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did Gojo genuinely like baby girl before she broke that stick orrrr? (the way you wrote wish!gojo was so frickin scary, especially when he snapped out the trance twice, you could genuinely feel how confused and panicked he was.)
he definitely had his own thoughts and feelings before the wish but whether he liked her or not and what wouldve happened without the wish you’ll just have to wait and see anon 🤭👀
i’ve been tiptoeing around your obsession fics bcs the movie is genuinely just disgusting i will never find a way to romanticize it.
still i am interested in it and looking forward to how you’re gonna make this work. though i hope you’re not planning on turning this into r4pe.
thank you anon for your thoughts!! ❤️ this is honestly valid and i completely understand where you’re coming from. i’ll say this: i am not glorifying any of the disturbing aspects of Obsession. the movie is disgusting and i still fucking hate bear till this day (you can actually read my thoughts on Obsession here!) and plus this movie is literally the most straight-forward movie about a woman getting raped by a man and it is not meant to be romanticized or praised. my fic is leaning more on psychological horror, and that horror is y/n is getting exactly what she asked for. the fem!reader in this story is meant to be evil, flawed, and overall unhinged . i don’t really wanna spoil anything but i hope the direction i take will make sense as the story unfolds :)
౨ৎ 18+ mdni, gojo satoru (or wish!satoru) x fem!reader , dark content , psychological horror , yearning , eventual smut , toxicity , possession , semi-inspired by Obsession (2026) and DDLC (2017) part 3 coming soon ! ‧₊ ˚⊹
Oh shit.
Every fiber of your being fell frozen, overtaken by panic staggering in your ribs it felt like you were suffocating. There was something bone-chilling about the way Gojo started walking towards your car— you weren’t prepared for this moment at all. Everything happened in a blink of an eye and you couldn’t register what was going on at this very moment.
When he stood in front of the passenger window, he bends down slightly to look inside, and right there you can see that same genuine smile he had for you this morning, stretching across his face when he sees you. You had no choice but to open your window.
“Hey, um. Sorry for surprising you so late,” he chuckled nervously. “I saw your car passing by from my window and I was hoping to see you before you drove home. Been thinking about you since this morning.”
You blinked rapidly, taken aback by his words and his strange nervous demeanor. “Wait— you saw my car passing by from your window?”
“Uh, yeah. Who doesn’t recognize their next door neighbor’s car?” he scoffed, rolling his eyes as if this was a very normal thing to say.
You drew your eyebrows together in bewilderment, still unable to process what the fuck is happening right now. Gojo’s expression was softened, relaxed; a smile so unscathed like he was raptured in Heavenly bliss by the sight of you. And the way his pupils dilated wider than a chasm the more he stared at you— you’ve never seen him look at you like this before, but he looked at you as if you robbed him of control, robbed him of speech. As if you alone expelled all the air from his lungs that he couldn’t breathe, either…
“You— you also said you’ve been thinking about me…?”
Gojo folds his arms and rests his elbows on the frame of the passenger window. “Yeah. I mean, uh— Since this morning. After our coffee date— I mean— after we got coffee together and sat down and talked.”
Did he just say it was a coffee date?
“Oh.” Your gaze drifts warily to the bag from the crystal shop, the opened One Wish Willow box peaking out. “Gojo… Are you okay…?”
“Yeah. Why would I not be?” he scoffs again. “I mean— are you okay?”
Even though you were paralyzed with confusion and had no idea why your neighbor was acting so strange, so erratic, you felt uneasy about this happening late at night. Your house was right there, literally right in front of you, wanting nothing more than to get home safely and call it a night.
“Yeah, I’m— I’m okay. I was just on my way home, so—”
“No, no, I meant— are you okay being home alone for tonight?”
The question hangs heavy in the air like an endless tempest of complete bewilderment, obfuscating your mind as if you weren’t sure you heard him correctly. The street was still dead silent around you with the humid breeze stirring the trees overhead. All your focus was on Gojo and his demeanor as if he was genuinely concerned. Not flirtatious or teasing, but as if the idea of you being alone was enough to bother him.
You take one last glance at the broken halves of the willow twig. There was no way in Hell that this One Wish Willow toy had anything to do with Gojo randomly approaching you. It was only a collectible, a toy, a cheap novelty charm that has no way for making your wish come true, but yet—
You couldn’t help but love the way his eyes never left your face.
The way his attention was entirely fixed on you. That look on his face that makes your body awaken with desire, a hunger than you couldn’t satiate for the longest, a thirst that couldn’t be quenched by anybody else, not even by your handsome Tinder hookup from last night. And sure, you may have been conflicted from Gojo suddenly making a move tonight out of all days, but that selfish, greedy part of you absolutely loved it.
“…I’ve never really minded being alone, you know,” you bantered, hiding your smirk.
“Yeah, but… I didn’t know you at all before today. It makes me think what kind of neighbor am I not going out of my way to get to know you. And now that I finally got to, I can’t stand the thought of you being by yourself,” he suddenly consoled. “Please. It’s up to you if you wanna come over or I come over to your place. Either way is fine by me.”
Gojo was practically begging for your company, the same way you’ve been begging for him to notice you ever since he moved in. The irony was delicious; a few hours ago you would’ve killed for this opportunity, but now that it’s finally happening, you ignore that sinking feeling in your gut and only embrace how badly you’ve been wanting him to want you.
“Okay. We can head over to my place then,” you obliged.
The moment you let Gojo Satoru step into your home, you find him standing entirely still while taking in the house with quiet fascination. With your stomach swirling and churning, you didn’t know what to say. You couldn’t even believe this was happening right now— everything that has led up to this point was still too much to register. Yes, you’ve imagined this countless times. You’ve wanted this, you wished for this; your hot next door neighbor standing inside your own home for the first time, crossing the threshold you’ve spent months wishing he would…
In every fantasy, you basked in the thought of him finally entering your world and seeing who you really are. But now that it was really happening, you find yourself highly strung. You couldn’t pinpoint it; the way his gaze fixated on everything you own, from the portraits hung on your wall to the books on your shelves and all your knick knacks, you felt this peculiar sensation that you couldn’t pinpoint. Perhaps it was because of that secret, shameful part of you that dreamed of this all along. You couldn’t even explain why the feeling thrilled you as much as it frightened you.
To Gojo, it wasn’t the expensive furniture or the fancy decor that you arranged in your own home that he noticed. This was a very cozy suburban home definitely built for a family of four or five, but it’s only ever held one single person. And although you have stable income, a good career, and you’re an independent woman that enjoys the peace and quiet, there was absolutely nothing tragic about your lifestyle— it was just something about the absence of another person that made him ache.
“…You have a beautiful home,” he beamed. “Love what you’ve done with the place.”
“Thank you. I worked really hard for it.”
“I can tell.” As he was roaming around your living room, his attention drifted to a book resting on top of your coffee table, frowning when he analyzed the cover. “Poetry?”
“Oh, um… Yeah. That’s a gift from my friend,” you lied, your heart suddenly stammering if he were to see what kind of poems were on that book. “I only skimmed through a few pages. The poems on there are kinda, um…”
“Oh. No need to get embarrassed,” he chuckled softly. “It’s beautiful, you know.”
“You— you think so?”
The corner of Gojo’s lips slowly curled to a smile when his gaze drifted back onto your face. He looked oddly adorable, yet a little uncanny, as if he was stuck in a trance just having the privilege to admire your existence.
“Yeah. Everything about you is beautiful,” he mutters sweetly, sauntering closer to you. “You’re beautiful.”
Your breath got caught in your throat from the way he stood so close to you. That compliment alone was everything you wanted to hear from him, and hearing it at least two times today was enough to fawn over. But then that uneasy gut feeling contorted in your stomach again, a mix of danger and excitement unwavering within your psyche.
“…Are you sure that you’re okay, Gojo?”
He blinks rapidly, then lets out a small, incredulous scoff. “Of course I’m okay— why, am I acting weird? Is it too much?”
You hesitated for a moment. “No. Sorry, it’s just— You seemed really intense all of a sudden it caught me off guard.”
“Oh…” His eyes began to pool with dismay as if he was hit with embarrassment. “I didn’t mean to. I’m just trying to tell you how I felt. Did I make you uncomfortable?”
“No, no. I just—“
In a blink of an eye, Gojo’s erratic behavior happened right before you again like a snap, instantly switching up from shame to a dismissive snort. He shook his head with a quiet, contempt scoff as if he was trying to laugh if off.
“I’m not acting weird am I? I’m not— wait, what the fuck?”
In that fleeting moment of him snapping like that, leaving you in perturbation, you halted when the words got caught in his own throat. Paralyzing, raw confusion overtook his face just like that. For just a brief moment you see something shifted behind his eyes, as if they were unfocused, distant, sharpened; unable to orient himself as they dart around the room so frantically like he didn’t recognize where he was standing at.
“Gojo, what the fuck—“
“Woah, woah, woah.” Gojo suddenly chuckled it almost startled you, as if the confusion instantly drained from his face so fast you were unable to grasp anything that just happened. His affectionate smile came back again, immediately hiding any sign of confusion while laughing sheepishly under his breath. “Woah, I’m— I’m sorry. Maybe I am acting… weird…”
You couldn’t do anything but mirror his laugh out of nervousness, out of pure shock and bewilderment. For one impossible, intoxicating moment, you finally have your own moment with the hot boy next door you’ve been obsessing over. But now you’re deeply unsettled from him acting so imperceptible and unpredictable that you’ve never thought he’d act this way, especially from how different his demeanor was at the cafe. All you could think about is what the actual fuck is going on right now?
“Okay. Honestly you’re kinda freaking me out right now,” you coaxed, taking a step back. “I know we only met today but I didn’t think you’d be like this, or— I’ve never seen you act like this before. Are you, uh— have you been drinking tonight by any chance?”
His expression fell apprehensively again. “Mm… Maybe,” he fretted, rubbing the back of his neck. “I think I might be pretty fucked up…”
“Hey. It’s okay,” you reassured while caressing the side of his arm. “Maybe we should just call it a night. I appreciate you coming over, but I’ll be okay alone tonight. You should go and get some rest. We can always pick this up tomorrow.”
You feel your own ribs tighten when he suddenly places his hand warm over yours. “The thing is… I don’t know if I can be alone tonight.”
Once again, you were robbed of speech. “Why…?”
“…Ever since the divorce. I’ve been so lonely.”
Your heart sank down to your stomach when you heard the waver in his voice. After everything that happened tonight, him being this vulnerable and saying how lonely he was this whole time was all it took for your brain to piece everything together. You’ve spent months creating this toxic fantasy, a version of himself in your eyes; calling him a debauched, shameless whore and envying every stranger who got to be where you never were. It never crossed your mind how lonely it must feel for him in his own house and in a new neighborhood. And it was already heart-wrenching enough telling him straight to his face that he was freaking you out.
“Oh… Shit, I’m so sorry, Gojo,” you murmured softly, wrapping your arms around him. “I didn’t mean to say you were actually freaking me out… It must be hard for you right now.”
“It’s okay,” he smiled weakly. “You know, things happen. And I just want to forget about it.”
But right there and then, that greedy, selfish part of you cascades your mind again when you glance down your hallway. You hated yourself a little bit just thinking about, that sense of empathy inside of you corrupting.
Out of all those people he probably saved on his phone, he came all this way to me. I don’t want him to leave just yet.
You wanted this.
He’s vulnerable and alone and hurt. I shouldn’t take advantage of him, that’s fucked up. He can take care of himself he’s a grown man.
