I tramp the perpetual journey of reality

My name is Chris. I don't know what I'm doing with my life.

[vindictiveillusions]

That hit me way harder than it should have. I don’t even know why I care so much. You were practically non-existent to me up until a few days ago. 

[vindictiveillusions]

It’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on here. It’s amazing how much has changed. Four years ago, depression consumed my entire existence, and suicide was an everyday thought not too distant. If you asked me then, I would’ve never imagined being here at Berkeley stressing about midterms. These past 3 years have been an emotional rollercoaster ride. I’ve spent a lot of time (more than I’d like to admit) retrospecting about past friendships and relationships and how each of them have influenced me as a person. Some were good. Some were not. However, all deserve recognition. So, here’s an informal thanks to all whether you read this or not. I wish you all the very best in life, regardless of whether you remember me or if I’m just an afterthought remaining somewhere in your subconscious. J, T, S, V, C, A, C, K. Cheers to you all. Fin.

[vindictiveillusions]

19. Retrospection. Things were so different a year ago, yet some things haven’t changed at all. 

[vindictiveillusions]

Requiem.

[cantcontrolthegay-deactivated20]

[lady-of-redemption-deactivated2]

He did it. He actually managed to describe how it feels to live with depression and suicidal tendencies.

[witchycats-deactivated20160113]

this is really, really important

[highlowgaymer]

This makes me cry….I feel it.. He has described it to the perfect point. Thank you.

[blackreignbow-deactivated202107]

[ifebrownsugar]

Son.

[boukmanflow]

Lmfao

[vindictiveillusions]

Reciprocity is all I ever want.

[vindictiveillusions]

I'm not motivated to do anything. I've just been a bundle of sadness for the past 3 hours.

[vindictiveillusions]

Of course you did. Fuck that hurt.

[vindictiveillusions]

I don’t understand what’s going through your head. It’s like you’ve become a completely different person after Saturday. It’s not like I did anything wrong. I understand that you may be going through a really rough patch, but it’d be nice if you just talked to me about it. Then, there was that piece of information that you just threw out there which I’m still confused about. Is it about me specifically, or were you talking about someone else? I just need to talk to you, but that’s obviously not happening right now. Yeah, it’d be nice if you just respond.

[saturationii]

school cum

[usaproblems]

USA Problem #46

[sandandglass]

[jazmynedrakeford]

This is important. 

[sgrudekanaimehob]

White people asking white people why they don’t make sense.

[mixedapocalyptic]

The first kind of white people are the kind of white people we need

[islandofmisfits-deactivated2020]

She was so done with this

[thotbrey]

😂 where’s the lie?

[blackhaiirstyles]

☕️🐸

[dabdaddyyy]

The fact that I actually follow this girl tho 😩

[kingof21acez-deactivated2018121]

Lol hahaha hahaha

[mymoondiary]

💀

[rebelliousrebe]

[theartoftrillxsxphy]

……..at first I was like “why is this even a joke?” then I remembered just the other day this white girl wanted me to have sex with her so bad and I said no because she was drunk (even then I’m not even attracted to white girls like that) and the first thing that comes out of her mouth was “I promise I wont press charges..” …….. Yeah. No lies. I don’t find this funny at all but horrifically true…

[hennndo]

Facts bruh that’s why I don’t fuck with white chicks

[weddingcakesnoball-deactivated2]

When something is so crazy and true you can’t help but laugh

[king-emare]

[elisapizzaa]

Fucking racists

[thotbrey]

Bitch shut up ^

[fiveblackpearls-deactivated2015]

She probably put 5 niggas in jail 

[yuricema-deactivated20230814]

Omg ^

[bushmama]

For Charlamagne and his white woman Lovin self. Be careful naga

[teenangst018]

[chromrade]

[paladin-official]

attack on mexicans

[sheriffspookypants]

@everyone-dies-in-this-anime

[lactose-lesbian]

STOP

[seriousjones]