you shall sleep softly in my arms.

vin. 18+. she/her. if nobody got me, i know my daddy issues got me. prev: vintagedean & beautyandthebestiality.

[vintagedean]

Old cunt

correct

[vintagedean]

And also i saw that TikTok of that guy being annoying about tagging shit on ao3, and that’s also really got my fucking goat.

[vintagedean]

The more I see this moral pushback against freakiness and “thought crimes” in fiction the more I just want to be an absolutely freakish menace.

[vintagedean]

i'm pretty sure i've said this before, and it remains true now, that while i don't post about deanjohn anymore, i still think about them near daily.

and lately i have been wondering like...if i were to try writing them again, how would i do it? because in a lot of ways i feel like i've said everything i can think to say, but also with these two, that's almost certainly not true.

i've consumed a lot of different writing since i was last actively posting here, and i'm curious if what i'd have to say about them is different now? but then i don't really have any ideas. so idk. i'm not saying i'll be posting regularly again, but i am musing on things, and figured i may as well say as much.

[vintagedean]

dean // john - wish we had more time

[vintagedean]

the winchester men // “i would die for you”

[vintagedean]

dean // john: “back to you”

[vintagedean]

what have i been up to...well, i got inconsolably obsessed with bg3. this has been the worst school year i've had since my first. i stopped reading and writing pretty much...anything and everything. and now i'm on break and feeling weirdly hopeful and creative and yeah. here i am.

hope y'all are well <3

[vintagedean]

hrm.

just saying hi.

[3163-4oxy]

[dearorpheus]

“But there are dark, untouched corners within all of us. Sex can be very exciting in one moment and barely tepid the next. It can feel like love but not be love. It can feel like possession and then the person walks away. You can’t possess another person. You can’t make another person not die. If nothing else, at least my vomit fetish is mine. It’s mine and it’s real.”

— Melissa Broder, So Sad Today: Personal Essays

[honestlyvan]

Another thing fandom needs to start doing more of is projecting on tops.

There are delicious amounts of psychological distress you can inflict on that guy once you get into his head. The brainworms of forcing agency and initiative on someone who genuinely is Not Fucking Ready For It are exquisite.

[honestlyvan]

To quote myself: Domtops in fics are always written to have such uncomplicated and healthy relationships to their sexualities and for my mental health I need us to collectively start giving them complexes about being some kind of monstrous predatory freak of nature instead.

Make that guy have a panic attack b/c someone in his daydream told him to stop and he kept going anyway.

[honestlyvan]

New and improved! Sad Wet Dog of a top is thinking about how he wants to hurt you but doesn't want to hurt you and the contradiction is slowly and steadily making him Lose His Whole Fucking Mind.

[vintagedean]

so, i happen to be on the side of the sabrina carpenter debate that does not like the album cover, and every time i am forced to see a take that insists being against the cover means you're a puritanical conservative masquerading as a feminist, i reel back as if i've been struck by lightning.

[vintagedean]

sorry so sorry it's just that i've seen so many videos from people who are ~kinky~ being like, i must be freakier than i thought, bc i didn't even blink at the cover!

and i want to be like, please check my ao3 bookmarks and get back to me.

[vintagedean]

so, i happen to be on the side of the sabrina carpenter debate that does not like the album cover, and every time i am forced to see a take that insists being against the cover means you're a puritanical conservative masquerading as a feminist, i reel back as if i've been struck by lightning.

[cykelops]

were I to create an original piece of media I would create bait so queer in order to create a fanfic environment I like. I find you guys do your best work under duress.

[cykelops]

I’d say “jeez can two people not be friends anymore?” and then I’d give one of them amnesia in which they only recognize the other above anyone else

[levon-deactivated20260124]

some of you aren’t even perverts you just have normal sexual desires that you are ashamed of

[junkfoodcinemas]

Shoot 'Em Up (2007) dir. Michael Davis