But you fucking wanted this.
This will be your only chance with him. Take it or leave it.
“You could stay here if you want,” you suddenly blurted out, as if the words slipped out of your lips before you could stop them.
After leading him down the hall and opening the door, you flick the lights on for the cozy guest bedroom, letting Gojo walk in and look around. “Nobody’s been here since last Summer so everything’s pretty much clean,” you say. “There’s also pajama sets in the wardrobe and you get your own personal bathroom.”
You seem him suddenly inhaling deeply and letting out a soft sigh. “Smells just like you,” he beamed.
Your eyebrows twitched to a frown. “Really? I’ve never slept in this room before.”
“Well, everything in this house smells like you. I like it.”
You had no idea if you should feel flattered or weirded out, but you decided to just brush it off. As the silence stretched between you two, it was already late and your body was ready to call it a night. “Well, uh… Make yourself comfortable. I’ll be upstairs if you need me.”
The shadows of the guest room softened from the bedside lamp casting a warm glow while the rest of the lights in your home were all turned off. After Gojo freshened himself up and changed into comfortable sleepwear from the wardrobe, he was already settled onto the guest bed but unable to fall asleep.
After you had finished your nightly bedroom routine, you head downstairs to check up on him once more. “Hey. I’ll be going to bed now. Goodnight, Gojo.”
“Wait.”
You halted right before you could hold the knob to close the door, your heart starting to pound rapidly again from anticipation. “…Yes?”
“Can you sleep here with me…?”
The way he gently murmured to you, so timid but at the same time hinting of desperation. Yearning, that’s what it felt like, and the air around you two was haunted with it. An uncontrollable eruption detonated in your chest, seethed in your gut. After every single incomprehensible thing that happened the moment Gojo walked in your home, your intoxicating hunger for him still remained. Insensate with longing, imprisoned by a degrading devotion.
Without uttering a single word and still quivering with anticipation, you sauntered towards the bed. You can hear his heavy and deliberate breathing, your chest cinching tight, unable to fathom snuggling underneath the same blanket or sitting on the same bed as him. You tried your best to relax but the goosebumps kept seeping into your skin— it didn’t help seeing Gojo suddenly strip his shirt off so suddenly, either. This white-hot sensation that made your body grow hotter ignited like a fire, threatening to combust right there.
His body. His body was the most ethereal, sublime body you’ve ever laid your eyes on the very moment you saw him naked from your bedroom window. Seeing it up close, you soaked in the sight of his toned chest and biceps, his skin contrasting with the honey-colored lighting from the lamp. How you were writhing to run your fingers down his abs like a canvas, to finally admire him like he truly belonged to you.
“…I’m sorry that I was never there for you, Y/N,” he murmurs again, this time inching his hand closer to yours on the bed.
You let out a chuckle. “Hey. That’s way past us now, it’s okay.”
No words. No words at all except that silent, violent desire clawing inside you from his lurid gaze, those icy blue eyes piercing through the dark that you never got to see up close until tonight. It felt as if you were surrendering to it, as if he was hypnotizing you, burning every molecule of desire in your body from the way he looked at you and subtly grazed his fingers against yours.
“I wasted all those months after moving here… when I could’ve been with the pretty girl next door this whole time,” he professed ardently, as if he spoke right into your soul.
Gojo draws his head closer, his lips inching ever so slowly towards yours, invading your space and stealing the air you breathe. You find yourself inching closer towards him too, those sweet, saccharine lips you’ve been dreaming of finally pressed against yours. This tingling, blossoming sensation was something you’ve never felt in your life that it made your own blood freeze, rendered docile to how tantalizing his lips felt on yours for the very first time.
You were enthralled, exhilarated, and ecstatic all at once. Your hands slither up his chest to his neck, feeling him deepen the kiss. This was everything you’ve ever wanted, everything you’ve ever desired, manifested, fantasized, or dreamed of. To finally caress his body, to finally savor his sweet kisses, you were raptured in a complete bliss; finally letting go of that unbearable gut from earlier that you couldn’t wait to—
“What the fuck? What the FUCK?!”
“Oh my God!” you sputtered in alarm, backing up into the headboard with a loud thump while Gojo lurched backward so violently that he tumbled off the bed. But right there, for a very fleeting moment before he fell backwards, you saw it again in his eyes, widened in horror and raw with confusion.
You scrambled to the edge of the mattress. “What the Hell was that, Gojo?! Are you okay?”
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry,” he suddenly perturbed, hastily standing up from the floor. That confusion that paralyzed him once again instantly dissolved away again. “I don’t know what that was, I— I think I had a panic attack. I’m so sorry!”
“Gojo... Look, I know you’re going through a tough time right now and you said you’ve been drinking, but these panic attacks that you’re having right now are concerning,” you lamented, extending your hand out for him to sit beside you on the edge of the mattress. “I don’t even know what happened. What made you… react like that?”
He sighed deeply, gently squeezing your hand. “…I think I’m just tired and hungover,” he utters weakly. “You don’t have to sleep here with me if you don’t want to… I’m so sorry, Y/N. I don’t want to freak you out again.”
“You’re not freaking me out,” you assured sweetly, once again sweeping your gut feeling and your bewilderment under the rug just to maintain this moment with him. “How about I stay with you right here until you fall asleep? After that, I’ll go to sleep in my room. We’ll pretend that it didn’t happen.”
Gojo nodded meekly, then stared down at his lap in dismay. “I’m so sorry that I ruined our first kiss together.”
It took only ten minutes for him to fall asleep beside you, snuggled underneath the same covers again. You just laid there staring at the ceiling, your eyes feeling heavy while your mind kept replaying everything that just happened. How Gojo just saw you from outside his own window, how he ended up coming over for the first time and staying the night.
These sudden moments where Gojo’s emotional instability comes out lasting less than a heartbeat… Was he always this erratic? Is this how he really is at home where you can’t see? Was him bringing all those people into his bedroom and having a ridiculous amount of sex his unhealthy way to cope with the divorce? Does he even drink alcohol like that?
…Was the divorce really that bad for him?
You don’t want to shame Gojo nor take advantage of him, even though deep down you were so ready right there and then for him, letting him make the first move in taking off his shirt and kissing you. Sure, his sudden emotional whiplash might’ve killed the mood, but there was nothing else you could do except comfort him after all he’s been through.
With Gojo in a state of serenity, you give one last look at him sleeping so soundly, then slipped out of the bed quietly. But right before you could even make it to your stairs down the hall, another thought came across you; one of those late night thoughts that piques you with curiosity, making you want to Google something only to end up down a rabbit hole online. You decided to head to your office adjacent to the guest room and flipped open your laptop.
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You clicked on a random Reddit page, scrolling through threads, comments, and replies about using a One Wish Willow, including photos of that same prism-shaped box. Some of the top comments claimed they don’t work, saying it’s nothing but a stupid novelty toy while some swear that they do work, only to find deleted replies underneath a creepy archived forum from 2008 and locked threads.
It was just too exhausting for this; urban legends about the novelty charm and people trying to make sense of coincidences. You closed your laptop off and sighed deeply, ready to call it a night and go to bed like you were supposed to hours ago. With the house completely silent and Gojo asleep, you headed down the hall towards the stairs.
“What were you doing?”
Your body jolted from hearing Gojo’s soft voice reverberating down your hall, suddenly frazzled with panic and fear that your heart felt as if it slammed into your throat. You slowly turn around, seeing him still in the guest bed through the door frame, but holding strong eye contact with you.
The way he stared at you was the most uncanny thing you’ve ever seen in your life that your chest fell numb in horror. His icy blue eyes piercing right through you again, as if his pupils suddenly had no natural dilation, not contracting naturally with light. Struck with silence, your chest thrummed loudly while the nerves of your body failed to oblige. It was unsettling; straddled between the precipice of safety and danger, where your brain toiled with fear struggled to respond.
“Sorry, I was… checking an order on Amazon… It was supposed to be an overnight delivery but… it got delayed,” you lied, unable to move your own body at all.
“Oh… Were you also heading to bed?”
“Y— yeah. Like I said earlier, remember…?”
“Oh… Yeah, I remember…” The tone in Gojo’s voice was melancholic and wistful as if he was hesitant on what to say or what not to say. “…Look, I’m sorry. I know you’re tired and I’ve asked a lot from you tonight, but I don’t know why I can’t go back to sleep.”
“Gojo. You don’t have to apologize, okay? It’s alright.”
He reaches over to turn the bedside lamp back on. “I know, but I just don’t want to make it sound like I’m taking advantage of you, which I’m not,” he affirmed. “I just— I seriously can’t be alone right now. Please, if you could sleep with me. I promise I won’t scare you again. I’ll even keep the lamp on and I won’t touch you at all. I promise.”
Was Gojo ever this… clingy? Now I really want to know what happened that caused his divorce.
Even though every instinct of yours screamed for you to go upstairs and just go the fuck to sleep, you really can’t resist this man. Your hot next door neighbor that you’ve been obsessing over, begging for your company again, yearning for you to sleep beside him, as if he couldn’t breathe when you are not near him... Suddenly you remembered why you fell for him so badly just by watching him through your bedroom windows; how sick and twisted he makes you, how he awakens your primal desires, how badly you’ve craved him to crave you. No matter how many mantras of apologies he bursts out, Gojo Satoru alone was your definition of desire, and you’d follow him to the ends of time just to have many more moments like this with him again.
You’re underneath the same covers again, laying beside each other with the luminous moonlight peeking through the curtains. Limbs interlocked carelessly with the sheets and the blanket sprawled all over the bed. Your breathing synchronized with his. His body warmth filled most of the space in this bed. You were finally, finally able to close your eyes and drift to sleep, finally letting go of everything from tonight.
“… I like when you watch me, Y/N ...”
“… I've always liked it when you watched me from your window ...”
i love the detail that gojo canonically doesnt drink or like alcohol but wish gojo says that he’s drunk or acting funny bc he’s hungover 😭 the parallels you make to obsession is so good author! and i love your own twist!
omg somebody finally notices 🤭 thank you so much anon !! it’s definitely a detail you wouldn’t wanna look over
Is part 2 of the one wish series going to be homegirl getting some mood stabilizers n realizing she doesn't actually want Gojo she just needed risperdal cause DAMN
౨ৎ 18+ mdni, gojo satoru (or wish!satoru) x fem!reader , dark content , psychological horror , yearning , toxicity , possession , semi-inspired by Obsession (2026) and DDLC (2017) part 3 coming soon ! ‧₊ ˚⊹
Oh shit.
Every fiber of your being fell frozen, overtaken by panic staggering in your ribs it felt like you were suffocating. There was something bone-chilling about the way Gojo started walking towards your car— you weren’t prepared for this moment at all. Everything happened in a blink of an eye and you couldn’t register what was going on at this very moment.
When he stood in front of the passenger window, he bends down slightly to look inside, and right there you can see that same genuine smile he had for you this morning, stretching across his face when he sees you. You had no choice but to open your window.
“Hey, um. Sorry for surprising you so late,” he chuckled nervously. “I saw your car passing by from my window and I was hoping to see you before you drove home. Been thinking about you since this morning.”
You blinked rapidly, taken aback by his words and his strange nervous demeanor. “Wait— you saw my car passing by from your window?”
“Uh, yeah. Who doesn’t recognize their next door neighbor’s car?” he scoffed, rolling his eyes as if this was a very normal thing to say.
