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@behld said... give me a heads up if you start to feel murderous. *

‘ heh, ’ she says and laughs --- sort of laughs --- it sounds a lot more like the aforementioned heh and takes place on her face as more of a weak almost dead eyed smile than it does a fully fledged laugh or even a breathing lightly out of her nose type deal-y. ‘ okay, yes, ’ she says, then actually thinks for a moment more. ‘ funny. ’ her eyes brighten a little then, she gives a double tap on her jacket pocket, the suspected phone location, and livens up. that was actually okay, yes, funny. ‘ speed dial. ’ she says and nods. ‘ keep your phone on. ’

#* in character #behld #hello i'm here after hoarding this and all the memes you sent me three months ago HHDJSKD #HELLO. that's what i said

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SAWAYAMA by rina sawayama sentence starters.

“ i’m losing myself in the darkness of the world. “

“ catch me before i fall. “

“ saving myself is all i really know. “

“ the pain in my veins is hereditary. “

“ if all that’s i’m gonna be, won’t you break the chain with me? “

“ you gave me life. i nearly gave it away for the sake of my sanity. “

“ now it’s my time to make things right. “

“ when the heart wants what it wants, what can i do? “

“ the price we paid is unbelievable. “

“ where did it go awry? “

“ how come you don’t expect me to get mad when i’m angry? “

“ how come you don’t respect me? “

“ why don’t you just sit down and shut the fuck up? “

“ have you ever thought about taping your big mouth shut? because i have many times. “

“ patience is overrated. “

“ if you want is, come and get it. “

“ i’ve been done and through more friends than i can count on my fingertips. “

“ i am your medicine and your reality. “

“ can i just record you doing that? “

“ it’s just another day to pretend. “

“ i’m done waiting and anticipating. “

“ you should never be ashamed to have it all. “

“ don’t look at me. “

“ i can’t face who i can and can’t be. “

“ you say i’m misbehaving, but i’m just a kid, so save it. “

“ let me have an unforgettable time of my life. “

“ i went and messed up again, went against everything you said. “

“ though i’m stuck in the middle of it all, isn’t life so beautiful? “

“ isn’t life so beautiful? “

“ i bet you think i’m terrible, but you don’t know anything, not at all. “

“ if you can’t love yourself, how are you going to love somebody else? “

“ every day, i want to start over because i remind me of me. “

“ i gotta do right, be nice, smile just like a lady. “

“ well, i don’t care who you are. “

“ you can’t fix me, you can’t win. “

“ i know i got you what you want but, you wanted more than i got, ____. “

“ i can finally breathe. “

“ i’m so good at crashing in, making sparks and shit, but then i’m a bad friend. “

“ i’m a bad friend, so don’t ask me where i’ve been. “

“ it’s insane how things can change like that. “

“ put your hands up if you’re not good at this stuff. “

“ sometimes, i can only see the bad side of life. “

“ fuck this world, i’m leaving you. “

“ if i leave, then maybe i can start again. “

“ this is our mission impossible; may not be solvable, may not be viable, but it’s worth trying. “

“ for so long, i waited on you. “

“ i can’t forgive you like i did before. “

“ who’s gonna save you now? “

“ i wish you well, but go take it somewhere else. “

“ i gave it more than a fair shot even when they told me not to. “

“ who cares? whatever, i’ve heard it all before. “

“ people don’t know what they’re taking until it’s gone. “

“ they don’t know you like i know you. “

“ i just want your love all to myself. “

“ i know there’s nothing that i could say that hasn’t already been said. “

“ has it all gone to your head? “

“ if you’ve been through what i have, then you know what is true love. “

“ where do i belong? “

“ tell me your story and i’ll tell you mine. “

“ we don’t need to be related to relate. “

“ hand me a pen and i’ll rewrite the pain. “

“ when you’re ready, we’ll turn the page together. “

“ you are my chosen family. “

“ looking for forgiveness, i ran into your madness. “

“ fuck them if they don’t know what you’re made of. “

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the love witch sentence starters.

