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(っ◔◡◔)っ🖤𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝓮 🖤

art blog✑ @vigjsartjournal

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i’m violet💜/gj💙.

i’m ur average alt/edgy guy/gal who aspires to be an artist, animator, model and pro aggressive roller blader. i post things related to alt subcultures, pics of myself in fits and other silly stuff i like.

i’m genderfluid⚥ and bi. i luv dressing androgynously and expressing both the beauty of femininity and masculinity. both of the names gj and violet r representative of both my masc and fem sides. and i’d like to think that gj and violet r separate souls with their own identities that i switch between, but can also embody both of them at the same time.

i hav a few mental afflictions but the main one that affects me the most is BPD which has a huge impact on my life and me as a person. i like seeing other posts on tumblr related to mental health so i’d like to treat this blog as a place where people can feel safe when it comes to talking about stuff like dat. we all could use a hand here and there 🫂.

|stuff i luv/fav things :D|

|music|

anything rock and alt / indie / scenecore / hyperpop / dance / pop / kpop / jpop / rap / trap / hip hop

the garden is my all time fav band 🖤 𝓥𝓥

|shows and movies|

huge sucker for anything animated / horror / dramas / action

|gamez|

rpgs / action adventure / fast platformers / fighting games / horror games (especially indie ones) / visual novels / old flash games

|my cats jojo and misery|

they’re the sweetest little brats

|other rando stuff|

aggressive roller blading / internet deep dives and rabbit holes / SCP / args / sewing / speculative biology / furry community :3 / comics

so yeah that’s pretty much all there is to it lolol

rock on y’all x3 ✌️

I was planning on visiting my mom over the weekend but she suddenly tells me that if I come then I can’t dress the way I usually do. She straight up told me that the way I dress makes her uncomfortable and that if I’m gonna be around her I need to dress “clean and proper.”

It’s so weird how she’s saying this now because she’s been around me many times before while I’m dressed alternatively. So what the hell changed? She also took a selfie that I sent to her and used AI on it to make me look like I was dressed in a formal suit with shorter hair and no makeup. It looks creepy.

With the previous times that my mom has been around me I just assumed that she fully accepted who I am at that point. I don’t see why it bothers her so much. She’s acting like what I’m doing is abhorrent.

#alt blog #alt subculture #alt lifestyle #alt fashion #punk #emo #goth #scene #punk goth #gothic #scemo #punk shit #goth shit #emo shit #:/ sigh

doldilic

#alt blog #alt lifestyle #goth #gothic #goth fashion #gothic fashion #gothic style #gothic makeup #goth vibes #gothic aesthetic #goth shit #goth fit #gothic dress #black dress #black leather boots #dark aesthetic #eat sand >:3 #bich #Spotify

doldilic

vigjsartjournal

Art Dump •3•

It’s been a really long time since I posted on my art tumblr blog. Art block is a bitch :/

1 - I’m running out of ways to apologize and I can’t remember what happened

2 - Personas

3 - JUST STOP FUCK

4 - Lookin’ for this?

5 - It doesn’t feel that bad but yeah it shouldn’t happen

6 - Assimilation

I am so anxious about being deemed a poser or fake. I swear I don’t just dress the way I do for superficial reasons, I very much believe in what the purpose of it is. Lately I’ve been really fixated on the clothes and accessories I own that have been bought through orthodox means and I feel like throwing them away. I wish I was in a better position mentally and financially that would allow me to avoid fast fashion altogether and make my own clothes and stuff. I’ve always been really into this stuff ever since I was a kid. But I’m now starting to think that through out this whole time I’ve been doing it wrong.