You drew your eyebrows together in bewilderment, still unable to process what the fuck is happening right now. Gojo’s expression was softened, relaxed; a smile so unscathed like he was raptured in Heavenly bliss by the sight of you. And the way his pupils dilated wider than a chasm the more he stared at you— you’ve never seen him look at you like this before, but he looked at you as if you robbed him of control, robbed him of speech. As if you alone expelled all the air from his lungs that he couldn’t breathe, either…
“You— you also said you’ve been thinking about me…?”
Gojo folds his arms and rests his elbows on the frame of the passenger window. “Yeah. I mean, uh— Since this morning. After our coffee date— I mean— after we got coffee together and sat down and talked.”
Did he just say it was a coffee date?
“Oh.” Your gaze drifts warily to the bag from the crystal shop, the opened One Wish Willow box peaking out. “Gojo… Are you okay…?”
“Yeah. Why would I not be?” he scoffs again. “I mean— are you okay?”
Even though you were paralyzed with confusion and had no idea why your neighbor was acting so strange, so erratic, you felt uneasy about this happening late at night. Your house was right there, literally right in front of you, wanting nothing more than to get home safely and call it a night.
“Yeah, I’m— I’m okay. I was just on my way home, so—”
“No, no, I meant— are you okay being home alone for tonight?”
The question hangs heavy in the air like an endless tempest of complete bewilderment, obfuscating your mind as if you weren’t sure you heard him correctly. The street was still dead silent around you with the humid breeze stirring the trees overhead. All your focus was on Gojo and his demeanor as if he was genuinely concerned. Not flirtatious or teasing, but as if the idea of you being alone was enough to bother him.
You take one last glance at the broken halves of the willow twig. There was no way in Hell that this One Wish Willow toy had anything to do with Gojo randomly approaching you. It was only a collectible, a toy, a cheap novelty charm that has no way for making your wish come true, but yet—
You couldn’t help but love the way his eyes never left your face.
The way his attention was entirely fixed on you. That look on his face that makes your body awaken with desire, a hunger than you couldn’t satiate for the longest, a thirst that couldn’t be quenched by anybody else, not even by your handsome Tinder hookup from last night. And sure, you may have been conflicted from Gojo suddenly making a move tonight out of all days, but that selfish, greedy part of you absolutely loved it.
“…I’ve never really minded being alone, you know,” you bantered, hiding your smirk.
“Yeah, but… I didn’t know you at all before today. It makes me think what kind of neighbor am I not going out of my way to get to know you. And now that I finally got to, I can’t stand the thought of you being by yourself,” he suddenly consoled. “Please. It’s up to you if you wanna come over or I come over to your place. Either way is fine by me.”
Gojo was practically begging for your company, the same way you’ve been begging for him to notice you ever since he moved in. The irony was delicious; a few hours ago you would’ve killed for this opportunity, but now that it’s finally happening, you ignore that sinking feeling in your gut and only embrace how badly you’ve been wanting him to want you.
“Okay. We can head over to my place then,” you obliged.
The moment you let Gojo Satoru step into your home, you find him standing entirely still while taking in the house with quiet fascination. With your stomach swirling and churning, you didn’t know what to say. You couldn’t even believe this was happening right now— everything that has led up to this point was still too much to register. Yes, you’ve imagined this countless times. You’ve wanted this, you wished for this; your hot next door neighbor standing inside your own home for the first time, crossing the threshold you’ve spent months wishing he would…
In every fantasy, you basked in the thought of him finally entering your world and seeing who you really are. But now that it was really happening, you find yourself highly strung. You couldn’t pinpoint it; the way his gaze fixated on everything you own, from the portraits hung on your wall to the books on your shelves and all your knick knacks, you felt this peculiar sensation that you couldn’t pinpoint. Perhaps it was because of that secret, shameful part of you that dreamed of this all along. You couldn’t even explain why the feeling thrilled you as much as it frightened you.
To Gojo, it wasn’t the expensive furniture or the fancy decor that you arranged in your own home that he noticed. This was a very cozy suburban home definitely built for a family of four or five, but it’s only ever held one single person. And although you have stable income, a good career, and you’re an independent woman that enjoys the peace and quiet, there was absolutely nothing tragic about your lifestyle— it was just something about the absence of another person that made him ache.
“…You have a beautiful home,” he beamed. “Love what you’ve done with the place.”
“Thank you. I worked really hard for it.”
“I can tell.” As he was roaming around your living room, his attention drifted to a book resting on top of your coffee table, frowning when he analyzed the cover. “Poetry?”
“Oh, um… Yeah. That’s a gift from my friend,” you lied, your heart suddenly stammering if he were to see what kind of poems were on that book. “I only skimmed through a few pages. The poems on there are kinda, um…”
“Oh. No need to get embarrassed,” he chuckled softly. “It’s beautiful, you know.”
“You— you think so?”
The corner of Gojo’s lips slowly curled to a smile when his gaze drifted back onto your face. He looked oddly adorable, yet a little uncanny, as if he was stuck in a trance just having the privilege to admire your existence.
“Yeah. Everything about you is beautiful,” he mutters sweetly, sauntering closer to you. “You’re beautiful.”
Your breath got caught in your throat from the way he stood so close to you. That compliment alone was everything you wanted to hear from him, and hearing it at least two times today was enough to fawn over. But then that uneasy gut feeling contorted in your stomach again, a mix of danger and excitement unwavering within your psyche.
“…Are you sure that you’re okay, Gojo?”
He blinks rapidly, then lets out a small, incredulous scoff. “Of course I’m okay— why, am I acting weird? Is it too much?”
You hesitated for a moment. “No. Sorry, it’s just— You seemed really intense all of a sudden it caught me off guard.”
“Oh…” His eyes began to pool with dismay as if he was hit with embarrassment. “I didn’t mean to. I’m just trying to tell you how I felt. Did I make you uncomfortable?”
“No, no. I just—“
In a blink of an eye, Gojo’s erratic behavior happened right before you again like a snap, instantly switching up from shame to a dismissive snort. He shook his head with a quiet, contempt scoff as if he was trying to laugh if off.
“I’m not acting weird am I? I’m not— wait, what the fuck?”
In that fleeting moment of him snapping like that, leaving you in perturbation, you halted when the words got caught in his own throat. Paralyzing, raw confusion overtook his face just like that. For just a brief moment you see something shifted behind his eyes, as if they were unfocused, distant, sharpened; unable to orient himself as they dart around the room so frantically like he didn’t recognize where he was standing at.
“Gojo, what the fuck—“
“Woah, woah, woah.” Gojo suddenly chuckled it almost startled you, as if the confusion instantly drained from his face so fast you were unable to grasp anything that just happened. His affectionate smile came back again, immediately hiding any sign of confusion while laughing sheepishly under his breath. “Woah, I’m— I’m sorry. Maybe I am acting… weird…”
You couldn’t do anything but mirror his laugh out of nervousness, out of pure shock and bewilderment. For one impossible, intoxicating moment, you finally have your own moment with the hot boy next door you’ve been obsessing over. But now you’re deeply unsettled from him acting so imperceptible and unpredictable that you’ve never thought he’d act this way, especially from how different his demeanor was at the cafe. All you could think about is what the actual fuck is going on right now?
“Okay. Honestly you’re kinda freaking me out right now,” you coaxed, taking a step back. “I know we only met today but I didn’t think you’d be like this, or— I’ve never seen you act like this before. Are you, uh— have you been drinking tonight by any chance?”
His expression fell apprehensively again. “Mm… Maybe,” he fretted, rubbing the back of his neck. “I think I might be pretty fucked up…”
“Hey. It’s okay,” you reassured while caressing the side of his arm. “Maybe we should just call it a night. I appreciate you coming over, but I’ll be okay alone tonight. You should go and get some rest. We can always pick this up tomorrow.”
You feel your own ribs tighten when he suddenly places his hand warm over yours. “The thing is… I don’t know if I can be alone tonight.”
Once again, you were robbed of speech. “Why…?”
“…Ever since the divorce. I’ve been so lonely.”
Your heart sank down to your stomach when you heard the waver in his voice. After everything that happened tonight, him being this vulnerable and saying how lonely he was this whole time was all it took for your brain to piece everything together. You’ve spent months creating this toxic fantasy, a version of himself in your eyes; calling him a debauched, shameless whore and envying every stranger who got to be where you never were. It never crossed your mind how lonely it must feel for him in his own house and in a new neighborhood. And it was already heart-wrenching enough telling him straight to his face that he was freaking you out.
“Oh… Shit, I’m so sorry, Gojo,” you murmured softly, wrapping your arms around him. “I didn’t mean to say you were actually freaking me out… It must be hard for you right now.”
“It’s okay,” he smiled weakly. “You know, things happen. And I just want to forget about it.”
But right there and then, that greedy, selfish part of you cascades your mind again when you glance down your hallway. You hated yourself a little bit just thinking about, that sense of empathy inside of you corrupting.
Out of all those people he probably saved on his phone, he came all this way to me. I don’t want him to leave just yet.
You wanted this.
He’s vulnerable and alone and hurt. I shouldn’t take advantage of him, that’s fucked up. He can take care of himself he’s a grown man.
But you fucking wanted this.
This will be your only chance with him. Take it or leave it.
“You could stay here if you want,” you suddenly blurted out, as if the words slipped out of your lips before you could stop them.
After leading him down the hall and opening the door, you flick the lights on for the cozy guest bedroom, letting Gojo walk in and look around. “Nobody’s been here since last Summer so everything’s pretty much clean,” you say. “There’s also pajama sets in the wardrobe and you get your own personal bathroom.”
You seem him suddenly inhaling deeply and letting out a soft sigh. “Smells just like you,” he beamed.
Your eyebrows twitched to a frown. “Really? I’ve never slept in this room before.”
“Well, everything in this house smells like you. I like it.”
You had no idea if you should feel flattered or weirded out, but you decided to just brush it off. As the silence stretched between you two, it was already late and your body was ready to call it a night. “Well, uh… Make yourself comfortable. I’ll be upstairs if you need me.”
The shadows of the guest room softened from the bedside lamp casting a warm glow while the rest of the lights in your home were all turned off. After Gojo freshened himself up and changed into comfortable sleepwear from the wardrobe, he was already settled onto the guest bed but unable to fall asleep.
After you had finished your nightly bedroom routine, you head downstairs to check up on him once more. “Hey. I’ll be going to bed now. Goodnight, Gojo.”
“Wait.”
You halted right before you could hold the knob to close the door, your heart starting to pound rapidly again from anticipation. “…Yes?”
“Can you sleep here with me…?”
The way he gently murmured to you, so timid but at the same time hinting of desperation. Yearning, that’s what it felt like, and the air around you two was haunted with it. An uncontrollable eruption detonated in your chest, seethed in your gut. After every single incomprehensible thing that happened the moment Gojo walked in your home, your intoxicating hunger for him still remained. Insensate with longing, imprisoned by a degrading devotion.
Without uttering a single word and still quivering with anticipation, you sauntered towards the bed. You can hear his heavy and deliberate breathing, your chest cinching tight, unable to fathom snuggling underneath the same blanket or sitting on the same bed as him. You tried your best to relax but the goosebumps kept seeping into your skin— it didn’t help seeing Gojo suddenly strip his shirt off so suddenly, either. This white-hot sensation that made your body grow hotter ignited like a fire, threatening to combust right there.
His body. His body was the most ethereal, sublime body you’ve ever laid your eyes on the very moment you saw him naked from your bedroom window. Seeing it up close, you soaked in the sight of his toned chest and biceps, his skin contrasting with the honey-colored lighting from the lamp. How you were writhing to run your fingers down his abs like a canvas, to finally admire him like he truly belonged to you.