“ i’m starting a new life. “

“ according to the experts, men are very fragile. they can get crushed down if you assert yourself in any way. “

“ being here is like being a princess in a fairy tale. “

“ i think that if you want love, you have to give love. “

“ what i’m really interested in is love. you might say i’m addicted to love. “

“ all magic is is using your will to get what you want. “

“ life has been tough, huh? “

“ you’re not like any other person i’ve met. no games, no agendas. you just seem to take life as it is. “

“ how can you commit to someone you don’t even know? “

“ i never thought i wanted to be tied down to anybody. but it’s just because no one was ever quite right. “

“ i feel my whole life as a loner, thinking i didn’t need anybody. but now i’m not so sure. “

“ no one was ever there for me when i was crying my heart out. no one ever comforted me. no one. “

“ oh, ____, you love me, don’t you? “

“ i don’t know what i am. “

“ i don’t really mind death. i’ve buried people before. “

“ in the end, we’re all just compost anyway. “

“ everything regenerates. i’d like to come back as a cat. “

“ love spells never work the way you think they will. “

“ if you’re not crazy, then you’re stupid. “

“ sometimes it’s so hard to be alone. “

“ no one has ever loved me the way you love ____. no one. “

“ sometimes i look at my life and wonder how i got here. i feel like my life is slipping away and there’s so many things i haven’t done. “

“ but i should’ve known. he’s a pisces. “

“ yes, i am a witch. is there a law against that? “

“ do you think that being a witch makes me evil? “

“ ____, do you know what it’s like to really suffer? to have to fight and fight until you’re too exhausted to go on? “

“ it’s not that i don’t have sentiment, it’s just that love is soft. “

“ it’s not good for me to be alone too much. “

“ you have to stop torturing yourself. you have to let go. “

“ what sort of person are you, ____? what sort of sick mind would do such things? “

“ sometimes it’s scary how strong love gets. “

“ love? what do you know about love? “

“ maybe you’re a narcissist who can’t love. “

“ you think i’m sick because you’ve never loved like i have. “

“ well, i would do anything for love. “

“ you’ll never get enough love. even when a man loves you so much it’d kill him, it’s not enough for you. you’re like a bottomless hole. “

“ how can you stand there and boast about being immune to love? why does the genuine love of a woman/man scare you so much? “

“ if only you would just love me for myself… but you won’t. “

“ all my life i’ve been tossed in the garbage except when men wanted to use my body. so i decided to find my own power. that means i take what i need from men and not the other way around. “

“ i know 400 years ago you could be burned for a thing like that, but not today. “

“ i love you, ____. i’ve never loved anyone but you. “

i promise you this blog is active, i am the one who is not

#(YET)#i wanna do a rewatch soon #and then....i will write again ❤️#i also defo wanna redo my icons here i hte them but ANYWAY that doesnt matter this is my writing blog hdkskskd

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villanelle + close up

#good for her

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Jodie Comer as Villanelle | KILLING EVE S03

like i think i like my mobile layout.....like that’s cute to me.......

#pink

i think the most important aspect i look for in a character before i decide to write them is that they are at least to some degree annoying

#vil: OBVIOUSLY annoying #eddie: annoying but annoying in a different way. need i say more #i won't even bring up danny we remember toprovoke

* @mayfairtoast said ... ‘ you know, if you’d done that to somebody else, they might devote their existence to exacting revenge. luckily, i’m a bigger person than that. ’

one by one the teeth inside her head come together front to back and agree to laugh and shriek and squeal and scream until their host’s mouth would tear open and let them congregate as a row of pearly whites in form of an irritable piece of shit grin. they’re quite convincing --- villanelle does it. ‘ do what? ’ she says and laughs. something about this makes her buzz inside. the laugh fades from the shriek and she quickly tears the face down and builds up some cutesy pout about her. maybe it’s not so cutesy as it is mocking, very mean. ‘ did i upset you? are you upset? ’

