you shall sleep softly in my arms.

vin. 18+. she/her. if nobody got me, i know my daddy issues got me. prev: vintagedean & beautyandthebestiality.

[vintagedean]

Old cunt

correct

[vintagedean]

Them: So how many times have I watched the devil’s minion scenes in eps 4 and 5?

Me: Yes.

[vintagedean]

I read the skeleton king by charity b. bc it promised good necro but it was actually fake necro bc the mmc only sleeps with dead women bc he’s afraid of live women and once he gets a living gf he doesn’t want dead bodies anymore.

[vintagedean]

like, this is necro in name only, and it's only going to scratch a very surface-level itch. like, the appeal of necro for me can include the safety of someone who can't reject you, but what i really want is someone taking perverse pleasure in feeling someone cold and lifeless below them.

[vintagedean]

I read the skeleton king by charity b. bc it promised good necro but it was actually fake necro bc the mmc only sleeps with dead women bc he’s afraid of live women and once he gets a living gf he doesn’t want dead bodies anymore.

[vintagedean]

I’ve also become even more enamored with necrophilia. Not spn necro, just necro in general.

[burgerfiend]

not fair 2 b born a homewrecker

[normasshearer]

Go away, I'm warning you. Go away, or I'll kill you myself. See… that's the way I feel about you.

Teresa Wright as Charlotte "Charlie" Newton in SHADOW OF A DOUBT (1943) dir. Alfred Hitchcock

[vintagedean]

I wish I could write fic again. I wish I could write at all. I say this every time I dip my toes back into the tumblr pool that I think about deanjohn/sammary often, but it really is true. Part of me wants to ask for prompts because I haven’t written anything of any kind of significance, fic or original, in maybe a year. Maybe a prompt for a fandom I used to feel very competent in would help? But then I’m like, would I actually fill a prompt? I like to think I would, but I genuinely feel like I don’t know how to write anymore.

[vintagedean]

is deanjohn having another moment? just curious because my notifications sure are notifying.

[vintagedean]

Your version of destiel (the one with johndean notes) is the exact same as mine. Come back so we can be mutuals and talk about it together 🔪💕 /threatening

In all seriousness it’s a rare thing and I really do hope you come back.

I am always here in spirit! Remind me which version or post you’re referring to and we can talk!!!

[vintagedean]

I thought I had another ask for this but now I can’t find it???

[vintagedean]

Your version of destiel (the one with johndean notes) is the exact same as mine. Come back so we can be mutuals and talk about it together 🔪💕 /threatening

In all seriousness it’s a rare thing and I really do hope you come back.

I am always here in spirit! Remind me which version or post you’re referring to and we can talk!!!

[vintagedean]

And also i saw that TikTok of that guy being annoying about tagging shit on ao3, and that’s also really got my fucking goat.

[vintagedean]

The more I see this moral pushback against freakiness and “thought crimes” in fiction the more I just want to be an absolutely freakish menace.

[vintagedean]

i'm pretty sure i've said this before, and it remains true now, that while i don't post about deanjohn anymore, i still think about them near daily.

and lately i have been wondering like...if i were to try writing them again, how would i do it? because in a lot of ways i feel like i've said everything i can think to say, but also with these two, that's almost certainly not true.

i've consumed a lot of different writing since i was last actively posting here, and i'm curious if what i'd have to say about them is different now? but then i don't really have any ideas. so idk. i'm not saying i'll be posting regularly again, but i am musing on things, and figured i may as well say as much.

[vintagedean]

dean // john - wish we had more time

[vintagedean]

the winchester men // “i would die for you”

[vintagedean]

dean // john: “back to you”