“…I’m sorry that I was never there for you, Y/N,” he murmurs again, this time inching his hand closer to yours on the bed.
You let out a chuckle. “Hey. That’s way past us now, it’s okay.”
No words. No words at all except that silent, violent desire clawing inside you from his lurid gaze, those icy blue eyes piercing through the dark that you never got to see up close until tonight. It felt as if you were surrendering to it, as if he was hypnotizing you, burning every molecule of desire in your body from the way he looked at you and subtly grazed his fingers against yours.
“I wasted all those months after moving here… when I could’ve been with the pretty girl next door this whole time,” he professed ardently, as if he spoke right into your soul.
Gojo draws his head closer, his lips inching ever so slowly towards yours, invading your space and stealing the air you breathe. You find yourself inching closer towards him too, those sweet, saccharine lips you’ve been dreaming of finally pressed against yours. This tingling, blossoming sensation was something you’ve never felt in your life that it made your own blood freeze, rendered docile to how tantalizing his lips felt on yours for the very first time.
You were enthralled, exhilarated, and ecstatic all at once. Your hands slither up his chest to his neck, feeling him deepen the kiss. This was everything you’ve ever wanted, everything you’ve ever desired, manifested, fantasized, or dreamed of. To finally caress his body, to finally savor his sweet kisses, you were raptured in a complete bliss; finally letting go of that unbearable gut from earlier that you couldn’t wait to—
“What the fuck? What the FUCK?!”
“Oh my God!” you sputtered in alarm, backing up into the headboard with a loud thump while Gojo lurched backward so violently that he tumbled off the bed. But right there, for a very fleeting moment before he fell backwards, you saw it again in his eyes, widened in horror and raw with confusion.
You scrambled to the edge of the mattress. “What the Hell was that, Gojo?! Are you okay?”
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry,” he suddenly perturbed, hastily standing up from the floor. That confusion that paralyzed him instantly dissolved away again. “I don’t know what that was, I— I think I had a panic attack. I’m so sorry!”
“Gojo... Look, I know you’re going through a tough time right now and you said you’ve been drinking, but these panic attacks that you’re having right now are concerning,” you lamented, extending your hand out for him to sit beside you on the edge of the mattress. “I don’t even know what happened. What made you… react like that?”
He sighed deeply, gently squeezing your hand. “…I think I’m just tired and hungover,” he utters weakly. “You don’t have to sleep here with me if you don’t want to… I’m so sorry, Y/N. I don’t want to freak you out again.”
“You’re not freaking me out,” you assured sweetly, once again sweeping your gut feeling and your bewilderment under the rug just to maintain this moment with him. “How about I stay with you right here until you fall asleep? After that, I’ll go to sleep in my room. We’ll pretend that it didn’t happen.”
Gojo nodded meekly, then stared down at his lap in dismay. “I’m so sorry that I ruined our first kiss together.”
It took only ten minutes for him to fall asleep beside you, snuggled underneath the same covers again. You just laid there staring at the ceiling, your eyes feeling heavy while your mind kept replaying everything that just happened. How Gojo just saw you from outside his own window, how he ended up coming over for the first time and staying the night.
These sudden moments where Gojo’s emotional instability comes out lasting less than a heartbeat… Was he always this erratic? Is this how he really is at home where you can’t see? Was him bringing all those people into his bedroom and having a ridiculous amount of sex his unhealthy way to cope with the divorce? Does he even drink alcohol like that?
…Was the divorce really that bad for him?
You don’t want to shame Gojo nor take advantage of him, even though deep down you were so ready right there and then for him, letting him make the first move in taking off his shirt and kissing you. Sure, his sudden emotional whiplash might’ve killed the mood, but there was nothing else you could do except comfort him after all he’s been through.
With Gojo in a state of serenity, you give one last look at him sleeping so soundly, then slipped out of the bed quietly. But right before you could even make it to your stairs down the hall, another thought came across you; one of those late night thoughts that piques you with curiosity, making you want to Google something only to end up down a rabbit hole online. You decided to head to your office adjacent to the guest room and flipped open your laptop.
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You clicked on a random Reddit page, scrolling through threads, comments, and replies about using a One Wish Willow, including photos of that same prism-shaped box. Some of the top comments claimed they don’t work, saying it’s nothing but a stupid novelty toy while some swear that they do work, only to find deleted replies underneath a creepy archived forum from 2008 and locked threads.
It was just too exhausting for this; urban legends about the novelty charm and people trying to make sense of coincidences. You closed your laptop off and sighed deeply, ready to call it a night and go to bed like you were supposed to hours ago. With the house completely silent and Gojo asleep, you headed down the hall towards the stairs.
“What were you doing?”
Your body jolted from hearing Gojo’s soft voice reverberating down your hall, suddenly frazzled with panic and fear that your heart felt as if it slammed into your throat. You slowly turn around, seeing him still in the guest bed through the door frame, but holding strong eye contact with you.
The way he stared at you was the most uncanny thing you’ve ever seen in your life that your chest fell numb in horror. His icy blue eyes piercing right through you again, as if his pupils suddenly had no natural dilation, not contracting naturally with light. Struck with silence, your chest thrummed loudly while the nerves of your body failed to oblige. It was unsettling; straddled between the precipice of safety and danger, where your brain toiled with fear struggled to respond.
“Sorry, I was… checking an order on Amazon… It was supposed to be an overnight delivery but… it got delayed,” you lied, unable to move your own body at all.
“Oh… Were you also heading to bed?”
“Y— yeah. Like I said earlier, remember…?”
“Oh… Yeah, I remember…” The tone in Gojo’s voice was melancholic and wistful as if he was hesitant on what to say or what not to say. “…Look, I’m sorry. I know you’re tired and I’ve asked a lot from you tonight, but I don’t know why I can’t go back to sleep.”
“Gojo. You don’t have to apologize, okay? It’s alright.”
He reaches over to turn the bedside lamp back on. “I know, but I just don’t want to make it sound like I’m taking advantage of you, which I’m not,” he affirmed. “I just— I seriously can’t be alone right now. Please, if you could sleep with me. I promise I won’t scare you again. I’ll even keep the lamp on and I won’t touch you at all. I promise.”
Was Gojo ever this… clingy? Now I really want to know what happened that caused his divorce.
Even though every instinct of yours screamed for you to go upstairs and just go the fuck to sleep, you really can’t resist this man. Your hot next door neighbor that you’ve been obsessing over, begging for your company again, yearning for you to sleep beside him, as if he couldn’t breathe when you are not near him... Suddenly you remembered why you fell for him so badly just by watching him through your bedroom windows; how sick and twisted he makes you, how he awakens your primal desires, how badly you’ve craved him to crave you. No matter how many mantras of apologies he bursts out, Gojo Satoru alone was your definition of desire, and you’d follow him to the ends of time just to have many more moments like this with him again.
You’re underneath the same covers again, laying beside each other with the luminous moonlight peeking through the curtains. Limbs interlocked carelessly with the sheets and the blanket sprawled all over the bed. Your breathing synchronized with his. His body warmth filling most of the space in this bed. You were finally, finally able to close your eyes and drift to sleep, finally letting go of everything from tonight.
“I like when you watch me, Y/N…” he murmured in his sleep. “I've always liked it when you watched me from your window…”
౨ৎ 18+ mdni , dark content , psychological horror , voyeurism , exhibitionism , toxicity , possession , reader uses one wish willow on gojo , reader hooks up with nanami , semi-inspired by Obsession , part 2 coming soon . this is a reupload for part 1 because tumblr hid the og chapter for some bullshit reason and i can’t appeal it 😐 but here it is anyways lol
Friday nights, you see Gojo Satoru bring a different girl home and fuck her on his very bed. Saturday mornings, you hated her for waking up where you belonged.
Your new next door neighbor was nothing but a debauched, filthy whore cycling through any random woman he finds; sometimes even men. Bringing them over to his house on the weekends just to hook up with them for the night. It didn’t help that Gojo’s blinds were rarely closed all the way, seeing right into his bedroom, where you can see everything he does.
You’ve seen him naked before. You’ve came across him masturbating before. It was disgusting, not being able to relax in your own room without the view of your own window being taken over by Gojo’s degenerate and perverted behavior and routine. Seeing him plowing the back of someone else, pinning their head down on his mattress or eating a girl out out until her legs start shaking and her fists ball his bedsheets.
However, your disgust never stopped you from watching.
And it was a shame that it was never you that got to experience how filthy and freaky Gojo Satoru truly was.
All you get were small interactions on your driveway, like waving to each other when you go out at the same time. He’s never had a formal conversation with you or invites you over. Never exchanged contacts yet. But yet, he's the only man that's making you muffle your moans and whines out of shame in your own home. Playing with yourself, getting off to that filthy sight across your window... no man has ever had you become this pathetic and you secretly loved it as if he's given you all the power to ruin yourself. That once he lays a finger on you, once you finally become seen by him, you want him to make it hurt real good for you.
He was the bane of your existence but also the object of your unholy desires. God, how you wanted him in a vicious, untamable way, how you craved for him in the dark where he cannot see. Because that’s all you could do, even though you were closer to him than anybody else could be, you feel so far away, hidden in your wild fantasies until you feel your ribs ache from how much you desired him to see you so badly. You wanted to, you wanted to. More than anything else in the entire world.
To be the one caressing every single inch of his beautiful body.
To be the one savoring his sweet and hot kisses.
To be the one pinned between him and his king-sized mattress.
To be the one to scream and moan his name over and over.
To be the one submitting yourself wholly to him.
To orgasm on his mouth, his fingers, his cock, his thighs when he tells you to.
To be put in your place, to be owned by him, to let him use all your holes and treat you like his own personal cocksleeve until you’re a shattering mess, until you can’t think for yourself anymore, where the only sensation that fulfills you is his cock ramming into all of your soppy holes and spilling his hot cum into your womb.
But this forbidden and disgusting desire, this dark obsession for him— you knew it was all unhealthy. As if your obsession for him had you on this permanent threshold of an imaginary heaven, suspended in a state of perfect anticipation. This unbearable itch to have him, to touch him, smell him, or just be around him was enough to make you scream in your own pillow at night.
It was pure and utter Hell, desiring someone so bad, knowing you can’t have them at all.
You wouldn’t go out of your way to make Gojo truly yours. He wasn’t some prize to be won or a possession to be claimed, he was his own person. Probably not going out of his way to pursue a relationship. Hell, you don’t even know if he’s truly single. You would never want to take his freedom away or strip his own autonomy, even though you wish that he’d freely hand it to you one day.
But it was just so hot and fun seeing your attractive next door neighbor getting it on… nothing wrong with that at all, right?
It wasn’t until a few months later you find yourself creating a Tinder profile.
There was this handsome man you matched with on Tinder named Nanami Kento. Five year age gap, strong jaw, hazel eyes, blond hair, looking for something meaningful. He looked so sharp and manly and handsomely delicate. Definitely someone that knew where his life was headed, someone who wouldn’t spend every weekend chasing after temporary distractions. Someone who could fulfill that ache in your core and fuck you so stupid and dumb until you forget about that degenerate, filthy man next door.
“Shouldn’t we close the blinds?” Nanami mutters in your ear, the husk in his attractive, sultry voice sending a shiver down your spine.
During your romantic Tinder date at a luxurious restaurant Nanami took you to, you just couldn’t help but tease him, hinting how badly you wanted him and couldn’t wait to take things to your bedroom. What also surprised you was the way Nanami was flirting right back at you, never taking your interest for granted. He was confident, smooth, and respectful— never aggressive or pushy. His effortless seduction and charm was enough to make you flustered under your own skin, especially when he knows how badly you wanted it and how badly he wanted to give it to you.