#mayfairtoast #* in character #i don't know what she did but i know it was terrible #HELLO

to reaffirm this for myself as well as anyone else who may stumble upon this blog: on this blog i’m focusing primarily on villanelle’s absolute boredom with life and am writing into it through her trying to channel it into people and finding some sort of purpose in them. this is because a) her boredom making her lash out and doing stupid things is what interests me most and b) it’s the most realistic way to keep multiple interactions going because she’s such a flighty person as it is with one conversation with one person then never speaking to them again even if she likes them, so for her to keep returning to a character, this just makes more sense

#* ooc #just smart things #ok i'll WRITE!!!!!

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portal 2 sentence starters.

“ look, i wasn’t going to mention it to you but i’m in pretty hot water here. “

“ don’t panic! alright? stop panicking! i can still stop this. “

“ okay listen: new plan. act natural. we’ve done nothing wrong. “

“ oh, it’s… you. “

“ it’s been a long time. how have you been? i’ve been really busy being dead. you know, after you murdered me. “

“ we both said a lot of thing that you’re going to regret, but i think we can put our differences behind us. “

“ this will be our only chance to talk. “

“ you know, if you’d done that to somebody else, they might devote their existence to exacting revenge. luckily, i’m a bigger person than that. “

“ the important thing is that you’re back. with me. and now i’m onto all your little tricks. “

“ here come the test results: you are a horrible person. that’s what it says, a horrible person. we weren’t even testing for that. “

“ oh that’s sad, but impressive. “

“ i thought about our dilemma, and i came up with a solution that i think honestly think works out best for one of both of us. “

“ federal regulations require me to warn you that this place… is looking pretty good. “

“ i’ve got a surprise for you after this. not a fake, tragic surprise like last time. a real surprise. with tragic consequences. “

“ what’s going on? who turned off the lights? “

“ alright, we are escaping. that’s what’s happening now, we’re escaping! “

“ they said the old caretaker of this place went absolutely crazy. “

“ i’m pretty sure we’re going the right way, just to reassure you. “

“ hold on, hold on, i might not have thought this entire next part completely through. “

“ i honestly, truly didn’t think you’d fall for that. “

“ if i’d known you’d let yourself get captured this easily, i would’ve just dangled a turkey leg on a rope from the ceiling. “

“ i’m afraid you’re about to become the immediate past president of the being alive club. “

“ well, i suppose we could just sit in this room and glare at each other until somebody drops dead, but i have a better idea. “

“ if i were you, i’d take a deep breath—and hold it. “

“ wait, what if this hurts? what if this really hurts? i didn’t think of that. “

“ you didn’t do anything. i did all the work. “

“ you know what you are? selfish. i’ve done nothing but sacrifice just to get us here, and what have you sacrificed? nothing. “

“ you’re not just a regular moron. you were designed to be a moron. “

“ keep an eye on me, i’m going to do some scheming. “

“ we just need to relax. we’re still going to find out what the hell’s going on here, but calmly. “

“ when life gives you lemons, don’t make lemonade. make life take the lemons back! get mad! i don’t want your damn lemons; what am i supposed to do with these? demand to see life’s manager! make life rue the day it thought it could give ____ lemons! “

“ if we’re going to explode, let’s at least explode with some dignity. “

“ i’m not going to lie to you, the odds are a million to one, and that’s with some generous rounding. “

“ the good news is—well, not so far, to be honest. i’ll get back to you on that. “

“ i know we’re in a lot of trouble, and probably about to die, but that was worth it. “

“ this place is self-destructing, you idiot! “

“ i get the impression they’re trying to kill us. “

“ it wasn’t anything personal, just, you know, you did kill me. fair’s fair. “

“ hello! this is the part where i kill you! “

“ are they killing you? they’re killing you, aren’t they? “

“ look, even if you think we’re still enemies, we’re enemies with a common interest: revenge. “

“ i already fixed this. and you are not coming back. “

“ the best solution to a problem is usually the easiest one. and i’ll be honest: killing you is hard. “