I can see my house from here.

I destroyed my life for a peace of mind I never got.

[aqua-regia009]

Foreshadowing (Beauty and the Beast) [Detail] - Jana Brike

[shisasan]

Christian Schloe, ‘Portrait of a heart' 

[itscolossal]

Wilting Flowers Elegantly Sculpted in Glass by Lilla Tabasso Are Suspended in States of Decay

[salemanhedonia-deactivated20250]

born in the usa

[666stabme666]

[shatteredribs]

have a good day

[journalinbloom-blog]

sometimes i just hate it here

[yuck]

[yuck]

[the-jewel-spot]

Carved Rose Quartz Rabbit

[kruel-kid]

[spontaneousandindulgent]

[campesine]

🐭

[vintage-sadness]

sometimes i love you so much, my heart swells. i talk to you all day and compliment everything you say and you call me pretty and for once, i feel it. i look in the mirror and radiate self-confidence and i’m being so nice to everyone and it’s making me feel so great and nothing hurts, nothing hurts, nothing hurts - i am happy. talking to you is making me a better person. you are good for me.

sometimes i hate you so much, i can’t breathe. i walk around all day with this sick feeling in my stomach and ignore all of your text messages because fuck you - you don’t deserve me. you call me pretty and it makes me fucking sick because i know you’re saying it to more people than just me and i am so possessive and jealous and sad - i am so sad, i don’t know how to deal with all of this sad. i want to crash my car again. it’s getting bad.

so i leave and everything feels great for a week - i feel so free, maybe even happy. and then one day, it hits me - i miss you so much, my hands are shaking and i’m even sadder than i was when you were with me so i text you and you make everything brighter and i am so happy again and just that one moment makes the sadness all worth it.

and the cycle repeats. and repeats. and repeats. i am so afraid it’s never going to end. i am so afraid i am always going to feel this back and forth and honestly? i probably am. and i don’t know how to tell you that sometimes your very presence makes me want to throw up and sometimes it makes me happier than anything else and it has nothing to do with how you act, it’s just how i am.

[vesface]

[retrogirly]

Marilyn Monroe

[enamoringsuggestion]

one day we’ll be safe and falling asleep together to the sound of each other’s heartbeats

[fdggvbjdhb]