“My windows are tinted, baby. Nobody’s gonna see,” you say, quickly glancing at your window to see if Gojo was in his bedroom, but his lights were off. That fucking bastard.
As Nanami slipped off your dress and admired the way your bra looked so good on you, you couldn’t help but glare at your window as he was kissing your neck and your chest. Letting out soft moans and shuddering from the sensation, you knew that just because his lights were off doesn’t mean he wasn’t home. His car is still on his driveway, probably doing God knows what in his own house. But you still wanted to throw a show. You wanted to show Gojo Satoru what he does to you, how sick and filthy and disgusting he makes you.
He is the reason why you spread your legs for a random Tinder date.
He is the reason why you’re on your knees getting your throat fucked so hard.
He is the reason why your legs quiver and shake from your pussy getting fingered and eaten out.
The reason why you’re utterly losing yourself from getting pounded so hard, being tossed and flipped in numerous positions until you’ve reached multiple orgasms, until you’re crying two octaves higher, until you’re completely spent, until your whole bedroom is a mess.
“Fuck me against the window, Nanami,” you pleaded.
“On the window? You really wanna show your neighbors how much of a slut you are, huh?”
He loved the way you were taking him so well; eyes vacant, jaw slackened, your tits pressing against the cool surface of your window. Your pussy was shamelessly pulsing on his cock, your arousal gushing all over him— but your arousal only stemmed from the thought of Gojo possibly watching you in the dark corners of his room, fantasizing of him fisting his cock to you getting fucked even if you still couldn’t see him. But that didn’t stop you from acting like an exhibitionist whore that craved for his attention so badly, pretending to moan and scream while he’s thrusting behind you while your eyes never left his window.
When you wake up the next morning, your whole bedroom was a mess. Clothes astray on the floor, your makeup vanity unorganized, some of your stuff scattered around, and your bedsheets all coming undone. When you turn over to your nightstand to check the time on your phone, you see that your favorite crystal figurine you’ve been keeping for years as a collectible was shattered on the floor.
Nanami stirred in his sleep, wanting to spoon you again until he wakes up to you sitting on the edge of the bed. “Oh. Good morning,” he grunted, softly caressing your back. “Are you okay?”
“Hey. Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you,” you chuckled. “I was just checking the time and I didn’t realize how carried away we both got. My whole room is a mess right now. There’s glass on the floor, too.”
He sat beside you on the edge of the bed and sighed deeply. “Oh, no. I’m so sorry, sweetheart. Where did you get it from? I can buy another one for you.”
“No, no. It’s okay,” you insisted to the sweet man. “It’s not your fault. But thank you for offering, Nanami.”
You didn’t expect for him to stay the morning after, passionately kissing you while the bright rays from your window was settling over your skins. You didn’t even expect for a man like him, your first ever Tinder date, to offer to buy you a replacement for some figurine that got knocked over from him fucking you so good all over your room.
After Nanami left, you headed down to the local coffee shop across your neighborhood that you would pass by on the weekends. After ordering your usual, a sheer moment of panic takes over your body, rendering you motionless in the middle of the cafe just seeing Gojo Satoru standing in line.
You couldn’t move an inch. You wanted to pass by him unnoticed and sit down by the window, but it was already too late when his icy blue eyes caught glimpse of you, a small smile stretching across his face.
“Hey, neighbor. What did you order? It looks good.”
This was the first time you saw him, really saw him in your field of view— his skin radiating from the sun beaming through the windows, his smile so bright and genuine, his unbearably attractive self. You almost stammered on your own words and your heart couldn’t stop racing like wildfire. However, you managed to collect yourself and mirrored his smile instead, telling him what you usually order at the cafe.
“…Maybe I’ll give it a try. I’ve been wanting to go here for awhile and now I finally got to try this place out,” Gojo beamed. “Where do you usually sit, by the way? Do you mind if I come sit with you?”
And suddenly that piercing, aching sensation of desiring him so badly flitted around the atmosphere like carnivorous butterflies, unable to form a coherent thought from your mind racing erratically. “Yeah, um— I don’t mind at all,” you chuckled nervously. “I’ll be sitting by the window over there.”
Once Gojo ordered the same drink you got and sat in front of you, you looked at him as if he was the most sublime creature you’ve ever seen in your life you almost couldn’t breathe. His eyes were just so striking and vibrant in the sunlight. His messy white strands had this warm cream-colored glow under the sun. As the two of you were talking about yourselves, you couldn’t help but study his prominent features up close that you were so aching to caress, to touch, to feel.
“So, uh— how long have you lived in the neighborhood?” he asks.
“I’ve been here for about four years now. I moved when I finally finished school,” you replied, his eyes softening everytime he listens to you speak. “I know it’s not that long, but I see myself still living in the same house until I get older. I don’t live far from work, which is a good thing, too.”
“Ah, I see. You know, your house is really big and nice. You sure you live alone? No roommates or pets? Spouse’s? Family?”
You softly chuckled. “No, I live all alone. It is a big house, but hey— it’s all to myself.”
“Huh.” Gojo leaned back in his chair and folded his arms. “I wonder how a beautiful woman like you is still single.”
His words hit you so suddenly that for a fleeting moment, the synapses of your brain fall frozen. People call women beautiful all the time, but yet, hearing it from him felt entirely different, especially the way he said it so casually. His blue eyes held yours across the table as he was waiting for your answer, his soft and genuine smile making your stomach churn.
Is it finally time?
Is this actually leading somewhere?
“I just… haven’t found the right guy for me yet,” you admitted, your gaze drifting towards the window. “I am looking for a long term relationship, though. Someone to settle down with. Get married and grow old in the house together.”
Gojo’s saccharine lips stretch to a smile, the way he looked at you causing your heart to flutter. “Aw. Well, speaking of long term— I just got out of one. I think I mentioned earlier when I moved here, I needed a change of scenery. I forgot to mention that I’m newly divorced and I’ve been spending time healing and working on myself.”
Working on himself?
By bringing random hookups into his house and fucking them all over the bedroom?
“Oh. I’m very sorry to hear about your divorce, Gojo,” you consoled, reaching for your drink just to have your hand near his over the table. For some reason when he mentioned getting recently divorced, your heart raced from this sudden rush of excitement. Your opportunity was sitting right in front of you and you were desperate to clutch onto it before it was too late.
“It’s okay. You know, things happen,” he shrugged, taking his hand that was beside yours to grab his drink. “But that’s also why… I’m not really looking for anything at the moment.”
The moment he gulped down his drink, time suddenly came to a full stop all around you. Your own heart dropped to your stomach that you almost felt sick from your breakfast. You could feel your own blood being forced through your veins with every loud thump from such unimaginable, staggering rage lighting a fire within you. Jealousy. Betrayal. Disappointment. Disbelief. Confusion.
How fucking foolish.
“Oh. I mean, uh— it is a bit too soon to be looking for a relationship right after a divorce, so that’s reasonable,” you fretted. “I do hope you find the right person for you.”
Gojo gave a small smile this time, sitting up from his seat. “I hope the same for you as well. And it was nice to finally meet you. Hopefully I can run into you again on your driveway and we can always plan something.”
After your encounter at the coffee shop, you couldn’t stop thinking all day about how much his words stung you, worse than any rejection out there and it wasn’t even a rejection. You clenched your jaw in aggravation as you kept replaying the conversation in your head— even though you spent several months of secretly watching him from a distance that it ruined you, at least you managed to sit across from him so painfully normal and have a normal conversation. But still; you knew you had no right to be disappointed. Gojo didn’t flirt nor promise anything. In fact, he was just being honest. Kind, even. But yet, this gut-wrenching feeling of humiliation wouldn’t go away.
By nightfall, you made it to The Green Man; the crystal shop in town that you haven’t stopped by for months. Everything was rearranged, new, and renovated. Your eyes wander around the crystals, rocks, herbs, spell candles, psychic readings, oils, books and other spiritual items until you finally find the collectible you were looking for, tucked in the bottom display shelf that you had to squat down for.
When you got up with the box, something else from the shelves beside you caught your eye. A small cardboard stand with a retro red and cream-colored design, tiny sparkles scattered across the packaging, and the words curved across the display. Organized neatly in the cardboard stand were these triangular prism-shaped boxes, the bright red graphics wrapped around the cream colored box, curving over the angled surfaces in cheerful swirls.
𝓞𝓝𝓔 𝓦𝓘𝓢𝓗 𝓦𝓘𝓛𝓛𝓞𝓦
𝓐𝓜𝓐𝓩𝓔 𝓨𝓞𝓤𝓡 𝓕𝓡𝓘𝓔𝓝𝓓𝓢
𝓞𝓝𝓛𝓨 $6.99
𝓖𝓔𝓣 𝓨𝓞𝓤𝓡𝓢 𝓣𝓞𝓓𝓐𝓨!
Out of curiosity, you take one of the boxes, its pointed ridge pressed lightly against your fingertips while the overhead lighting reflected across the glossy cardboard. Nothing about it looked magical. Nothing about it looked dangerous. It was nothing but a cheap novelty toy or charm, another possible collectible you can display somewhere in your house until it collects dust.
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗢𝗡𝗘 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗛, it reads.
After checking out from the store and taking a bit longer than you expected, your interaction with Gojo this morning still replayed in your head as you drove home. That fleeting feeling of ecstasy, that beautiful moment he noticed you first at the cafe, turning into nothing but dismay upon realizing you were never going to be his first choice. The letdown gripped your stomach, allowing it to devour your entire body and soul.
I wonder how a beautiful woman like you is still single.
Your jaw clenched tighter. Gojo Satoru was like a drug, your high, your fixation. He was the only man woven into your brain coursing straight through your veins, and you just wanted more of him, more of him and not anyone else— for this unquenched thirst and unrelenting hunger made you just debauched as he is.
If only you could’ve said something to make your interest for him obvious. Something that would’ve made him look at you differently, literally anything to make him choose you. Anything to make him love you more than anything in the fucking world.
As you drove through your neighborhood, you find yourself easing off the gas when you passed by his house. The streets were quiet. Warm yellow light glowed from his windows. You see his car sitting on the driveway as well as his porch lights on. Gojo was obviously home, doing his own thing as usual late at night when you weren’t watching.
You find it so absurd— degrading, even, how easily your attention always returns to this man. You hate this feeling. You hate how much you hunger for him. You can’t help but savor the violence of wanting what corrodes you entirely. After months of imagining what it would feel like if he noticed you the way you noticed him, you were nothing more than just the sweet girl next door who secretly masturbates to him and forces down your dark obsession until it chokes you…
The rays from the streetlights gleamed onto the One Wish Willow box that was peaking through your shopping bag. You felt this strange and foreign magnetic feeling towards it, just like what you experienced seeing the display for the first time. You reached over to the passenger seat and picked up the box, your thumb brushing across the cardboard surface.
ONE WISH WILLOW
REMOVE FROM THE BOX AND JUST MAKE A WISH!
SPARK THE MIDDLE AND BREAK IT IN HALF.
You opened the box, suddenly flinching when a loud jingle started playing. Inside rested a small, fragile willow twig. As you held it between your hands, it felt almost ridiculous, thinking that this cheap novelty charm was going to actually work. Your car was idling with nobody around, the neighborhood silent while the stars above were sloshing behind moldy gray clouds. You take one more glance at his house again and sighed deeply.
