COUNT .

𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄   𝐄𝐓   𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄́𝐑𝐄𝐑 .

[vindictalead]

                « Le  comte  ne  vient-il  pas  de  nous  dire  que  l’humaine  sagesse  était  tout  entière  dans  ces  deux  mots  :  Attendre  et  Espérer  ! »  

                     # VINDICTALEAD  ―  𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐘   Independent  &  selective  E.DMOND  D.ANTES  /  C.ount  of  M.ontecristo  ( A.venger )  from  the  F.ATE  series  written  by  Smol  (+18;she/her).  For  my  own  comfort,  please  do  not follow  if  you  are  under  18.  Rules under  read  more  !

SELECTIVE & MUTUALS only.

VERY HIGHLY SPORADIC ACTIVITY. My attention wanders all over the place so this blog will remain as low acitvity, If this isn´t ur cup of tea then I would advice to consider again following.

mun & muse are both +18 (mun is over 20!)

Not affiliated with the Fate fandom.

Duplicates & crossover friendly !!

If you are not aware of F.ate as a franchise or the game F.go pls do not feel scared of interacting! there is no need to have prior knowledge about the universe where my muse comes from and if you have any questions i’m always happy to answer !

Alongside this post, please do not assume or dictate me how to write my own muse, this has happened before and it makes me very uncomfortable (*꒦ິㅂ꒦ີ)

Due to his character, this blog will remain as Fewship & very HIGHLY selective. I´m more inclined to ship with friends / people i know / people I can click OOC wise more, yet if you are interested in developing something between our muses, be it platonic or romantic, I am certainly not against that if the chemistry is present ! Aside this, i will not ship with underaged muses nor with underaged muns.

muse does not equal mun & I do not condone my muse´s actions.

Dantes is a complicated character, if the interaction is taken in a context outside of crack, and your muse happens to want to ridicules/confront him (again, in no crack threads), + taking in mind his past, he definitely won´t respond nicely to it no matter if he’s in the wrong or right. 

Other F.GO blogs at (my main blogs): @wieldedhonor ( Ar.thur Pendragon ) @hopemerged ( A.rash K.amangir ) @sciobtha​ ( lancer cú )

And that´s it! apologies if any of these sounded harsh, let´s just respecc each other and have fun! thank u for dropping by!

[betchi]

do you guys know about the eternal bloodshed and unearthly vengeance demon

[hasendow]

[flowerytale]

Helen Oyeyemi, from “White Is for Witching”  

[vindictalead]

          Despite it all, he -is- on the meeting ...

[wistrea-a-deactivated20230519]

-Begrudgingly- attending the avenger meeting

❛    yo! if you don't look happy to be here, then we aren't happy to have you here! that's our motto ... ( someone whispered something to her ) huh? it's not? eh, we'll work on it later. welcome to the avenger meeting! there should be an empty seat around here somewhere. feel free to sit anywhere, try not to give anyone here another reason to be angry. okay? okay!       ❜

[vindictalead]

          He did not just see piles of boxes stacked with proof of hero come and go-

[shisaa-blog]

“What is a ghost? A tragedy condemned to repeat itself time and again? An instant of pain, perhaps. Something dead which still seems to be alive. An emotion suspended in time. Like a blurred photograph. Like an insect trapped in amber.”

— ~ The Devil’s Backbone

[lovingpanzheonruins]

moonlight,detail

[vindictalead]

/  Thinking about how some servants, particularly speaking; avengers, (or well, I will talk about the case of Dantes at least), get to in a way, live through an endless time loop- in the sense that some servants get summoned under quite peculiar times in their lives; as some are a result of having seen all the trajectory of their life and learning things from it (example: caster gil, karna), some others have seen the trayectory of their life yet remain haunted by their pasts and/or have troubles moving on/coming to terms with certain things (example: Arjuna, Artoria), and others are just-- sort of destined to be summoned on a specific time in their lives- where they know how their story will end- yet are unable to reach that point emotionally speaking- when im saying this i’m thinking about Dantes who is basically the personification of the concept of vengeance (At least as how he has been summoned as an avenger) and the thing is;; he is sort of destined to repeat this cycle each time he gets summoned, this loop of feelings that consume him like fire; his anger doesn’t fade away, it doesn’t wash away with time, and so long he remains an heroic spirit, he will be destined as an avenger to live all over again throught those feelings of anger, desire for vengeance, grudges, anguish, etc. as intensely as if it was the day he escaped from the hellish Chateau d'if, as fresh as when he felt those emotions. 

When you think about it, it might even feel despairing, yet there’s something else to this and;; it’s the fact that Dantes doesn’t just represent one side of the coin, he also represents hope, and because of his story (this might contradict f.ate’s Dantes) I would like to think that he can reach a point of peace;; or i’m not sure if peace is the word, but when you think about his story; it’s undeniable that it is a tale of hope; like sure he is remembered mostly as ‘the most famous revenger in the world’, but when i think about the count of montecristo, I also think about the concept of hope, and him having to live for the rest of eternity in a state of only despair feels kind of contradictory to his story, (and yes i know thats kinda the point of avengers and his manifestation as one but) the point is that dantes doesnt just represent despair, he represents hope as well, and at least with my portrayal, i would like to point that out too, as even if this state of acceptance dissappears once he dematerializes as a servant, I feel like it could be very symbolic that as a servant that is destined to feel despair, he can also feel love and hope. Just like how humans will eventually die one day yet still live to the fullest, and how life isn’t meaningless just because death exists, I like to think that in this sense, his existence wouldn’t be an entire tragedy as a being practically destined as an heroic spirit to feel all these intense emotions and pain over and over again, because there is more to it; and just like in the book; there is hope- even if its incredibly small, there is always a ray of hope.

[fuckindiva]

Mahmoud Darwish, Counterpoint (for Edward W. Said) in Almond Blossoms and Beyond (tr. Mohammad Shaheen)

[xviicprc]

Happy

Father's

Day

If only he knew where the grave was

[li4r]

a fun fact about me is i have never forgiven anyone for anything

[creepish]

people hold so much hate in their heart. me especially though

[valtsv]

What do you think of the "revenge bad" tropes frequently found

it actually pisses me off sooooo much when characters are like "ohhh but if i hurt or kill the bastard who made my life and others' a living hell i'm just as bad as they are!" like grow up and shoot him what are you catholic

[valtsv]

"but i'm too good to kill anyone! :(" i'm not. give me the gun.

[archbudzar]

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