end of the video to find out...