“I wish for Gojo Satoru to love me more than anyone in the entire world.”
Crack.
The branch snapped easily between your hands, echoing inside your car and leaving you in dreadful silence. You scoffed, tossing the broken pieces back into the bag and ready to drive back home, which was literally right there.
But it wasn’t until you turned your head back to Gojo’s house.
Your heart thumped in your chest when you noticed him standing right on his porch, the lighting barely illuminating him. You instantly recognize his broad shoulders, his figure, his disheveled hair. He just stood there perfectly still like a dark shape carved from the night itself; one hand hanging loosely at his side while the other in his pocket, his head tilted ever so slightly at your direction. Your body seized like a deer trapped in headlights, refusing to move an inch in your seat or start the car as he was watching you. The intensity of it sent a cold shiver down your spine, your mind screaming for you to drive off, but also to stay back…
Because for the first time, Gojo Satoru was finally looking at you the way you’ve always looked at him.
tumblr is genuinely pissing me off bad with these stupid automated bots on my ass. i don’t know how many times i have to keep submitting appeals and i’ve tried emailing them but literally no human support is helping me and they probably think i’m a bot. mind you this is over a gojo x obsession fanfic 😭
౨ৎ 18+ mdni , dark content , psychological horror , voyeurism , exhibitionism , toxicity , possession , reader uses one wish willow on gojo , reader hooks up with nanami , semi-inspired by Obsession , part 2 coming soon . this is a reupload for part 1 because tumblr hid the og chapter for some bullshit reason and i can’t appeal it 😐 but here it is anyways lol
Friday nights, you see Gojo Satoru bring a different girl home and fuck her on his very bed. Saturday mornings, you hated her for waking up where you belonged.
Your new next door neighbor was nothing but a debauched, filthy whore cycling through any random woman he finds; sometimes even men. Bringing them over to his house on the weekends just to hook up with them for the night. It didn’t help that Gojo’s blinds were rarely closed all the way, seeing right into his bedroom, where you can see everything he does.
You’ve seen him naked before. You’ve came across him masturbating before. It was disgusting, not being able to relax in your own room without the view of your own window being taken over by Gojo’s degenerate and perverted behavior and routine. Seeing him plowing the back of someone else, pinning their head down on his mattress or eating a girl out out until her legs start shaking and her fists ball his bedsheets.
However, your disgust never stopped you from watching.
And it was a shame that it was never you that got to experience how filthy and freaky Gojo Satoru truly was.
All you get were small interactions on your driveway, like waving to each other when you go out at the same time. He’s never had a formal conversation with you or invites you over. Never exchanged contacts yet. But yet, he's the only man that's making you muffle your moans and whines out of shame in your own home. Playing with yourself, getting off to that filthy sight across your window... no man has ever had you become this pathetic and you secretly loved it as if he's given you all the power to ruin yourself. That once he lays a finger on you, once you finally become seen by him, you want him to make it hurt real good for you.
He was the bane of your existence but also the object of your unholy desires. God, how you wanted him in a vicious, untamable way, how you craved for him in the dark where he cannot see. Because that’s all you could do, even though you were closer to him than anybody else could be, you feel so far away, hidden in your wild fantasies until you feel your ribs ache from how much you desired him to see you so badly. You wanted to, you wanted to. More than anything else in the entire world.
To be the one caressing every single inch of his beautiful body.
To be the one savoring his sweet and hot kisses.
To be the one pinned between him and his king-sized mattress.
To be the one to scream and moan his name over and over.
To be the one submitting yourself wholly to him.
To orgasm on his mouth, his fingers, his cock, his thighs when he tells you to.
To be put in your place, to be owned by him, to let him use all your holes and treat you like his own personal cocksleeve until you’re a shattering mess, until you can’t think for yourself anymore, where the only sensation that fulfills you is his cock ramming into all of your soppy holes and spilling his hot cum into your womb.
But this forbidden and disgusting desire, this dark obsession for him— you knew it was all unhealthy. As if your obsession for him had you on this permanent threshold of an imaginary heaven, suspended in a state of perfect anticipation. This unbearable itch to have him, to touch him, smell him, or just be around him was enough to make you scream in your own pillow at night.
It was pure and utter Hell, desiring someone so bad, knowing you can’t have them at all.
You wouldn’t go out of your way to make Gojo truly yours. He wasn’t some prize to be won or a possession to be claimed, he was his own person. Probably not going out of his way to pursue a relationship. Hell, you don’t even know if he’s truly single. You would never want to take his freedom away or strip his own autonomy, even though you wish that he’d freely hand it to you one day.
But it was just so hot and fun seeing your attractive next door neighbor getting it on… nothing wrong with that at all, right?
It wasn’t until a few months later you find yourself creating a Tinder profile.
There was this handsome man you matched with on Tinder named Nanami Kento. Five year age gap, strong jaw, hazel eyes, blond hair, looking for something meaningful. He looked so sharp and manly and handsomely delicate. Definitely someone that knew where his life was headed, someone who wouldn’t spend every weekend chasing after temporary distractions. Someone who could fulfill that ache in your core and fuck you so stupid and dumb until you forget about that degenerate, filthy man next door.
“Shouldn’t we close the blinds?” Nanami mutters in your ear, the husk in his attractive, sultry voice sending a shiver down your spine.
During your romantic Tinder date at a luxurious restaurant Nanami took you to, you just couldn’t help but tease him, hinting how badly you wanted him and couldn’t wait to take things to your bedroom. What also surprised you was the way Nanami was flirting right back at you, never taking your interest for granted. He was confident, smooth, and respectful— never aggressive or pushy. His effortless seduction and charm was enough to make you flustered under your own skin, especially when he knows how badly you wanted it and how badly he wanted to give it to you.
“My windows are tinted, baby. Nobody’s gonna see,” you say, quickly glancing at your window to see if Gojo was in his bedroom, but his lights were off. That fucking bastard.
As Nanami slipped off your dress and admired the way your bra looked so good on you, you couldn’t help but glare at your window as he was kissing your neck and your chest. Letting out soft moans and shuddering from the sensation, you knew that just because his lights were off doesn’t mean he wasn’t home. His car is still on his driveway, probably doing God knows what in his own house. But you still wanted to throw a show. You wanted to show Gojo Satoru what he does to you, how sick and filthy and disgusting he makes you.
He is the reason why you spread your legs for a random Tinder date.
He is the reason why you’re on your knees getting your throat fucked so hard.
He is the reason why your legs quiver and shake from your pussy getting fingered and eaten out.
The reason why you’re utterly losing yourself from getting pounded so hard, being tossed and flipped in numerous positions until you’ve reached multiple orgasms, until you’re crying two octaves higher, until you’re completely spent, until your whole bedroom is a mess.
“Fuck me against the window, Nanami,” you pleaded.
“On the window? You really wanna show your neighbors how much of a slut you are, huh?”
He loved the way you were taking him so well; eyes vacant, jaw slackened, your tits pressing against the cool surface of your window. Your pussy was shamelessly pulsing on his cock, your arousal gushing all over him— but your arousal only stemmed from the thought of Gojo possibly watching you in the dark corners of his room, fantasizing of him fisting his cock to you getting fucked even if you still couldn’t see him. But that didn’t stop you from acting like an exhibitionist whore that craved for his attention so badly, pretending to moan and scream while he’s thrusting behind you while your eyes never left his window.
When you wake up the next morning, your whole bedroom was a mess. Clothes astray on the floor, your makeup vanity unorganized, some of your stuff scattered around, and your bedsheets all coming undone. When you turn over to your nightstand to check the time on your phone, you see that your favorite crystal figurine you’ve been keeping for years as a collectible was shattered on the floor.
Nanami stirred in his sleep, wanting to spoon you again until he wakes up to you sitting on the edge of the bed. “Oh. Good morning,” he grunted, softly caressing your back. “Are you okay?”
“Hey. Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you,” you chuckled. “I was just checking the time and I didn’t realize how carried away we both got. My whole room is a mess right now. There’s glass on the floor, too.”
He sat beside you on the edge of the bed and sighed deeply. “Oh, no. I’m so sorry, sweetheart. Where did you get it from? I can buy another one for you.”
“No, no. It’s okay,” you insisted to the sweet man. “It’s not your fault. But thank you for offering, Nanami.”
You didn’t expect for him to stay the morning after, passionately kissing you while the bright rays from your window was settling over your skins. You didn’t even expect for a man like him, your first ever Tinder date, to offer to buy you a replacement for some figurine that got knocked over from him fucking you so good all over your room.
After Nanami left, you headed down to the local coffee shop across your neighborhood that you would pass by on the weekends. After ordering your usual, a sheer moment of panic takes over your body, rendering you motionless in the middle of the cafe just seeing Gojo Satoru standing in line.
You couldn’t move an inch. You wanted to pass by him unnoticed and sit down by the window, but it was already too late when his icy blue eyes caught glimpse of you, a small smile stretching across his face.
“Hey, neighbor. What did you order? It looks good.”
This was the first time you saw him, really saw him in your field of view— his skin radiating from the sun beaming through the windows, his smile so bright and genuine, his unbearably attractive self. You almost stammered on your own words and your heart couldn’t stop racing like wildfire. However, you managed to collect yourself and mirrored his smile instead, telling him what you usually order at the cafe.
“…Maybe I’ll give it a try. I’ve been wanting to go here for awhile and now I finally got to try this place out,” Gojo beamed. “Where do you usually sit, by the way? Do you mind if I come sit with you?”
And suddenly that piercing, aching sensation of desiring him so badly flitted around the atmosphere like carnivorous butterflies, unable to form a coherent thought from your mind racing erratically. “Yeah, um— I don’t mind at all,” you chuckled nervously. “I’ll be sitting by the window over there.”
Once Gojo ordered the same drink you got and sat in front of you, you looked at him as if he was the most sublime creature you’ve ever seen in your life you almost couldn’t breathe. His eyes were just so striking and vibrant in the sunlight. His messy white strands had this warm cream-colored glow under the sun. As the two of you were talking about yourselves, you couldn’t help but study his prominent features up close that you were so aching to caress, to touch, to feel.
“So, uh— how long have you lived in the neighborhood?” he asks.
“I’ve been here for about four years now. I moved when I finally finished school,” you replied, his eyes softening everytime he listens to you speak. “I know it’s not that long, but I see myself still living in the same house until I get older. I don’t live far from work, which is a good thing, too.”
“Ah, I see. You know, your house is really big and nice. You sure you live alone? No roommates or pets? Spouse’s? Family?”
You softly chuckled. “No, I live all alone. It is a big house, but hey— it’s all to myself.”
“Huh.” Gojo leaned back in his chair and folded his arms. “I wonder how a beautiful woman like you is still single.”
His words hit you so suddenly that for a fleeting moment, the synapses of your brain fall frozen. People call women beautiful all the time, but yet, hearing it from him felt entirely different, especially the way he said it so casually. His blue eyes held yours across the table as he was waiting for your answer, his soft and genuine smile making your stomach churn.
Is it finally time?
Is this actually leading somewhere?
“I just… haven’t found the right guy for me yet,” you admitted, your gaze drifting towards the window. “I am looking for a long term relationship, though. Someone to settle down with. Get married and grow old in the house together.”
Gojo’s saccharine lips stretch to a smile, the way he looked at you causing your heart to flutter. “Aw. Well, speaking of long term— I just got out of one. I think I mentioned earlier when I moved here, I needed a change of scenery. I forgot to mention that I’m newly divorced and I’ve been spending time healing and working on myself.”
