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freshmen | 18 | future diplomat

[esakitorj]

[vieuxsoleil]

08.27.20

istg niki's lose makes me feel sum type of way

[vieuxsoleil]

08.22.20

since i'm turning a year older tomorrow, i'll finally change my theme here ehe

[languagessi-deactivated20210423]

All i want is… financial stability.. nice skin…. fluency in my target languages…

[ama-nee]

[vieuxsoleil]

issa bop

[hilderbrandish]

[vieuxsoleil]

07.04.20

my social juices are slowly evaporating i'M—

[sadcypher]

saga in black and white

[goodreadss]

Almond Branches In Bloom, San Remy | Vincent Van Gogh

[spongecake]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BdwHZnaBnUv/

[vieuxsoleil]

05.30.20

the second i woke up, i immediately sent an email to the lpu admissions office regarding enrollment procedure :0

wtf is wrOng with me, i was seriously planning on taking a gap year aaAAAAA

[heleionomaia-deactivated2021051]

“Stop cringing — at your future, at your failure, at yourself in the mirror — and stand up and look directly at who you are. Not who you should’ve been, but who you are now. Let that person in. Let her be as mediocre and wrong and shameful and sad and miserable and brilliant and hilarious as she wants to be, because she knows exactly what you need to feel good. She has plans for you. She wants to show you what comes next. She wants to take you into the future you’re dreading and say, “See? You never would’ve imagined this.”

— “Ask Polly: Is Life All Downhill From Here?” by Heather Havrilesky (via weltenwellen)

[vieuxsoleil]

:(

[vieuxsoleil]

05.23.20

i just want to disappear.

[vieuxsoleil]

05.22.20

i'm not sure whether i'm reversed home sick or i really am home sick after all; this house that i'm stuck with doesn't make me feel like home and neither does the people in it. i miss my home.

[vieuxsoleil]

god i miss my life, it's shitty, but at least i had fun :(

[cafechai]

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bkd9eXQAh1L/