Working on himself?
By bringing random hookups into his house and fucking them all over the bedroom?
“Oh. I’m very sorry to hear about your divorce, Gojo,” you consoled, reaching for your drink just to have your hand near his over the table. For some reason when he mentioned getting recently divorced, your heart raced from this sudden rush of excitement. Your opportunity was sitting right in front of you and you were desperate to clutch onto it before it was too late.
“It’s okay. You know, things happen,” he shrugged, taking his hand that was beside yours to grab his drink. “But that’s also why… I’m not really looking for anything at the moment.”
The moment he gulped down his drink, time suddenly came to a full stop all around you. Your own heart dropped to your stomach that you almost felt sick from your breakfast. You could feel your own blood being forced through your veins with every loud thump from such unimaginable, staggering rage lighting a fire within you. Jealousy. Betrayal. Disappointment. Disbelief. Confusion.
How fucking foolish.
“Oh. I mean, uh— it is a bit too soon to be looking for a relationship right after a divorce, so that’s reasonable,” you fretted. “I do hope you find the right person for you.”
Gojo gave a small smile this time, sitting up from his seat. “I hope the same for you as well. And it was nice to finally meet you. Hopefully I can run into you again on your driveway and we can always plan something.”
After your encounter at the coffee shop, you couldn’t stop thinking all day about how much his words stung you, worse than any rejection out there and it wasn’t even a rejection. You clenched your jaw in aggravation as you kept replaying the conversation in your head— even though you spent several months of secretly watching him from a distance that it ruined you, at least you managed to sit across from him so painfully normal and have a normal conversation. But still; you knew you had no right to be disappointed. Gojo didn’t flirt nor promise anything. In fact, he was just being honest. Kind, even. But yet, this gut-wrenching feeling of humiliation wouldn’t go away.
By nightfall, you made it to The Green Man; the crystal shop in town that you haven’t stopped by for months. Everything was rearranged, new, and renovated. Your eyes wander around the crystals, rocks, herbs, spell candles, psychic readings, oils, books and other spiritual items until you finally find the collectible you were looking for, tucked in the bottom display shelf that you had to squat down for.
When you got up with the box, something else from the shelves beside you caught your eye. A small cardboard stand with a retro red and cream-colored design, tiny sparkles scattered across the packaging, and the words curved across the display. Organized neatly in the cardboard stand were these triangular prism-shaped boxes, the bright red graphics wrapped around the cream colored box, curving over the angled surfaces in cheerful swirls.
𝓞𝓝𝓔 𝓦𝓘𝓢𝓗 𝓦𝓘𝓛𝓛𝓞𝓦
𝓐𝓜𝓐𝓩𝓔 𝓨𝓞𝓤𝓡 𝓕𝓡𝓘𝓔𝓝𝓓𝓢
𝓞𝓝𝓛𝓨 $6.99
𝓖𝓔𝓣 𝓨𝓞𝓤𝓡𝓢 𝓣𝓞𝓓𝓐𝓨!
Out of curiosity, you take one of the boxes, its pointed ridge pressed lightly against your fingertips while the overhead lighting reflected across the glossy cardboard. Nothing about it looked magical. Nothing about it looked dangerous. It was nothing but a cheap novelty toy or charm, another possible collectible you can display somewhere in your house until it collects dust.
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗢𝗡𝗘 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗛, it reads.
After checking out from the store and taking a bit longer than you expected, your interaction with Gojo this morning still replayed in your head as you drove home. That fleeting feeling of ecstasy, that beautiful moment he noticed you first at the cafe, turning into nothing but dismay upon realizing you were never going to be his first choice. The letdown gripped your stomach, allowing it to devour your entire body and soul.
I wonder how a beautiful woman like you is still single.
Your jaw clenched tighter. Gojo Satoru was like a drug, your high, your fixation. He was the only man woven into your brain coursing straight through your veins, and you just wanted more of him, more of him and not anyone else— for this unquenched thirst and unrelenting hunger made you just debauched as he is.
If only you could’ve said something to make your interest for him obvious. Something that would’ve made him look at you differently, literally anything to make him choose you. Anything to make him love you more than anything in the fucking world.
As you drove through your neighborhood, you find yourself easing off the gas when you passed by his house. The streets were quiet. Warm yellow light glowed from his windows. You see his car sitting on the driveway as well as his porch lights on. Gojo was obviously home, doing his own thing as usual late at night when you weren’t watching.
You find it so absurd— degrading, even, how easily your attention always returns to this man. You hate this feeling. You hate how much you hunger for him. You can’t help but savor the violence of wanting what corrodes you entirely. After months of imagining what it would feel like if he noticed you the way you noticed him, you were nothing more than just the sweet girl next door who secretly masturbates to him and forces down your dark obsession until it chokes you…
The rays from the streetlights gleamed onto the One Wish Willow box that was peaking through your shopping bag. You felt this strange and foreign magnetic feeling towards it, just like what you experienced seeing the display for the first time. You reached over to the passenger seat and picked up the box, your thumb brushing across the cardboard surface.
ONE WISH WILLOW
REMOVE FROM THE BOX AND JUST MAKE A WISH!
SPARK THE MIDDLE AND BREAK IT IN HALF.
You opened the box, suddenly flinching when a loud jingle started playing. Inside rested a small, fragile willow twig. As you held it between your hands, it felt almost ridiculous, thinking that this cheap novelty charm was going to actually work. Your car was idling with nobody around, the neighborhood silent while the stars above were sloshing behind moldy gray clouds. You take one more glance at his house again and sighed deeply.
“I wish for Gojo Satoru to love me more than anyone in the entire world.”
Crack.
The branch snapped easily between your hands, echoing inside your car and leaving you in dreadful silence. You scoffed, tossing the broken pieces back into the bag and ready to drive back home, which was literally right there.
But it wasn’t until you turned your head back to Gojo’s house.
Your heart thumped in your chest when you noticed him standing right on his porch, the lighting barely illuminating him. You instantly recognize his broad shoulders, his figure, his disheveled hair. He just stood there perfectly still like a dark shape carved from the night itself; one hand hanging loosely at his side while the other in his pocket, his head tilted ever so slightly at your direction. Your body seized like a deer trapped in headlights, refusing to move an inch in your seat or start the car as he was watching you. The intensity of it sent a cold shiver down your spine, your mind screaming for you to drive off, but also to stay back…
Because for the first time, Gojo Satoru was finally looking at you the way you’ve always looked at him.
౨ৎ 18+ mdni , dark content , psychological horror , voyeurism , exhibitionism , toxicity , possession , reader uses one wish willow on gojo , reader hooks up with nanami , semi-inspired by Obsession . this is a reupload for part 1 because tumblr hid the og chapter for some bullshit reason and i can’t appeal it 😐 but here it is anyways lol
Friday nights, you see Gojo Satoru bring a different girl home and fuck her on his very bed. Saturday mornings, you hated her for waking up where you belonged.
Your new next door neighbor was nothing but a debauched, filthy whore cycling through any random woman he finds; sometimes even men. Bringing them over to his house on the weekends just to hook up with them for the night. It didn’t help that Gojo’s blinds were rarely closed all the way, seeing right into his bedroom, where you can see everything he does.
You’ve seen him naked before. You’ve came across him masturbating before. It was disgusting, not being able to relax in your own room without the view of your own window being taken over by Gojo’s degenerate and perverted behavior and routine. Seeing him plowing the back of someone else, pinning their head down on his mattress or eating a girl out out until her legs start shaking and her fists ball his bedsheets.
However, your disgust never stopped you from watching.
And it was a shame that it was never you that got to experience how filthy and freaky Gojo Satoru truly was.
All you get were small interactions on your driveway, like waving to each other when you go out at the same time. He’s never had a formal conversation with you or invites you over. Never exchanged contacts yet. But yet, he's the only man that's making you muffle your moans and whines out of shame in your own home. Playing with yourself, getting off to that filthy sight across your window... no man has ever had you become this pathetic and you secretly loved it as if he's given you all the power to ruin yourself. That once he lays a finger on you, once you finally become seen by him, you want him to make it hurt real good for you.
He was the bane of your existence but also the object of your unholy desires. God, how you wanted him in a vicious, untamable way, how you craved for him in the dark where he cannot see. Because that’s all you could do, even though you were closer to him than anybody else could be, you feel so far away, hidden in your wild fantasies until you feel your ribs ache from how much you desired him to see you so badly. You wanted to, you wanted to. More than anything else in the entire world.
To be the one caressing every single inch of his beautiful body.
To be the one savoring his sweet and hot kisses.
To be the one pinned between him and his king-sized mattress.
To be the one to scream and moan his name over and over.
To be the one submitting yourself wholly to him.
To orgasm on his mouth, his fingers, his cock, his thighs when he tells you to.
To be put in your place, to be owned by him, to let him use all your holes and treat you like his own personal cocksleeve until you’re a shattering mess, until you can’t think for yourself anymore, where the only sensation that fulfills you is his cock ramming into all of your soppy holes and spilling his hot cum into your womb.
But this forbidden and disgusting desire, this dark obsession for him— you knew it was all unhealthy. As if your obsession for him had you on this permanent threshold of an imaginary heaven, suspended in a state of perfect anticipation. This unbearable itch to have him, to touch him, smell him, or just be around him was enough to make you scream in your own pillow at night.
It was pure and utter Hell, desiring someone so bad, knowing you can’t have them at all.
You wouldn’t go out of your way to make Gojo truly yours. He wasn’t some prize to be won or a possession to be claimed, he was his own person. Probably not going out of his way to pursue a relationship. Hell, you don’t even know if he’s truly single. You would never want to take his freedom away or strip his own autonomy, even though you wish that he’d freely hand it to you one day.
But it was just so hot and fun seeing your attractive next door neighbor getting it on… nothing wrong with that at all, right?
It wasn’t until a few months later you find yourself creating a Tinder profile.
There was this handsome man you matched with on Tinder named Nanami Kento. Five year age gap, strong jaw, hazel eyes, blond hair, looking for something meaningful. He looked so sharp and manly and handsomely delicate. Definitely someone that knew where his life was headed, someone who wouldn’t spend every weekend chasing after temporary distractions. Someone who could fulfill that ache in your core and fuck you so stupid and dumb until you forget about that degenerate, filthy man next door.
“Shouldn’t we close the blinds?” Nanami mutters in your ear, the husk in his attractive, sultry voice sending a shiver down your spine.
During your romantic Tinder date at a luxurious restaurant Nanami took you to, you just couldn’t help but tease him, hinting how badly you wanted him and couldn’t wait to take things to your bedroom. What also surprised you was the way Nanami was flirting right back at you, never taking your interest for granted. He was confident, smooth, and respectful— never aggressive or pushy. His effortless seduction and charm was enough to make you flustered under your own skin, especially when he knows how badly you wanted it and how badly he wanted to give it to you.
“My windows are tinted, baby. Nobody’s gonna see,” you say, quickly glancing at your window to see if Gojo was in his bedroom, but his lights were off. That fucking bastard.
As Nanami slipped off your dress and admired the way your bra looked so good on you, you couldn’t help but glare at your window as he was kissing your neck and your chest. Letting out soft moans and shuddering from the sensation, you knew that just because his lights were off doesn’t mean he wasn’t home. His car is still on his driveway, probably doing God knows what in his own house. But you still wanted to throw a show. You wanted to show Gojo Satoru what he does to you, how sick and filthy and disgusting he makes you.
He is the reason why you spread your legs for a random Tinder date.
He is the reason why you’re on your knees getting your throat fucked so hard.
He is the reason why your legs quiver and shake from your pussy getting fingered and eaten out.
The reason why you’re utterly losing yourself from getting pounded so hard, being tossed and flipped in numerous positions until you’ve reached multiple orgasms, until you’re crying two octaves higher, until you’re completely spent, until your whole bedroom is a mess.
“Fuck me against the window, Nanami,” you pleaded.
“On the window? You really wanna show your neighbors how much of a slut you are, huh?”
He loved the way you were taking him so well; eyes vacant, jaw slackened, your tits pressing against the cool surface of your window. Your pussy was shamelessly pulsing on his cock, your arousal gushing all over him— but your arousal only stemmed from the thought of Gojo possibly watching you in the dark corners of his room, fantasizing of him fisting his cock to you getting fucked even if you still couldn’t see him. But that didn’t stop you from acting like an exhibitionist whore that craved for his attention so badly, pretending to moan and scream while he’s thrusting behind you while your eyes never left his window.
When you wake up the next morning, your whole bedroom was a mess. Clothes astray on the floor, your makeup vanity unorganized, some of your stuff scattered around, and your bedsheets all coming undone. When you turn over to your nightstand to check the time on your phone, you see that your favorite crystal figurine you’ve been keeping for years as a collectible was shattered on the floor.
Nanami stirred in his sleep, wanting to spoon you again until he wakes up to you sitting on the edge of the bed. “Oh. Good morning,” he grunted, softly caressing your back. “Are you okay?”
“Hey. Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you,” you chuckled. “I was just checking the time and I didn’t realize how carried away we both got. My whole room is a mess right now. There’s glass on the floor, too.”
He sat beside you on the edge of the bed and sighed deeply. “Oh, no. I’m so sorry, sweetheart. Where did you get it from? I can buy another one for you.”
“No, no. It’s okay,” you insisted to the sweet man. “It’s not your fault. But thank you for offering, Nanami.”
You didn’t expect for him to stay the morning after, passionately kissing you while the bright rays from your window was settling over your skins. You didn’t even expect for a man like him, your first ever Tinder date, to offer to buy you a replacement for some figurine that got knocked over from him fucking you so good all over your room.
After Nanami left, you headed down to the local coffee shop across your neighborhood that you would pass by on the weekends. After ordering your usual, a sheer moment of panic takes over your body, rendering you motionless in the middle of the cafe just seeing Gojo Satoru standing in line.
You couldn’t move an inch. You wanted to pass by him unnoticed and sit down by the window, but it was already too late when his icy blue eyes caught glimpse of you, a small smile stretching across his face.
“Hey, neighbor. What did you order? It looks good.”
This was the first time you saw him, really saw him in your field of view— his skin radiating from the sun beaming through the windows, his smile so bright and genuine, his unbearably attractive self. You almost stammered on your own words and your heart couldn’t stop racing like wildfire. However, you managed to collect yourself and mirrored his smile instead, telling him what you usually order at the cafe.
“…Maybe I’ll give it a try. I’ve been wanting to go here for awhile and now I finally got to try this place out,” Gojo beamed. “Where do you usually sit, by the way? Do you mind if I come sit with you?”
And suddenly that piercing, aching sensation of desiring him so badly flitted around the atmosphere like carnivorous butterflies, unable to form a coherent thought from your mind racing erratically. “Yeah, um— I don’t mind at all,” you chuckled nervously. “I’ll be sitting by the window over there.”
Once Gojo ordered the same drink you got and sat in front of you, you looked at him as if he was the most sublime creature you’ve ever seen in your life you almost couldn’t breathe. His eyes were just so striking and vibrant in the sunlight. His messy white strands had this warm cream-colored glow under the sun. As the two of you were talking about yourselves, you couldn’t help but study his prominent features up close that you were so aching to caress, to touch, to feel.
“So, uh— how long have you lived in the neighborhood?” he asks.
“I’ve been here for about four years now. I moved when I finally finished school,” you replied, his eyes softening everytime he listens to you speak. “I know it’s not that long, but I see myself still living in the same house until I get older. I don’t live far from work, which is a good thing, too.”
“Ah, I see. You know, your house is really big and nice. You sure you live alone? No roommates or pets? Spouse’s? Family?”
You softly chuckled. “No, I live all alone. It is a big house, but hey— it’s all to myself.”
“Huh.” Gojo leaned back in his chair and folded his arms. “I wonder how a beautiful woman like you is still single.”
His words hit you so suddenly that for a fleeting moment, the synapses of your brain fall frozen. People call women beautiful all the time, but yet, hearing it from him felt entirely different, especially the way he said it so casually. His blue eyes held yours across the table as he was waiting for your answer, his soft and genuine smile making your stomach churn.
Is it finally time?
Is this actually leading somewhere?
“I just… haven’t found the right guy for me yet,” you admitted, your gaze drifting towards the window. “I am looking for a long term relationship, though. Someone to settle down with. Get married and grow old in the house together.”
Gojo’s saccharine lips stretch to a smile, the way he looked at you causing your heart to flutter. “Aw. Well, speaking of long term— I just got out of one. I think I mentioned earlier when I moved here, I needed a change of scenery. I forgot to mention that I’m newly divorced and I’ve been spending time healing and working on myself.”
Working on himself?
By bringing random hookups into his house and fucking them all over the bedroom?
“Oh. I’m very sorry to hear about your divorce, Gojo,” you consoled, reaching for your drink just to have your hand near his over the table. For some reason when he mentioned getting recently divorced, your heart raced from this sudden rush of excitement. Your opportunity was sitting right in front of you and you were desperate to clutch onto it before it was too late.
“It’s okay. You know, things happen,” he shrugged, taking his hand that was beside yours to grab his drink. “But that’s also why… I’m not really looking for anything at the moment.”
The moment he gulped down his drink, time suddenly came to a full stop all around you. Your own heart dropped to your stomach that you almost felt sick from your breakfast. You could feel your own blood being forced through your veins with every loud thump from such unimaginable, staggering rage lighting a fire within you. Jealousy. Betrayal. Disappointment. Disbelief. Confusion.
How fucking foolish.
“Oh. I mean, uh— it is a bit too soon to be looking for a relationship right after a divorce, so that’s reasonable,” you fretted. “I do hope you find the right person for you.”
Gojo gave a small smile this time, sitting up from his seat. “I hope the same for you as well. And it was nice to finally meet you. Hopefully I can run into you again on your driveway and we can always plan something.”
After your encounter at the coffee shop, you couldn’t stop thinking all day about how much his words stung you, worse than any rejection out there and it wasn’t even a rejection. You clenched your jaw in aggravation as you kept replaying the conversation in your head— even though you spent several months of secretly watching him from a distance that it ruined you, at least you managed to sit across from him so painfully normal and have a normal conversation. But still; you knew you had no right to be disappointed. Gojo didn’t flirt nor promise anything. In fact, he was just being honest. Kind, even. But yet, this gut-wrenching feeling of humiliation wouldn’t go away.
By nightfall, you made it to The Green Man; the crystal shop in town that you haven’t stopped by for months. Everything was rearranged, new, and renovated. Your eyes wander around the crystals, rocks, herbs, spell candles, psychic readings, oils, books and other spiritual items until you finally find the collectible you were looking for, tucked in the bottom display shelf that you had to squat down for.
When you got up with the box, something else from the shelves beside you caught your eye. A small cardboard stand with a retro red and cream-colored design, tiny sparkles scattered across the packaging, and the words curved across the display. Organized neatly in the cardboard stand were these triangular prism-shaped boxes, the bright red graphics wrapped around the cream colored box, curving over the angled surfaces in cheerful swirls.
𝓞𝓝𝓔 𝓦𝓘𝓢𝓗 𝓦𝓘𝓛𝓛𝓞𝓦
𝓐𝓜𝓐𝓩𝓔 𝓨𝓞𝓤𝓡 𝓕𝓡𝓘𝓔𝓝𝓓𝓢
𝓞𝓝𝓛𝓨 $6.99
𝓖𝓔𝓣 𝓨𝓞𝓤𝓡𝓢 𝓣𝓞𝓓𝓐𝓨!
Out of curiosity, you take one of the boxes, its pointed ridge pressed lightly against your fingertips while the overhead lighting reflected across the glossy cardboard. Nothing about it looked magical. Nothing about it looked dangerous. It was nothing but a cheap novelty toy or charm, another possible collectible you can display somewhere in your house until it collects dust.
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗢𝗡𝗘 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗛, it reads.
After checking out from the store and taking a bit longer than you expected, your interaction with Gojo this morning still replayed in your head as you drove home. That fleeting feeling of ecstasy, that beautiful moment he noticed you first at the cafe, turning into nothing but dismay upon realizing you were never going to be his first choice. The letdown gripped your stomach, allowing it to devour your entire body and soul.
I wonder how a beautiful woman like you is still single.
Your jaw clenched tighter. Gojo Satoru was like a drug, your high, your fixation. He was the only man woven into your brain coursing straight through your veins, and you just wanted more of him, more of him and not anyone else— for this unquenched thirst and unrelenting hunger made you just debauched as he is.
If only you could’ve said something to make your interest for him obvious. Something that would’ve made him look at you differently, literally anything to make him choose you. Anything to make him love you more than anything in the fucking world.
As you drove through your neighborhood, you find yourself easing off the gas when you passed by his house. The streets were quiet. Warm yellow light glowed from his windows. You see his car sitting on the driveway as well as his porch lights on. Gojo was obviously home, doing his own thing as usual late at night when you weren’t watching.
You find it so absurd— degrading, even, how easily your attention always returns to this man. You hate this feeling. You hate how much you hunger for him. You can’t help but savor the violence of wanting what corrodes you entirely. After months of imagining what it would feel like if he noticed you the way you noticed him, you were nothing more than just the sweet girl next door who secretly masturbates to him and forces down your dark obsession until it chokes you…
The rays from the streetlights gleamed onto the One Wish Willow box that was peaking through your shopping bag. You felt this strange and foreign magnetic feeling towards it, just like what you experienced seeing the display for the first time. You reached over to the passenger seat and picked up the box, your thumb brushing across the cardboard surface.
ONE WISH WILLOW
REMOVE FROM THE BOX AND JUST MAKE A WISH!
SPARK THE MIDDLE AND BREAK IT IN HALF.
You opened the box, suddenly flinching when a loud jingle started playing. Inside rested a small, fragile willow twig. As you held it between your hands, it felt almost ridiculous, thinking that this cheap novelty charm was going to actually work. Your car was idling with nobody around, the neighborhood silent while the stars above were sloshing behind moldy gray clouds. You take one more glance at his house again and sighed deeply.
“I wish for Gojo Satoru to love me more than anyone in the entire world.”
Crack.
The branch snapped easily between your hands, echoing inside your car and leaving you in dreadful silence. You scoffed, tossing the broken pieces back into the bag and ready to drive back home, which was literally right there.
But it wasn’t until you turned your head back to Gojo’s house.
Your heart thumped in your chest when you noticed him standing right on his porch, the lighting barely illuminating him. You instantly recognize his broad shoulders, his figure, his disheveled hair. He just stood there perfectly still like a dark shape carved from the night itself; one hand hanging loosely at his side while the other in his pocket, his head tilted ever so slightly at your direction. Your body seized like a deer trapped in headlights, refusing to move an inch in your seat or start the car as he was watching you. The intensity of it sent a cold shiver down your spine, your mind screaming for you to drive off, but also to stay back…
Because for the first time, Gojo Satoru was finally looking at you the way you’ve always looked at him.